havent been updating for a few days.
feeling pretty down, just want to be left alone and not talked about it.
so i chose not to jot it here.
things are happening too fast.
just too fast..
for me to cope.
i couldnt describe my feelings now.
there seems to be no way out of this situation.
& nothing seems to help.
i never thought things would turn out this way.
& i have never wanted things to head this way.
im trying.
but i guess you will never know how hard i tried, how much it hurts deep inside.
你曾经说过，
每当我睡不着的时候，你会在电话里陪着我。
每当我不开心的时候，你会逗我笑。
每当我生气的时候，你会紧紧的抱着我。
只要有你在的那一天，你就不会再让我掉一滴眼泪。
你答应过，
你不会再让我受到任何的伤害。
你答应过，
你会好好地去爱我，了解我。
你给我的承诺，你还记得吗？
我又再一次的问自己，幸福和永远的定义是什么。
