{ Q }

♥ Date: Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 10:21 PM

woke up at 8 in the morning.
realised i was having fever and cough.
guess i caught the virus from boy :p

anyways, went to had breakfast tgt.
sat down for boy to take his medicine.
then we took bus to IMM.
window shopped around.

took 52 back,
insist that he alight at clementi instead of sending me to school.
wanted him to get more rest at home.

the interview cum evaluation totally wasted my time.
went off at 3pm with Ian.
talking about someone who tried backstabbing him.
i guess it will be alright since the project is graded already.

met boy under his block.
he love giving me scares by creeping from behind.
ah biish! :]
went west coast park.
slowly walked at 5.

im feeling much better alrdy.
trying very hard to figure out the NPV table that made me went crazie a few days ago.
i hope i will be able to get it eventually.
it will be 25marks in the exams. (if im not wrong)
its time to MUG.

people, it would really help if you guys stop looking at me that way. thanks.
other girls did what they want. and i will insist on what i want.
believe it or not, i cant force it upon anyone.
how would you like it if someone comes up and say:
'ehs, dont do any wrong things with her/him hor'.
not just one person. and imaging you kept hearing the same line again and again.
i understand all your worries.
but is there a better way to put it?

♥ Date: Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ 7:53 PM

woke up in the morning at the usual timing.
boy told me ytd that he will be booking out today and reach home before 8am.
gotten 5days mc ytd. but he is fine alrdy. no more fever.
saw his msg when i woke up. told me he's still in camp and could only book out at 830.

left home for school at 8am.
got scare by him from behind when walking out of the lift again.
so surprised that he is out from camp alrdy.
so he was lying to me all along when he msg me early in the morning.
dumb dumb waited for me under my block since 7am just to surprise me that he is out of camp.

anyways, walked to clementi central.
sat down at a coffee shop and made him eat his breakfast.
i headed for school after that.
he went home to take a rest.

met him again at clementi control station after my classes ended at 12plus.
went suntec for a walk.
kept telling me he want 鱼柳包&署条.
so we had mac for lunch and went catching the wawa at the arcade.

took bus back at 4plus,
alighted at west coast rc,
went to the bowling centre for awhile.

then he send me home.

i could see the tireness in his eyes.
but yet, he insist on spending more time with me the moment he booked out.
boy, you should have rested at home.
rest more and get well soon.
thanks for the day :]

♥ Date: Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 10:30 PM

well, a new blogskin.
found it super cute.
wonder if i could use it for long.
do comment :]

NPV is driving me craziie.
couldnt figure how the tutor came out with the calculations and the table.
so angry. somehow, my brain doesnt like it.

skipped FP lecture after lunch break.
stayed at the games room with shun hiang to rush our FIT proposal.
had quite a good lunch when jian hui, shawn and aston came after their lecture.
dumb shawn tried lying to us that the lecturer gave them exams hints.
oh, we watched the FRP video. the three guys havent get a chance to look at it since its completion.
went laughing at all the NGs scenes again.
they never fails to give us a good laugh :]

went to trim my hair before heading home.

tmr will be a good day i believe.
i need to cut down on junk food :[
goodnights peeps.

tag reply:
pk: i want to go out!!!
girl, msg me the next time you are at west coast cc alrights.
we will do some catching up soon! :]

boy is sick, having a fever..
hope he will be alright very soon.

♥ Date: Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 10:35 PM

slpt at 2am ytd nights.
girl called and we chatted for an hour or so.
i really hope things are better.
i managed to hold back my tears when talking to her about the things between us.

woke up at 5am, couldnt get to sleep anymore.
chatted with him on the phone.

anyways, pushed myself for aerobics today :]
hahas, have been missing a few session the past few weeks.
feeling fat :p
went crazie with zann while waiting for aerobics to start.
i told her we both came from the zoo, she is the pig, im the one who feeds her :B
started 'fighting' outside the gym. stupid man in the gym kept looking at us and i saw him smiling secretly to himself.
hahas.

well, had a great time laughing like mad with her, my lesbian partner :]
homed at 7plus.
worned out :X

will be resting early tonight.
chocolates dreams! ♥

drink more water, dont fall ill alrights :]

