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♥ Date: Wednesday, September 30, 2009 @ 11:33 PM

woke up by bi's morning call :]
reached office punctually.

managed to focus on my work today.
all thanks to the 3hours of sleep ytd :p
hahas.

anyways, yes. we quarelled on monday night.
& thats the reason why i didnt update on that day.
have been feeling really lousy these two days.
worried if things would change after what happened that night.
& i did felt alittle difference after that incident.

msg him during lunch time.
bi told me he felt the difference too.
he feels that im alittle quieter since that day.
and he says he will treasure me more and hold me tighter after what has happened.

then he called at 530.
bi says me he wanna sing a song for me.
so he strted singing.. :p
half way through, this is what he said:
对不起，是我的错，不要生气了好吗？

sa gua,
就算多气都好，你说了对不起，哪里还舍得生你的气 ♥

at that moment, my heart melted :X

anyways, the TELEPATHY is back :]
once again, im able to feel his heartbeats,
that beat solely for me ♥

& now, i believe,
everything is back to normal.
YAYS :[]

time to switch of my lappy.
goodnights.

he says - lao po's command is my order.
how sweet :]

♥ Date: Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @ 10:26 PM

editted:

bi will be booking out on next wednesday ♥

oh, & i want hello kitty lantern, those candle ones.
bi says he will look for it, just for me :p
but i wonder how.

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dont wish to jot anything here about yesterday.
i just want to get over it.

obviously,
i didnt sleep well ytd night.
crawled out of my bed at 8am today morning
& i had to get change, prepare and reach office at 830am.
possible? hahas.
well, reached office at 840.

wasnt feeling very well.
felt very spinny :[
so i have no choice but to take half day off.
left company at 1230,
reached home at 1pm.

online for alittle while.
did lots for dumb quizes on facebook :p
oink at 2pm :]

woke up at 530
realised i slpt for 3 hours.
feeling alot better.

i promised myself to rest early today.
cause it issnt very nice to take off so often when i havent complete the things on hand.

for now, im gonna stay as happy as i can, searching for myself again ♥

goodnight readers,
walk this journey with me ♥

我只想爱自己多一点。

♥ Date: Sunday, September 27, 2009 @ 11:35 PM

BOO ♥
slpt at 3am ytd night.
as usual, couldnt get to sleep.
idk why :B

anyways,
woke up at 9 in the morning.
nothing but my hongkong drama :]
im left the final episode ♥
YAYS.
bt i guess its gonna be another 5more days before i get to watch it again :[

went watson with sis in the late afternoon to get some stuff.
ended up with the watson's card :X
oh, im not interested in the points redeemption stuff.
i just want the card :p
well, idk why too.
thats what i call buying things i dont need.
implusive spending :p

snack alot today.
ser-rious-ly need to cut down on junks before that dumbdumb best buddy of mine strts saying im fat again.
ehs terence, can you SEE that im affected by ur comments? :D
hahas. just kidding :]

another 5more days of work + 2 more days of weekends and i would be able to meet bi again ♥
getting used to whats happening as days goes by.
& now my sa gua is worried that i will forget him when i get used to life without him by my side :p

oh, changed new shampoo today.
really love it ♥
okay, i know its very RANDOM :]

goodnights peeps.
work starts again tomorrow.
monday blue will visit me as usual.
panda dreams.

i know he loves the taste of my cherry chap stick ♥
am i right? :p

tagg replies
les partner: hey gal, didn contact you for quite some times. Things ok ? sorry. been working recently and going for nite classes. squeeze some time to meee and update me kaes! JIA YOU and stay happi
hey my les partner :p wanted to ask you out today but you have something on alrdy. shall meet up soon alrights. have lots to catch up with you. takecares ♥ JIAYOUS!

