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♥ Date: Thursday, September 27, 2007 @ 7:46 AM
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♥ Date: Monday, September 24, 2007 @ 10:26 PM
i love u too much.. dats why i couldnt accept wad u did and said to me. kill me. bt still i kant. i didnt want it to end tis wae too. bt no one noes how the ending will be like. everytime mite be a true one. i always believe that the begining is created by both parties. so is the ending. beauty is in the eye of the beholder. the one u love shuld always be beautiful and perfect in ur eyes. however, u culd only see my faults.
i realle have got nthing else to say. todae, the posting page seems to be so long dat no matter how much i type. the page will nv be filled up. srry for nt being the gal you want. dats me. i did not change. i noe it clearly in my heart. im leaving with no regrets. i have done my best. IM NOT A PERFECT GAL.
i love u too much.. dats why i couldnt accept wad u did and said to me. kill me. bt still i kant. i didnt want it to end tis wae too. bt no one noes how the ending will be like. everytime mite be a true one. i always believe that the begining is created by both parties. so is the ending. beauty is in the eye of the beholder. the one u love shuld always be beautiful and perfect in ur eyes. however, u culd only see my faults.
i realle have got nthing else to say. todae, the posting page seems to be so long dat no matter how much i type. the page will nv be filled up. srry for nt being the gal you want. dats me. i did not change. i noe it clearly in my heart. im leaving with no regrets. i have done my best. IM NOT A PERFECT GAL.
♥ Date: Friday, September 21, 2007 @ 6:54 PM
tings wasnt any beta.. we are both tired. i guess it is realle the end for both of us. srry if im too harsh ytd. sorry.
wadeva it is. wish u all the best. take reallie good care for yourself. be happy(:
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gotten report book todae. 16 for L1R4(including CCA). lols. dad sae dat was the result of shopping-ing too much:p hahas. feel kinda guilty todae after talking to mdm tsuei. i let her down. she expect so much from me. yet i.... reallie got to work);
lab is closing soon to prepare for O practicals. im sure i will miss mrs tan and her practical lessons((: they were so fun and exciting:p she motivated me to study and to improve. her laughter never fails to cheer the class up(: she always says 'NO FEAR':P
hahas. im gonna learn from herXD
love her loads!
sadded. deep in my heart.
tings wasnt any beta.. we are both tired. i guess it is realle the end for both of us. srry if im too harsh ytd. sorry.
wadeva it is. wish u all the best. take reallie good care for yourself. be happy(:
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gotten report book todae. 16 for L1R4(including CCA). lols. dad sae dat was the result of shopping-ing too much:p hahas. feel kinda guilty todae after talking to mdm tsuei. i let her down. she expect so much from me. yet i.... reallie got to work);
lab is closing soon to prepare for O practicals. im sure i will miss mrs tan and her practical lessons((: they were so fun and exciting:p she motivated me to study and to improve. her laughter never fails to cheer the class up(: she always says 'NO FEAR':P
hahas. im gonna learn from herXD
love her loads!
sadded. deep in my heart.
♥ Date: Thursday, September 20, 2007 @ 5:43 PM
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♥ Date: @ 5:02 PM
finally gotten all my prelim results.. didnt do very well. bt i improve on all the subjects(: gotten an L1R4 of 20 and L1R5 of 24. MI was all in my mind. lols. kant even get into the poly course i wan wit tis stupid results): definitely i nid to continue to mugg till the very last minute:X so stress up nwadaes. got to cope wit all the tys questions from teachers and revision dat needs to be completed. practicals are coming in 18days. im worried. so mani tings are in my mind. IM GOING MAD SOON.
oh yah. bought a new fone. w580i(; finally im able to get rid of tat mute fone((: im gonna treasure the new one. hopefully:p
tings are getting out of my control. out of my ability to handle. just feel like avoiding it. neither do i feel like toking or tinking about it. my heart hurt. deep inside. bt who reallie understand. im confused. i just wan to be alone. must i reallie choose btw sumone i love and a friend whom i do treasure alot? i dun see the need. bt i feel lyk im forced to. i dun wanna choose. neither do i wan to give up on any of them. no one have the rite to control who i talk to, who i sms wit and who im closed to. even u. so wad if im attached. i have got my choice and my freedom. wad i expect is just u to respect me and even my frens. trust me or leave it. I DUN BELONG TOTALLY TO U. U ARE JUST SCARING ME AWAY. its just so pressurising talking to u. i believe until now u still tink dat u are rite in doing sumting behind my back witout telling me. u will never understand how i feel at that point of time. never. gals, never get a guys who is so possessive. never get a guy who doesnt respect ur freedom and ur frens. never get a guy who is insensitive to ur feelings and do tings witout puting themselves into ur shoes. never get a guy who choose to do other tings which he tinks is more impt than accompanying you.
is reallie heartbreaking to find out the one u love being dat wae. once u step into it. there is no other wae bt to struggle thru it.