♥ Date: Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 10:29 PM

im feeling much better after thinking this through.
since i have chosen to tell the truth, i have never tot of regretting what i have said.
one thing for sure, i dont like to hide.
i wont want to say much here, cause i will never want another problem to arise.

well, to tell the truth, i ever tot of making my blog a private one, creating a new one, or even leaving it un-updated.
so that i could lift myself off certain pressure.
however, theres really nothing to hide.
i will still be updating here.
today, is the 310th update.
i will write everything i want to, making it something that i could read and recall 20, 30 years down my life.

for people who showed concern the past few days,
i truely appreciate the concerns and advices. as much as i want to heal the advices from most of you guys, i really wish to make this decision with my heart. i very well know what are you guys worried about and the reasons behind all your concerns. i will take good care of myself, and i hope you guys will trust me on that. i know, whatever it is, i will still be the one who will have to bear all consequences, be it good or bad ones. thanks again.

today:
met him at 10plus, he waited for me under my block.
dumb dumb hide behind the pillar and gave me a scare.
anyways, we took a straight bus, alighted at plazasing.
had lunch at long john and went walking around the mall.
so, there we go,
plazasing, orchard central, wisma, ION, tanglin mall, cineleisure then hereen.
hahas. alittle craziie indeed. or very? :]

oh, the new ION.
all i could say is, its a shopping mall for super RICH people.
flooded with branded shops, people queing just to enter the LV shop.

headed home at 5.
thanks boy.

well, little happenings will be kept.
goodnights peeps.

im more rational than you think.

disclaimer:
anyone offended by what i wrote, please kindly click the X button on the top right hand corner.
if majority feels so, i will consider making it a private one.
thanks very much.

♥ Date: Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 4:39 AM

havent been updating for quite sometime.
went school in the afternoon to do some revision with zann.
shared with her what happened this few days.
i really makes me feel better after saying things out, though nobody, expect myself will know how does it feels like to be in the position i am in.

well, went for my manicure appointment at 5,
saw kenneith and andy at the cc.
wanted to have dinner with them,
bt peishan is still on her way,
so i told him we will have lunch tgt next time instead.
ehs kor, tommorrow? :]

i havent been smiling much this few days.
everything kept revolving in my head.
i dont know why is all this happening.
neither do i know how to handling whats coming.
all i could say is, i really treasure the friendship we once had.
mayb after yesterday, it will never be the same anymore.
i told you because i didnt want to hide things from you.
but, i never know cutting off contact is what you will choose to do.
girl, im truely sorry for hurting you.
take good care of yourself.

can someone tell me, what right and whats not.

♥ Date: Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 10:03 PM

these two days will always be part of my memories.
thoug im still trying to believe that everything is true.

'no betrayal, no lies.'
'obssessed'.

♥ Date: Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 10:11 PM

woke up really early at 0630 in the morning.
got changed and walk over to west coast park.
it has been pretty long ever since i leave my house at such an early timing with the grey sky and chilling wind blowing :]
enjoyed my 20 mins walk with my mp3 :p

anyways, today is launch of the event for my team's events management project.
it is named 'hope in harmony, strength in community', an event joinly organised my south west cdc and dairy farm singapore.

okay. collected our event shirt at the registration booth. (oh ya, its dry fit~!)
got change and strted eating the DRY been hoon provided by the organizers.
name tags for officials are distributed.
got a ourselves a banner each and headed to guide the participants in.
i was incharge of a group of yoga members from west coast cc.
they were a group of middle age aunites. very nice and friendly i would say :]
they chatted with me, and were really happy with the help rended. hahas.

so, warm up for the step-ro-bics, then we strted helping out with the distribution of free gifts.
guess what, i saw the UGLIST SIDE of china people.
let me try to describe, though i know it will never be as stunning as seeing it with your own eyes.
okay. after the warm up for step-ro-bics, two guys from my team open up a large box of sunshine bread rolls. you know those with strawberry, chocolate, peanut butter and villina cream.
in 2mintues, one whole box of 120 bread rolls were snatched away by these group of china old men and women with 10 bread rolls in both hands.
they pushed and fight over BREAD.
me, rui qing, xue yi STUNNED.
they just acted as if our country just had a war and they havent ate for a month.