XiaoDevil: Jiayou qq, time pass very fast de (: u will be fine, take good care of yourself ^^
XiaoDevil: booo gd nite (:
yes. i believe time will past pretty fast as long as i dont dwell too much on things :[]thanks for cheering me up all this while.appreciated! :]

♥ Date: Saturday, September 26, 2009 @ 10:52 PM

had a good sleep ytd night.
woke up at 9 today morning.
received 7 msges from bi.
oh, this is what happened at 7am -
bi called -

bi: baby, its time to wake up for work..
me: huh.. today saturday lehs. (still in a blur mode)
bi: oh ya! go sleep go sleep :p

hahas.
i was only half awake at that time and yet he is blur-er then me :]
blehs. BLUR SOTONG :[]

then he called again awhile later -

bi: i called just to say i love you. do reply my msg when you wake up.

♥

got changed at 10plus and headed to the bank to get some stuff done.
met terence for gym :]
was telling him that i want kfc for lunch while i was running on the trackmil.
he open his eyes big big and tell me dont nid run liao :p
run so long then eat kfc again :X

well, he accompanied me for lunch at 11plus.
yes, kfc :B
he didnt want to eat at first.
bt he got tempted by me, and ended up with cheese fries in his tummy :p
ehs, gym wasted hors :p

went big book shop tgt to get his ten years series.
didnt manage to get any cause its all SOLD OUT.
how kiasu.

went home at 1pm while he headed to his uncle house.
had a good chat with him :]
we talked about everything.
~my best buddy ♥
& he said im fat.
BOXX! :B

nap for an hour in the evening.
guess its becoming a habit of mine :p

& i am missing him so badly.

dont knw hows tmr gonna be.
guess its me and my hongkong drama again ♥
goodnight readers.

many things went through my mind.
but, you cant seems to understand.
mayb, it just takes time.
能不能回到最初，棉花糖在手中的笑容。

track running - 蔡淳佳 - 回到最初 (new album)

♥ Date: Friday, September 25, 2009 @ 10:33 PM

didnt update ytd as i really wasnt in the mood to do anything.
bi wasnt in a very good mood as well.
ytd was the first time he flared quite abit.
it just happened too sudden.
dont know how to cheer him up.
at that point, i realised how tough it is to hong somebody.
needless to say the amount of effort needed to do that.
& yet, he is the one who have been doing the job of cheering me up whenever my mood swings for no reason.

we hung the phone after some unpleasant arguement.
in less then 5mins, bi called again.

this is what he said:

girl,
i want to tell you this.
1. 你是我的公主, 是让我疼让我哄的。你不会哄我，我明白。bi 不怪你.
2. 我真的很爱你, 我也只爱你一个。越爱你就越怕伤害你。我宁愿你伤害我，我都不会去伤害你。
3. 我不准你以后再叫我找别的女朋友，不可以再讲这些垃圾话。

i know, i will never regret the decision made 2months and 6days ago.

today:

daddy have a medical appointment in the morning, so he didnt go for work.
he kept waking me up, asking me when am i gonna change up and get ready for work.
he's worried that i'll be late :B
with all the 'naggings', i woke up at 715 and left home at 8am.
so early that i could even buy myself breakfast at the canteen at my work place before reporting for work.
so yea, bee hoon + fish cake + sunny side up & hot milo :]

chatted with jason and nathan during lunch.
talked about signing on.
didnt knw jason was once a army regular for 5years :]
well, many laughters inbetween offcourse.
crapping? or mayb i should call it gossiping :p

though im the youngest, bt we seems to 'click' quite well :B
lunch its a time to chat about anything :]

back to the office after lunch,
almost everyone went for meetings and stuff.
whole office super quiet.
received bi's msg telling me that he's gonna BOOK OUT at 430 :D
i was so OMG! :]
so sudden.
i tot i could only see him again on the 6 oct.

he took his friends bike back to clementi.
i went off at 5 instead of 530.
i was still in the bus when he reached.
met him at big book shop.
had fries at mac & his favourate toast with cold butter at ah hock kaya roti ♥
bought the new macflurry, ate on the way :]
bi carried me and tried throwing me into the dusbin on the way back to his place :[
big bully! :p hahas.
we were just playing around ♥

went to his place for him to place his stuff and get change.
went sheng shiong to get tibits for him to bring back to camp.
bi walked me home slowly after that.
he piggy back me for alittle while :]
i kept saying - bi, can dont go back camp mah?
i guess i repeated myself for many many times though i knw its impossible.
he didnt wants to go back too, bt, what to do..
i cried, bt he wipe away my tears.
i know he cant do much.
i just need a shoulder.
anyways, reached home at 8plus.
i tried so hard to hold back my tears when i turn my back after saying goodbye.

