Date: Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 11:41 PM

happy 3years & 2months anniversary :]

met darling early in the morning.
went over to his place and he kissed me on my forehead and said sorry when i enter the door.
bully me ytd and want me to forgive him so easily :x
hahas. i forgave him though :] cause today is suppose to be a happy day!
watch him play nba for awhile and headed to town.
bought tickets for monster vs alien 3D.
quite expensive i would say. 13bucks for a ticket.
had lunch at kfc and went to the arcade for the music game before going for the movie at 1pm.
when we thought everything would be nice, he 3D glasses were very uncomfortable :[
the stroyline is pretty good though :]

walked all the way to plaza sing after the movie.
walked around and darling went to catch wawa.
spend 6plus i guess. but couldnt catch the 'baid'.
we need to catch the 'baid', a green colour toy inorder to exchange of a pair of wedding mickey and minnie.
they so cute. but catching the baid seems to be impossible :[

shopped around, didnt really buy anything though :]
went back to clementi central for parsa malam :p
oh ya, before that, i saw the handphone skins and crystal services available at the singtel shop.
so tempting lurhs. priced around 29bucks and above.
darling ask me to get then he pay.
bt i just find it too expensive.
bu se de :x

bought cup corn and walked home :]

i realy enjoy the day.
i know it will be harder for us to celebrate every 30th once you strt serving ur ns.
but rmb what you promised me?
though celebrating on the actual day will be difficult, we will still celebrate tgt at the nearest date we can :]
30th will always be the special day.

i love you.
thnks you for pampering me so much.

i will pass you the card i made for you tmr :]

Date: Monday, May 25, 2009 @ 9:38 PM

back. :]
havent been updating since quite long alrdy. hahas.
changed our blogskin, cause i havent been very hardworking in changing it nwadaes :}
darling has been getting quite alot of off days to spend time tgt with me before he start serving his ns :x
he will be enlisted on the 13 July. so soon.. :[
the tot of it makes me really down. but, true enough, that what we have to go thru in life :]
we did talked about things that might happen and the promises that gave each other.
i hope 1year and 10mths wuld be something thats gonna past very fast.
i believe it will ! :]
nothing will change, our love for each other will grow stronger, and darling say he will try to feed his ' lao shu' bigger so that i can bite. dont know can anot :p

i will be sending him to tekong on that day.
im really afraid i wuld cry.
if there issnt anyone except me and him, definitely i will tear.
bt, i dont want him to cry with me, i dont want his heart to feel so sourish like the way i feel now while im typing.
being lock in there and missing me so much wuld really be a torture.
i want him to miss me and concentrate on the trainings in there as well.
it's time to take things maturely.
thoug, darling, i will really miss you badly.
i will try not to tink about so that i wuldnt cry.

somehow,
i could feel that, we wuld hug each other so tightly and cry the day before you need to go.
i just hope everything goes like a gust of wind.

anyways, will be watching movies at his place tmr :]
i love you.

Date: Saturday, May 16, 2009 @ 10:18 PM

yesterday:
meet darling after my class at noon.
not feeling very well so we didnt go anywhere far.
wanted sakae, bt the outlet near my house doesnt have the buffet we wanted:S
went for fish and co instead.
tat was our very first time eating at fish and co.
sat down, theres nthing particular we like in their menu.
end up having fish and chips with iced tea and seafood soup for the day.
the portion were really too big even for darling to finish it.
so we ate like half of the fish and most of the chips. hahas.
i dont really like the fish, but i must say that the chips were really nice.
just like what my fren said: ''very potato'' :]

regret eating there, we dont find the food there worth the money. :x

headed back to darling's place,
slack and relax till the evening.
then we went for dinner :]
eat eat eat :p

had laksa at toast box before he send me home.

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today:
SENTOSA ATTRACTIONS DAY :] hahas.
(theres a reason why we went for those tourists' thrills :p )

it has been around one month since darling started working at sentosa as admission host.
i guess he likes it there, those i dont enjoy the days without spending time tgt :x
bt, he still has to work :[

anyways, meet him early in the morning.
silly boy wanted to wear couple shirt :D
so yupp, went vivo and walked around first as it was still pretty early :]
went arcade :] i still lost to him. hahas.

took the tram to imbia station to get the tickets we needed.
merlion was the first stop :]
the walk was pretty comfortable and relaxing.
we were given souvineirs. a fan and a laser light.
i really felt like a tourist at that time :D

went over to images of singapore for the histories of singapore since she was founded.
the wax structure were really scary.
especially those with red lip sticks one :S
we did have fun thoug :]

the most high part was the 4dmagix and extreme log ride! (i hope i spelled them correctly) :]
the show at the 4dmagix were extremely real, super 3D, including water sprays and wind effects. the journey was exciting, it lasted only 20plus mintues.
the log ride made us felt giddy even after reaching back to vivo.
SUPER FUN! :]






from the merlion mouth:





images of singapore:















no camera allowd in 4d magix & log ride :[]

today was the first time going for all these attractions :]
i really enjoy myself <3>
its a different weekend, different experience :)
darling i love you.
thnkyou for such a great day, even thou you have to go back to your work place when u are having your off day :p
you're so sweet, u made me smile alot today :]

Date: Sunday, May 10, 2009 @ 7:30 AM

spend most of my day at home.
didnt write any notes today.
did FRP tutorial and FIT quiz online.

went out with my sis,
bought some crystals for my nails and a pretty cute keychain for my housekey.
hahas.
darling manage to call me twice today.
but just for a short while.

feeling quite stressed up.
i know i shuld take things alittle slower.
but i just cant help panicking when i tot of the previous results. :x
anyways, i shall try to relax alittle more :]

took an hour nap at around six in the evening.
felt so much better :]

i really hope darling will be able to get one or two off days.
craving for TAKO again :]

darling, i wanna go take neoprint with you again :p
im missing you badly :[
i love you.

Date: Wednesday, May 6, 2009 @ 11:43 PM

it has been quite a long time since i update my blog.
seems like things are fading away.
the one i used to know no longer seems to exist.

今天的我一点也不开心,
心情非常的沉重,
有种好想好想放弃的感觉。
心,总感觉好酸好酸,
真的觉得好累。
哭了一整晚,控制不了自己的眼泪。
突然发现,要了解一个人是那么的不容易。
要找到一个真正了解自己的人更难。
我尽力了。


我真的希望在你眼里我是完美的。
可是今天,我发现那永远不可能。

dont ask me why and what's with the above.
i dont know. that how exactly i felt today.
guess i need some time alone.
it's a really bad day.
but i know, its too true to be a dream.
i guess, that is the only way.


i will be the happy girl i used to be.

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