then there was this malay woman came to help us out.
she have been through such event for many times and she told us that those china people are LIKE THAT and we shouldnt have opened the box infront of them.
so we stopped distributing.
then, there goes those old men and women pushing our boxes, pushing rui qing, trying to get hold of the FREE BREAD ROLLS.
like those refugees you see on the tv.
no kidding, exactly the same you see on tv, or even worst.
they shouted in their slang, scolding and swearing.
like WTF.

rui qing and xueyi could take it anymore and shouted vugarities and push back backwards.
SEE. they behaved like animals, to the extend that we got to use vulgarities and violence.
they just plainly spoils our day and doing stupid acts to disgrace themselves.
whats fuming is that, they were so thick skin, they ignore our scoldings and kept going 'I WANT BREAD'. in chinese offcourse.
i mean, is just a 80cents bread roll.
issit necessary to go to the extend of behaving like some seventh month ghost.
the thing is they wanted MORE THEN JUST ONE.

then there comes this dumb china man who came shouting at my face for a bread.
came closer and closer. at first i ignored him by turning my head and he didnt stop ranting.
until gitiong has stand infront of me, trying to shoo him off before he does anything funny.
he is worried that the man would do anything stupid.
thanks gitiong, thats very gentleman of you :]

okay, next comes the ponchos (disposable raincoats)
there comes those people, trying to grab the free raincoats again.
bt this time round was better. cause there were enough to distribute.
its like, the sun was super big and they want to fight of a raincoat, and its those kind of disposable ones. what in the world they want it for.
i really DONT GET IT.

alrights, after an hour of war with those china people.
i really despise them

. such a disgrace. these people shouldnt even be allowed to be here in singapore.
i told my friend: 'we should put a box of bread rolls at the airport. those who went like a hungry ghost, holding 10 bread rolls in their hands, will be forbidden to come to singapore'. :p

anyways, overall, i learnt quite alot.
its really a great oppotunity and the UNEXPECTED incident shows that anything in the world could happen during an event. be prepared before everything is ruin by these dumb dumbs.

p.s.: im not being racist here. just sharing what i saw and how i feel. no offence to people from china. not everyone from there is like that. theres is always and well mannered people from china :] i believe.

oh ya, i broke my nail and it bleed :[
left hand index finger.
super upset.
went to my manicurist straight after the event, she say i can only get the extension done for it when the wound heals.
heart pain :X

went home to get a shower, met jas at 2plus at west coast cc.
she bought me a very cute handphone acessory from taiwan.
thanks girl.
and the chocolate condoms look so really cute :p (edible chocolate that shapes like condoms i mean)
hahas. chatted alittle while.

terrence msg me, ask me if i wanted to have a chat below our block.
i know he wouldnt call me out for nothing, guess he had some relationship problems with his girlfriend :p so i met him under my block at 4pm after parting with jas.
had a good chat. just as what i guessed, something went wrong with him and his gf.
bt i know they will be fine very soon.
and this dumb dumb terence tried psyco-ing me.
about something.
ahh biish!
hope everything will be fine for you very soon :]

is 10plus now and im typing this super long post :p
hahas. do drop me a tag ♥
goodnights.

i want to trust and believe that everything will be alright :]

photos will be up soon!