bi went home to take a nap before his daddy drive him back to camp.
he needa report back before 11pm.

another 10 more days before we are able to meet again.
okay. i should nt think of it any further before i go crazie again.
i know im stronger as day goes by. & i want to be, i have to be.
from today on, im gonna try blogging about things in my life instead of counting the days, reminding myself of the terrible feeling of missing him :]
bi, bao will try my best to 'stay happy, smile more and everything will be fine'.
i'll remember what you said.

ganbateh to me,
ganbateh to my dear
& ganbateh to us ♥

i love you ♥

you and your silly ideas of asking me to be your legal lao po :B
i will remember you once said that no matter what happens, i'll be the most important one in your heart.

special thanks to terence, gerald & ken who tried cheering me up ever since i became ~~alittle~~ very crazie missing my dear.
thanks guys.

♥ Date: Wednesday, September 23, 2009 @ 10:43 PM

i tell myself,
life has to be back to normal.
though i know,
its just another strong front im puting up.

though bi has to sail today.
he still gave me a morning call & a morning msg.
all he said was - baby morning. its time to wake up. im going for work already. i'll call you later.
and he went missing till the afternoon.
still couldnt get used to life without him, though told me before hand that he wont be able to contact me for today.

bi did msg me since the afternoon till now.
but i still miss his presence.
im breaking down soon.
i know we will pull through this,
its just the pain.

he cried ytd night cause he misses me badly.
just like how im feeling right now.
mayb i should say, every second since he's away.

2more weeks,
or mayb it could be 1more month
to go.

its killing me.

bi, thanks for assuring me ytd night,
promising me that will you will never do anything unfaithful to our love.
telling me that you want to give me a name, a legal status,
even if your parents were to object to it.

i miss you.
baby, lets pull it through tgt ♥

♥ Date: Tuesday, September 22, 2009 @ 11:18 PM

not in any mood to write much today.
nothing to jot.

all i know is,
I MISS MY BABY BADLY :[

& he miss me badly too.

for now, i want time to fly.
please?

baby,
you said i have nothing to worry about.
because you will still be there for me and your heart will never change.
but i cry the moment i thought of the fact that you will be away for the coming two weeks, another two weeks during the end of sep and 3weeks during october.
i know you're feeling the same, but you kept it from me so that you can be the who cheer me up.

i believe you'll keep all your promises.
i am waiting for you to return,
to prove to me that we are stronger then before.

im going crazie living every second without you by my side.
i will try my best to be a independent girl
& i hope you remember you promised me to be a good boy ♥

i miss you.
& that feeling its for real.
its the evidence of love.

♥ Date: Monday, September 21, 2009 @ 9:36 PM

couldnt sleep ytd night.

msg bi at 1plus, told him i cant seems to fall asleep.

switched on my laptop, chatted with jace and gerald,

as well as to add all the contacts to my new email address.

bi replied my msg at 3plus in the morning.

he accompanied me for awhile then i guess he fell aslp :B
well, i ended up slping only at 5am today morning :p

woke up at 9plus :]

met bi near my place.

walk over to his place.

waited for him to get change,

took 30 to jp.

had lunch at mac.

after we finish eating,

bi went to ask for a balloon and a rubber band from one of the mac staff.

everyone around us was kaypo-ing, looking at what he wanna do.

bi ask for a pink one because he knws i like pink :]

but the pink one cannot blow. :X

so bi asked for another green one.

there he strted making his 'apple' balloon.

green apple? :p hahas.

photos above. i took them without him knowing.

he camera shy lurhs :D

spent the rest of our time in the arcade :]

try on a few of the ufo machine, couldnt get any soft toys :X

then we went crazie on the basketball machine.

bi broke the record for 3 of the backetball machines ♥

collected 89 tickets, exchange for a nutella and a packet of skittles :p

skittles is still in my bag :]

then bi insist on playing this animal kaiser game. zzz.

its a game where you have to play with animal cards,

where animals fight unlogically :X

the counter lady at the cashier gave bi a africa elephant card.