IM STRUGGLING.
finally gotten all my prelim results.. didnt do very well. bt i improve on all the subjects(: gotten an L1R4 of 20 and L1R5 of 24. MI was all in my mind. lols. kant even get into the poly course i wan wit tis stupid results): definitely i nid to continue to mugg till the very last minute:X so stress up nwadaes. got to cope wit all the tys questions from teachers and revision dat needs to be completed. practicals are coming in 18days. im worried. so mani tings are in my mind. IM GOING MAD SOON.
oh yah. bought a new fone. w580i(; finally im able to get rid of tat mute fone((: im gonna treasure the new one. hopefully:p
tings are getting out of my control. out of my ability to handle. just feel like avoiding it. neither do i feel like toking or tinking about it. my heart hurt. deep inside. bt who reallie understand. im confused. i just wan to be alone. must i reallie choose btw sumone i love and a friend whom i do treasure alot? i dun see the need. bt i feel lyk im forced to. i dun wanna choose. neither do i wan to give up on any of them. no one have the rite to control who i talk to, who i sms wit and who im closed to. even u. so wad if im attached. i have got my choice and my freedom. wad i expect is just u to respect me and even my frens. trust me or leave it. I DUN BELONG TOTALLY TO U. U ARE JUST SCARING ME AWAY. its just so pressurising talking to u. i believe until now u still tink dat u are rite in doing sumting behind my back witout telling me. u will never understand how i feel at that point of time. never. gals, never get a guys who is so possessive. never get a guy who doesnt respect ur freedom and ur frens. never get a guy who is insensitive to ur feelings and do tings witout puting themselves into ur shoes. never get a guy who choose to do other tings which he tinks is more impt than accompanying you.
is reallie heartbreaking to find out the one u love being dat wae. once u step into it. there is no other wae bt to struggle thru it.
IM STRUGGLING.
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♥ Date: Saturday, September 15, 2007 @ 8:47 PM
((((: ytd was graduation ceremony. tat marks almost the end of my secondary school life:p everyone was so high and cooperative(almost everybody tucked in their shirts(: ). hahas. smiles were all over mrs tan's face. cameras werer everywhere. tired my best to avoid): LOLS. saw slide show of us in sec one. i look so dumb. tat pic made me so embarassed:P just wish tat tat wasnt me((: hahas. received momento from mdm tsuei - a KR post it pad and a cd rom containing those fotosXD hopefully it doesnt disappear even before the last day of school. there was actually a surprise for all the graduates-words from our very own teachers. you know wad. mdm tsuei wrote NOTHING! tat shows how much she cares. thou i was a bit dsappointed and obviously it was embarassing for my class. deres nthing much we can do about it.
I WANNA BE LOVED(;
I WANNA BE SPOILED
I WANNA BE CARED FOR
I WANNA BE TREASURED
BY YOU<3<3
off to muggg(:
((((: ytd was graduation ceremony. tat marks almost the end of my secondary school life:p everyone was so high and cooperative(almost everybody tucked in their shirts(: ). hahas. smiles were all over mrs tan's face. cameras werer everywhere. tired my best to avoid): LOLS. saw slide show of us in sec one. i look so dumb. tat pic made me so embarassed:P just wish tat tat wasnt me((: hahas. received momento from mdm tsuei - a KR post it pad and a cd rom containing those fotosXD hopefully it doesnt disappear even before the last day of school. there was actually a surprise for all the graduates-words from our very own teachers. you know wad. mdm tsuei wrote NOTHING! tat shows how much she cares. thou i was a bit dsappointed and obviously it was embarassing for my class. deres nthing much we can do about it.
I WANNA BE LOVED(;
I WANNA BE SPOILED
I WANNA BE CARED FOR
I WANNA BE TREASURED
BY YOU<3<3
off to muggg(:
♥ Date: Wednesday, September 5, 2007 @ 7:26 PM
DONT ACT CUTE PLS(;
DONT ACT CUTE PLS(;
♥ Date: Tuesday, September 4, 2007 @ 7:27 PM
prelim is coming to an end.. wad it actually means is tat o's is coming:/ books and notes are occupying my time. didnt have the chance to blog. doing my nails while writing tis entry(: hahas. vain? lols. just bored. tis sep holiaes doesnt reallie mean anyting to me. life has to go on. revision still has to be done.
one mth and 5daes to o lvl practical. someting struck my mind. will i missed all the memorising and revision wen i graduate? i have got tis feeling tat i will(: graduation ceremony is coming up. ermm. forgotten the date. hahas. no prom nite. sadded):
I WANNA CHANGE MY FONE(: BT NO $$):
lols. my fone is in 'mute' mode. hahas. i spoil the speaker by dropping it in water:p now it has got no sound. is as good as a useless fone. even big big fones in the olden daes can ring =.=!!
as daes goes by. i feel tat im growing up(i hope i did). i wanna grow up. im hungry for freedom and adults life(: i will be great if im able to do wadeva i wan without anyone interfering.
tings are pretty fine between us(: minor quarels here and dere are expected. im glad he is trying to treat me beta. i hope tings get beta and sweetier. i love the wae he pampers me((: im trying pretty hard not to press the 'hang up; button so often:p
'im addicted to u'
prelim is coming to an end.. wad it actually means is tat o's is coming:/ books and notes are occupying my time. didnt have the chance to blog. doing my nails while writing tis entry(: hahas. vain? lols. just bored. tis sep holiaes doesnt reallie mean anyting to me. life has to go on. revision still has to be done.
one mth and 5daes to o lvl practical. someting struck my mind. will i missed all the memorising and revision wen i graduate? i have got tis feeling tat i will(: graduation ceremony is coming up. ermm. forgotten the date. hahas. no prom nite. sadded):
I WANNA CHANGE MY FONE(: BT NO $$):
lols. my fone is in 'mute' mode. hahas. i spoil the speaker by dropping it in water:p now it has got no sound. is as good as a useless fone. even big big fones in the olden daes can ring =.=!!
as daes goes by. i feel tat im growing up(i hope i did). i wanna grow up. im hungry for freedom and adults life(: i will be great if im able to do wadeva i wan without anyone interfering.
tings are pretty fine between us(: minor quarels here and dere are expected. im glad he is trying to treat me beta. i hope tings get beta and sweetier. i love the wae he pampers me((: im trying pretty hard not to press the 'hang up; button so often:p
'im addicted to u'