♥ Date: Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 11:18 PM

went je library with zann :]
alighted near one of the coffee shop instead of the busstop directly infront ofthe library.
zann bought 'bao' and i century egg porridge :p
smuggle them into the library! :]
hahas. guess what.
got caught by a dumb dumb guy, and he ask me either to throw away or keep it now.
zzzzz. so irritated.
study for awhile and we both realised we are studying at the top floor and eating is ALLOWED.
so, WHY AM I SCOLDED :[ mayb because i am not eating the food sold in the library.
so, i continue to eat my porridge while she eat her bao :p
oh ya, before we left, we wrote on a pink strip of paper provided by the library.
i wrote: 'officially lesbian. i love zann.' and wrote the same, she loves me now.
hahas :]

as USUAL.
went shopping after studying awhile :p so unproductive right :X
went IMM, walked around, ate old chang kee.
then took bus to wcplaza.
sat around, went laughing like craziies.
i said 大前天是后天。
zann went mad :p

anyways, its really nice to spend crazie and hearty time tgt with her.
its always good to have someone close to listen to everything in your heart.

girl, dont dwell too much to unhappy stuff.
let it be the past :] stay happy always.
we shall meet up again soon :p

cant wait to see the final production for our FRP project.
shun hiang, thanks for doing the tough editting :]

♥ Date: Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ 9:07 PM

rained so heavily this morning.
the sky so dark, couldnt believe it was 715 in the morning when my alarm went off.
anyways, headed school without umbrella. cause i cant find any foldable ones at home.
got drentch alittle.

AAA was crap again :[
the lecturer change the topic without informing.
we ended up with no different lecture notes and she went like a train.
couldnt follow a single thing.
all i caught was 'RATIO, RATIO, RATIO'.
so me and zann ran out of the lecture hall in the middle of the lecture when the lecturer was looking down at her notes. hahas.
went for early lunch at makan place :p

FIT tutorial was okay.
walked home with zann at around 12plus.

well, im feeling much better as days passes.
i really hope things will get better and nothing falls back.
i need to stand strong :]
oh, the strawberry milk that im drinking nw taste like water.
gonna ask mummy not to buy tat anymore.
so random :p hahas.

studying with zann tmr.
time to mugg, lack of motivation.
nights people ♥

why must things be so complicated in the first place?

♥ Date: Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 9:08 PM

woots.
feel so worn out :]
did step board for aerobics today.
a great workout indeed!

i guess im will be having an early night today ♥

tagg reply:

shan: lol... all drink water can liao.. haha,.. anyway he go in you will feel better ba..
yes, i might feel better. bt that is plainly running away from things. im trying hard to face it. though painful, bt thats the best solution. how are you? kor got bully you? :p hahas! guess you are doing fine :] shall see you soon ♥ takecares!

kok: lets meet up some day n have lunch/dinner!
yeas. call you up soon! :] thanks for being there :D

i guess it issnt the right time.
its nt just the world of two.
many parties involved.

♥ Date: Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 9:01 PM

nothing much for me to jot down here today :]
i really wish i could lift off the pain in my heart soon.
its affecting me and affecting everything.

tagg replies

pk: I went for the NE show ytd... i was outside t take photos... and it rain on me at the ending when the fireworks comes out... -.- i sad sad... =(
silly girl! :] you went NE show again? hahas. dont be sad. theres always another NE show :p i miss you guys!

jas: yeap.. c0ming back tmr...see u can meet up on saturday an0t.had fun during my holidays though sometimes so wish i can c0me hm faster...haha.. love u... tie to go do my last minute shopping le...
yupps. i will be running an event at west coast park next saturday. it will end around 12plus. lets meet up in the afternoon alrights! i also want shopping :X

all the best for your enlistment.
takecares.
we will meet up soon.
when i am OKAY.

♥ Date: Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 8:19 PM

woke up at 9 in the morning.
went je library hoping to get a place to study before terrence join me at 12pm after buying stuff at his clinic.
whose knows theres wasnt any table left.
and guess what.
i went choa chu kang, then bukit batok.
dang. nothing. so full :[

went back to je, met him there.
headed back to je library.
settle down on the floor at a corner with those wood blocks 'table'.
no proper table = cant study properly :p
his two friends, hong kai and junda join us at 2plus.
went chatting chatting chatting.
did nothing :p
hong kai say i dont look like 18. hahas.
dont know what he was trying to mean :X compliment?