& he went so fascinated over it.

oh, he found himself a new friend. 11year old boy who is willing to play 1v1 with him :]

won himself a few cards.

dont knw what he's gonna do with it :p

hahas.

that game is for children my dear. hahas.

but as long as you enjoyed yourself alrights? ♥

took bus back to clementi central,

went big book shop, bought a packet of party balloons.

those long ones used by clowns to make different kinds of shapes :]

bought macflurry, ate on our way back while bi strted making balloons for me.

first is a dog, then a bear, & a flower ♥

he's super sweet today :]

mayb because he knw i wasnt very happy ytd? :p

bi,

thanks for the super duper sweet day.

felt so blessed with everything you did for me ♥

it strted from the one at mac, where everyone's looking at us and all the balloons you made makes my day :]

though you kept saying that you aint tired. but i could see it from your eyes.

i know you dote on me but i dont want you to over work urself.

dont need to worry if you are a good boyfriend okays?

to me, you are one.

& i mean it.

jiayous for your job training in the coming two months.

no matter what, i know you'll the best.

i love you.

its that telepathy that makes us special.

♥ Date: Saturday, September 19, 2009 @ 10:59 PM

woke up earlier then bi today morning :]
met him downstairs his place.
went to his place, watch okato while waiting for him to do his stuff and get change.
his kor woke up awhile later,
then he came and talk to me while bi prepare his stuff. hahas.
he told me the codes and functions of my preston :]
cause he works in samsung.
a friendly guy i would say.
at least, so far he is :]

left bi's place,
went wc market for lunch.
chicken rice for him and fish soup been hoon for me ♥

the plan for today was actually to catch the movie '9' at suntec at 1220.
but the rain spoiled half of our mood.
decided not to go anywhere today, slack over at his place instead.
bi accompanied me home after lunch to change into shorts :]
then we went back to his place.

went west coast plaza at 2plus.
got hair dye for mummy at watson,
then we went MOF for ice cream.
3 scoops on waffle biscuit - durian, chocolate and cookies & cream ♥
i guessed correctly the flavour he's gonna strt eating with!
we shared the 3 scoops offcourse :]
bi says, sharing more feel :B
hahas. he and his theories :p

sa gua drew something for me behind the order slip.
picture above :]

headed home at 4plus.
bi went back home to get a rest before meeting his friends for dinner at vivo at 6plus.
called him at 6 to wake him up.
& here i am blogging :]

he is on his way home alrdy.
no drinks, only hot green tea :p
just reported.
hahahas.
bi is gonna kill me.
blehhhhhhs :p

i ♥ long weekends.
bi might have to be confine on ship for training anytime soon :[
wonder how things would be.

wanna hit the gym with terence soon.
offcourse, that includes our gossip session? :B
resting soon.
nights.

somewhere inbetween our laugher, long talks,stupid little fights and all our jokes,
we fell in love ♥
gong, happy 2nd month anniversary once again :]

♥ Date: @ 12:01 AM

happy 2nd month anniversary ♥

i love you.
more to go :]

suntec tmr :B

♥ Date: Friday, September 18, 2009 @ 10:20 PM

heres today's update :p

woke up early in the morning.
bi called me at 7, earlier than usual cause he has to go for his parade, and he is worried that i will be late again without his spam calls :p
prepared for work, but my heart was at my phone.
i know my results would be here any time via sms.

received the msg at around 815.
kept jumping after reading it,
1 A+, 3 As & 1 B+.
gave bi a call, he was happy for me too :]

reached office at 830.
switched on my desktop,
check my gpa from the school portal.
gpa: 3.90. YAYS~! :]
at least, all my hard work paid off.
but i guess i still have to work harder to pull up my cumulative gpa.
with what i have now, chances of getting myself a place in local U is still pretty low.