'studied' till 4, terrence walked me to the bus stop.
then he went back to join his friends.

slpt from the moment i reached home till now :]
REFRESHED! ♥

still deciding what should i do tomorrow.
still unsure if i am still in the position to be show any concern.
well, let tomorrow decides.

tagg reply:

jas: wey wey... i'm reading ur blog frm taiwan! coming back in 2 days time! miss me ma? muackz!
jas: meow meow~ dun drink... i smack ur buttok! we'll meet up when i'm back... g0t gifts for u!
JAS! i miss you so much. wanted to call you few days ago, then i realised you are still in taiwan :[ how's your holiday? i hope you enjoyed yourself. gimme a call when you are back alrights! ♥ catch up with you soon :] lotsofloves.

♥ Date: Friday, July 10, 2009 @ 5:20 AM

yo peeps :]
feeling happy today.
good sign? i dont know if this is part of mood swings.
too early to say :]
i guess im partly crazie due to the three dumb dumbs during the project meeting :p
hahas.

suppose to meet shun haing at school bus stop at 845.
reached there only at 9am. shun haing was waiting for me already :]
went to the library. bought hotdog bun and bubble tea at the cafe and smuggle up to the fifth floor :X
aston, jian hui and shawn reached at around 930.
we CRAP SO MUCH la! :]
were talking about aston looking like the ah pek at the garden holding the camera capturing flowers and girls. he really look like one lo :p
and we strted watching this 'cai shen dao' clip in youtube. dont know why shawn search for such weird stuff! :] you guys should go youtube and watch it mans.
we laughed like mad. laugh till eyeliner smudge :X

completed filming our FRP video.
left with the voice over and graph parts.
looking forward to see the final video and offcourse the NGs.
oh ya, got the final production of our FP video.
the NGs were super funny. i watch it early this morning. that was the first thing i did when we sat down in the library.
bt the guys didnt want be to posted up here.
so i should give them some privacy, since they own part of the copyright :]

went lunch with shun hiang at 1plus.
headed to drop our FP project at the general office after that.
then home.

i really enjoyed myself today.
havent had such a good laugh for such a long time.
its time for me to be the bubbly girl i used to be.

gonna do some revision at je library tmr.
hopefully, i will be able to concentrate ♥

tagg reply:
Liying: HEY! Stay happy k! I will be here:) jia you! anything call me yea?
yupps :] im trying my best. we shall gossip soon! :p thanks girl.

track running: Did Ya - BOA.

♥ Date: Thursday, July 9, 2009 @ 9:35 PM

continued with my hongkong drama the moment i woke up :p
got changed and headed to je library to do some tutorials.
got a few pens from popular :] more colours!

bought bubble tea, head back to westcoast at around 1pm.
got my 3rd ear piercing on the rightside :]
went for mani and pedi again :X
really like my dark blur nails with pretty flowers and the dark purple on my feet♥
sometimes, its really nice to spend time alone and do things i want to.

manage to complete FIT and alittle bit of FMGT today.
mummy didnt scold when i told her abt my piercing :p
lucky day? :]

FRP fliming tomorrow.
shall see how it goes.

tagg replies:

shan: you got drink de meh??? dun drink la.. bad for health.. anything can talk wif us.. or we all have a meeting soon... =D
yupps, we shall meet up soon, tgt with jas! i dont drink. but, that will be my last resort :X thanks for your concern :]

pk: i am bored... let's go out someday!! =)
alrights! bt i have to fight for you with danza! :p hahas. see you around!

Ryan: i think at least that one is more matured.
boy, i really appreciate everything that you have done for me. i know you have been trying very hard to cheer me up with ur 'gong gong gon' joke :] hahas! you made me laugh like mad. thanks for being there for me. see you soon!

shunhiang: helllo hello.. first time tagging you stay sweet and smiley:Dthanks girl! :] stay pretty! we rocks :p

i still cry so much when i talk to you just now.
somehow, its too late to understand everything now.
let me heal my heart myself.
cause i could no longer trust you to takecare of it for me.
i wish you all the best.
you have my blessings.

♥ Date: Wednesday, July 8, 2009 @ 9:25 PM

wanted to stay in school to complete next weeks tutorial questions after class.
bt ended up heading to bugis with shunhiang :p

took bus from school to clementi central then train there.
shunhiang brought me ILUMA first :]
then exterior of the building looks really nice.
bought a sweet smacker lipgloss from the pushcarts over there. (picture above)
tried it once i reached home. i like it very much :]
went to the arcade at the top.
shun hiang tried catching this smile face pillow.
hahas. didnt manage to catch it :X
played mario cart tgt. she threw a banana at me before the finishing line and i ended up 2nd :[
well, we had quite some fun :D

shopped at bugis village after that.
i bought 2 tees, 2 tank tops and one dress :]
im broke again :p
tried helping HIM to look for a watch.
bt i really dont know which one to get.
im so sorry. i hope you still understand my blur and indecisive-ness :[

ate lunch at kfc then we walked over to the junction.
walked around and saw so many CUTE stuff :]
we went so excited over them. hahas.
though the price aint very nice.

head home at around 5pm.
went to trim my fringe.
the hair stylist say i need to trim the ends of my hair :[
mayb the next time i trim my fringe? :p

slpt from 6plus till now.
feeling really tired nowadays.
anyways, the nap just now was great :]

there will be no school tmr again.
no activities. gonna rot at home :X
anyone wanna jio me out? :]
CIAO.

have been eating only lunch this few weeks.
skipped breakfast and dinner.
i just dont feel hungry.

♥ Date: Tuesday, July 7, 2009 @ 10:26 PM

wasnt feeling very well today. alittle feverish.
i tot it was H1N1 looking for me :X
TOUCHWOOD!

anyways, i have tons of things waiting for me to complete.
so worried about my gpa this semester. i really need it to pull up my average.
feeling a little stressed. cant really help it.
i believe, its part of learning and placing some expectations on myself.

met jack at around 1plus after lessons.
went jurong point for awhile.
was feeling rather weak.
so he sent me home pretty early.

reached home at around 4.
there issnt anyone at home and the lights wasnt on.
sat down alone and many things went thru my head once again.
i could say, this is one of the worst down period i ever had.
yes, many would say, we are too young to talk abt love and relationships.
bt, once you fell into it. it would be a totally different thing.
it has been almost 3weeks since my heart feels so heavy.
sometimes, i even thought of drinking to numb the feelings.
i really dont know what is it that i really want.
i just feel very terrible inside.

boy, im sorry for everything that has happened.
i didnt want it this way too.
it's my fault.
i shouldnt have drag you into this, shouldnt have gave you any hope.
you are really a nice guy and you treated my very well.
just like what you said, mayb its happened at the wrong time.
im really sorry.

♥ Date: Monday, July 6, 2009 @ 10:09 PM

lessons as usual in the morning till 4pm.
zann went home to rush her projects so i went aerobics myself.
i realised im becoming weaker as missing a few lessons :X
feeling so tired now :]

nothing much for today though.
bt, FRP project is driving me crazie.
fliming the video on friday.
dress code: FORMAL :[
sian.

tagg replies:
Jerk: found new love le ar? haha..tc..bb
im surprised by ur message. if you chose to let it go without doing anything in the past two weeks, then, i guess it shouldnt be of any importance to you if i have found someone new or not. if you have been enjoying urself so much with someone else (you should know who am i reffering to) then please just forget all about me.
i gave all the chances i could. you took it for granted.
im not saying that im nt in any wrong. it takes two hands to clap for things to happen.
bt it just takes one to hold it on and thing wouldnt have ended up this way.
since its over. theres nothing much left to say.
till now, i am still not able to forgive you for the fact that you went out with another girl till the next morning when i was still ur girlfriend. we didnt quarrel, i even stayed up till midnight just to wait for you to so called end your work. thats your so called love for me? then why in the first place must you ask for a patch. revenge or something? i really DONT KNOW,really. do you mind telling me?
i felt so like a failure when i dont understand the reason behind all that after being tgt with you for 3years. i treated you with my heart, yet this is what i got in return. thanks for such memorable memories u left for me. i hope you are enjoy the life without me controlling you. i hope you rememeber, our love aint destroyed my arguements, its destroyed with your hands, with that someone you pulled into our fairy tale, causing it to become such a joke.
you can hate me for all im saying here. bt, this has been hurting me inside since the day you told me about it. its a pain that you will never know.

baby, i cried again.
im sorry.