well, now i have an aim -
to at least graduate with a 3.7.
i know, i will strive for it, no matter how hard its gonna be ♥

alright.
so back to work.
friday, weekend mood.
hahas. wasnt in the mood to do much.
merely gossiping & slacking away :p
went off at 4pm, submitted my time sheet to the finance dept before i left.
met bi at tanjong pagar.
my SERGEANT :p hahas.
he looks so smart in his uniform
& offcourse even more handsome than usual :p
bi wanted to hold my hands but his friend, alex, came hitting his hands and went 'oie oie oie.'.
hahas. wear uniform cannot hold hands :X

alighted at jurong east interchange.
bi went to change up so that he could hold my hands. :X

anyways,
went IMM, had mac for late lunch.
sat down, bi went to order :]
after we finished eating, bi got a chocolate hot fudge out of a sudden :p
i know he remembered that i once said that i like to share ice cream tgt with the one i love ♥

so we sat there alittle longer, he fed me :]
bi, trying to make me fat hors :B hahas.

play a few times of the ufo machines outside mini toons.
went off at 6plus :]
enjoyed the journey home.
though we had to squeeze on 188 :p
and there was this dumb woman complaining that bi's bag is obstructing others because its too big.
guess she really had no brains.
shall put that aside :]

1 hour and 40 mins more to go to our 2nd month anniversary.
i love you.

gong,
with you around,
i know, im protected.
by you.

just like today.

♥ Date: Thursday, September 17, 2009 @ 10:48 PM

had an arguement with bi ytd night.
at that point, i felt really terrible.
didnt sleep well for the whole night.
although he gave in to me,
im just still upset over the issue.
i know, he dotes on me.

well, we managed to sort things out.

bi, dont worry alrights.
i promise, nothing changes.
like what you told me, arguements are bound to happen between couples.
its just part of our journey.
and you said it wuld only makes you love me even more.
& i believe it brought us even closer.
i love you.

did something different today.
came out with excel spreadsheets for some needed data :]
wasnt that bored. hahas.
was messaging bi the whole day.
he tried very hard to cheer me up,
hoping to lighten my mood.
somehow, i did feel better :]

bi booked out in the evening,
left all his stuff at home and reported back to camp.
he did clearance today. posting out next tuesday for job training.
will no longer be staying in camp :]
hope everything goes smoothly for him ♥

meeting bi tmr evening straight after his book out.
he wants me to be the first one to see his 3rd sergeant :p
silly boy :B
♥

results will be released tmr at 9am sharp.
grades will be sent via sms at 830 am.
ohmytian, im super anxious :p

will be chatting with bi on the phone awhile later.
waiting for him finish doing what he needs to :]

rest early people.
goodnights.

when you told me,
you will fight for every single thing just for me,
& search for that every single happiness that i lost in the past.
i know you are the one.

we know, we are falling deeper in love.

track running: 张惠妹-掉了

♥ Date: Wednesday, September 16, 2009 @ 9:51 PM

feeling heavy.
totally has no idea whats going on.

i know it's the feeling of uncertainty,
it's this feeling that makes me wanna RUN AWAY.

sub-consciously,
i know im just mood-swing-ing.

goodnight earth.
♥

♥ Date: Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ 10:43 PM

woke up at 7plus as usual.
saw 19 unread messages.
bi called me and told me he thinks my inbox is full as he could not send anymore messages to me. i guess he wanted to send me more, bt it all bounced into his outbox.
well, my guess was right. he flood my inbox again :p
as i read and delete, more came in :]
bt this time round, wasnt just pages and pages of 'i love you'.
its pages and pages of sweet messages from him ♥
he says he wanted to send it to me ytd night but i guess my phone couldnt take the storage, so it all ended up in his outbox.
sa gua woke up thrice in the midnight just to check his phone, trying to get all the messages across to me.
he told me surprises like this might not happen everyday, but he wil try to think more for me :]

mummy off day today.
cooked fried rice early in the morning :]
she packed into a lunch box and i brought it to the office.
fried riced for breakfast ♥

reports are coming in again.
NEVER ENDING :B

anyways, theres so many things i wanna get and do.
no time, no bucks.
i want my pay & i want my weekends :]

turning in early.
ciao! ♥

he called to say:

胡晴晴，我慎重的告诉你。
我，陈永顺，只爱你一个。

so fierce :p
i love you too.