♥ Date: Sunday, July 5, 2009 @ 10:48 PM

didnt manage to update ytd.
reached home pretty late.
and was really tired.

this year's NPD is pretty unexpected.
in the sense that, theres girls dancing pole dance infront of the stage during the performance:X
and at some point of time, the whole thing looks like chingay parade :p
bt the fireworks were beautiful :]

oh ya, caught iceage 3 ytd.
watch tgt with a whole theatre of kids.
they were so amazed by the dinosaurs :]
hahas. i did enjoy myself ♥

train home with jas and weihong after the parade.
i shall upload the picture when im free and the when my internet connection is good :p

today:
watch dvds in the morning as usual.
went to look for my manicurist in the afternoon.
did glitter french this time round :]
different shades of red for both my feets and hands ♥
met mummy for dinner after that.
then homed.

today marks the day.
i really hope you mean what you said.
im trying to believe in this once again.

♥ Date: Friday, July 3, 2009 @ 10:10 PM

school as usual. ended at 4pm.
so disappointed with my AAA results :'[
its over anyways.
needa work on it.

ate lunch at the library cafe.
jasmine called, ask me if i wanna go npd combine rehearsal tmr.
she say she has two tickets, ask me to accompany her :]
rejected her at first. cause i dont know if my parents will go 'H1N1.......' if i were to tell them about it.
went home and told my daddy abt it.
he asked me to go ahead and ask me if i needed money :]
bet he is in a good mood today :p
YAYS. hope its gonna be fun ? :]

will be watching ice age3 in the early afternoon before that.
all my friends said they enjoyed the movie :]

tmr will be a great day i believe ♥
goodnights.

editted:
now i can say, just get lost.
i dont need you in my life.
jerk.

♥ Date: Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 9:41 PM

alrights.
wanted to stay at home the whole day to complete all the tutorials.
bt end up got stuck to dvds the moment at woke up till 11plus in the morning :X
decided to study somewhere else as i really need to complete the tutorials due tmr.

got changed and headed to jurong east library.
studied for awhile then ryan called.
he told me he has a appointment at je for his job interview at 2pm. so qiao :]
so we met up after his appointment and went walking around at IMM :S
kept bullying me :[ hahas.
walked back to je mrt station, bought bubble tea, and we sat down and chatted for awhile :]
went off at around 3plus.
that dumb dumb tried dancing on the train platform at clementi, then he got paisei :X
end up dancing at one of the blocks near the mrt station while walking to his grandma house.
i video-ed it. bt he deleted it.
he is afraid that i will blog it :p
hahas. i was laughing all the way :]

anyways, headed home myself after that.
beginning to enjoy walking home alone at times.
i have sometime for myself to think about stuff i want to.

managed to complete what i need for tmr's class.
everyday will be a meaningful day from now.
i need to start on my notes once i have the time.
many things are piling up
feeling alittle stressed up :[
way to go!
nights people.

♥ Date: Wednesday, July 1, 2009 @ 10:29 PM

woke up alittle late in the morning.
rushed to meet liying to go school tgt.
was drizzling on our way to school.
love the cozy weather :]

AAA lecture was crapp.
we all agreed that the lecturer was a failure, well, at least for this topic that she taught today.
oh, our class managed to pester our FIT tutor to push back the surprise test to next week :p

met up with the three guys tgt with shun hiang to film our FP project.
spent quite awhile to look for a proper place to start with.
settled down at e-square, somewhere around the engineering blocks and we started fliming :]
had so much fun laughing at jianhui's woman voice, shawn's NGs and astons's serious face.
so FUNNY! i enjoyed the process.
shall share the video when i receive the final editted copy :]
cant wait :p

my pay really went like water.
bought stuff that i wanted to buy.
this is what happens when woman is unhappy and she has the money :X
im starting to pity man :p
hahas!

there wont be any classes tmr :]
wonder how the day will go.
will update again tmr! ♥
goodnights.

i found out im standing on a one way road.