♥ Date: Monday, September 14, 2009 @ 11:17 PM

woke up alittle late today.
bt i managed to reach office in time :]

time passes really fast in the morning.
but it seems like ages after lunch.
sat infront of my desk, wanting to close my eyes so much.
so, last resort - took all the files, went to do some filing.
hahas. at least, i dont have to sit there trying so hard to keep my eyes open.

bi had habour practical today.
naughty boy strt flooding my inbox with pages and pages of 'i love you' & '1.. 2.. 3.. :p'.
dont knw whats wrong with him.
my phone kept vibrating and i had to keep deleting my inbox for messages to come in.
bi refuse to tell me how he manage to send really SO MANY pages.
he's worried that i bully him back :p hahas.
& he says he is planning someone now and i will know it tmr morning.
wonder if he's gonna flood my inbox again :]

took an hour nap just now.
guess im really lack of sleep :[
evolving into a panda soon..

sentosa on 1909?
bi suggected it that way, but im still thinking about it ♥
wish of the week: to join bi for his promotion celebration on saturday night with his friends.
i know he really wants me to go along.
but it all depends on how things is gonna be like when the day comes.

bi says, sweet chats are always meant for nights.
because that way, i could go to sleep sweetly.
but i say- he is afraid his sugar will run out :p
so random. :B

tmr is just another day at work.
i seriously need to recharge.
goodnights people.

我会记得，你曾经对我说过，我是你一生中最爱的女人。

♥ Date: Sunday, September 13, 2009 @ 10:53 PM

slpt till 9am in the morning.
realised my bi woke up at 6plus..
superman trying to be iron man :p
hahas.

met him at 12plus downstairs my place.
he walked over and reached in ard 10mins time.
so, quickly bath and got changed :]
open my door and saw chocolate milk ♥
this time round, its wrap around with a straw heart connected to a straw for me to drink :p
bi say 'its new design'.
hahas.

went clementi central,
hang around at the arcade for awhile.
then went to his place, watch 我要唱下去, repeat of monday's episode :]
awhile later his daddy came home.
friendly uncle :p hahas.

went sheng shiong to look for mummy.
headed home tgt with her.
shower, left house and meet bi again at cc.
sat there with my mp3, while he play basketball :]
left at 630, went back to his place for him to change up.
chatted alittle with andy.

anyways, had dinner tgt at the coffee shop downstairs his place.
we both wanted HOR FUN, out of so many different food :p
this is not the first time, bt in fact one of the many times when we thought of sometime exactly the same.

magically, we like many many things in common.
kfc's cheese fries. mac's fries and chicken nuggets, swensen's ice cream, starbucks and coffee bean's pure chocolate blend etc :]

& we always say exactly the same thing tgt at the same time. like, 188! :p

& we have the same stuff coincidentally,
same nike water bottle, same mp3.

TELEPATHY? ♥

bi must be smiling when he reads this.
bi.. one, two, three. :p
dont bully me okay..
hahas.

bi bought rojak for my mummy and he sent me back home at 8plus :]
& he is now back im camp alrdy.
another five days to go before we get to see each other again.
his next book out will be out 2nd month anniversary ♥

today's a great day :]
5days of work strts all over again tmr.
goodnight readers.
have a great week ahead!

bi, thanks for the navy dry fit.
it has been so long since the day you bought it. hahas.
we were both too lazy :p
still remembered you called to ask if i wanted one :]
then, it thought : what a weird question :B
wees.

back off and i'll do the same.
what you did, im clearer than anyone.

its not how long, its how you make the most out of every moment spent tgt.
its not how many footsteps left behind the path both walked tgt, its how deep each footsteps are.

just the two of us, from now on.

♥ Date: Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 11:45 PM

theres a reason why i didnt blog ytd.

im back people :]

YTD:
report to work as usual in the morning.
was in a pretty good mood until someone started creating trouble for bi.
i knew every single thing she said & i seriously cannot understand why such people exist in this world. obviously, one less of such people will make earth a better place.
anyways, bi asked for book out to settle stuff at 11am in the morning.
i got so worried, gave my manager a call, took leave for the rest of the day.
headed home, got changed, met bi at kallang mrt platform.
went kallang leisure park for the movie blood ties, since bi has to wait for her reply.
though, we clearly know she wuldnt answer any calls, neither will she reply bi's msges.

the movie aint as exciting as we thought it would be :p
somebody strts sending unnecessary msges to bi when we were in the cinema, TRYING SO HARD to be nice.

well,
went shopping around,
bi sent me home at 6plus.
then he heads back to camp to prepare for his paper on the next day.

TODAY:
bi booked out at 10plus,
met him at bugis straight.
silly boy asked me if i bought chocolate milk this morning.
told him i didnt because i was in a rush.
when i reached bugis, he was alrdy there waiting, and guess what? --
with chocolate milk! :] YAYS. hahas.

went for lunch at mac.
spending a few dollars at the arcade trying to catch this bear :p
didnt get it though :X
bi brought me to the guan yin miao.
he say come here must go bai bai :]
hahas.
saw quite alot of things,
a person sitting on the street, writting chinese calligraphy using his throat, with a brush offcourse, one woman selling fake LV stuff, doraemon lanterns that blow soapy bubbles.

headed to sim lim square for bi to repair his friend's phone.
took a bus to west coast car mart..
bi say bring me go see car car :p
saw many many different models..
bi have alrdy sort of decided on a orange picanto :]
still deciding though.

went clementi central,
had cheese fries,
slowly walked home :]

bi went cc for basketball,
met him again at cc at around 7plus.
he accompanied me to sheng shiong to get stuff for mummy,
& then to central tgt again to get my stuff :]
then hom-ed at 9plus.

to : you know who you are. (& i bet all the readers here know)

please stop calling people's boyfriend as 'baby'.
you have a boyfriend, you jolly well know what you did and what you tried doing.
对情人的真心，你没有。
familiar?

Quoted from you:
'maybe u've never learnt these 4 words in ur past years of studying...
“不知廉耻” 。。。那就是你。。。 '

这四个字还给你。
你做过的事，说过的话，你心知肚明。

还有，
每个人幸福是自己掌握的。
先掌握好自己的幸福，才去想要这么样操纵别人的幸福。
你和他在一起得不到的日子，我没有兴趣。
我和他，要的，是一个新的开始。

if you havent realised,
everthing is a plot including everything he said
& if you dont know, im aware of everything, every message you sent and every reply he gave.
you have fallen into it.
why? because, thats the only way to deal you people like you.
you pushed ur luck too much, leaving us with no choice.
you and ur childish acts makes me wanna puke.
for goodness, stop thinking that everything you do will affect the relationship between us,
giving you the chance to come in between.
karma exist. what you did will be back to haunt you.
one day, someone will just take away something from you without a word.
and then, i shall see how panick and worried you will be..
yes, its yours, but, its JOINT for a reason.
you dont even have the least respect for somebody by simply informing.
that really shows ALOT about you.
your comments are not needed, i wont dirty my blog further.

♥ Date: Thursday, September 10, 2009 @ 11:05 PM

today was suppose to be a better day.
bt i guess, it wuld probably end otherwise.

bi gave me 5miss calls and many msges early in the morning.
bt i didnt hear any. not even my alarm at 715.
well, i still manage to make it to work on time :]

time passes pretty fast today.
tmr is friday again :]
headed to clementi central after work to take alook at the gskins at g mask.
the sales quoted 39bucks for one sided wrap for the colour of my new phone.
daylight robbery :p hahas.
mayb the colour of my phone requires more steps then the normal ones do.
so, i dropped the idea of skinning it :[

nap for awhile after dinner.
im getting fatter as days goes by, sitting infront of the computer after lunch.
terence aint free tmr. lazy to hit gym myself :X
meeting up with him for a chat soon.
lots to pour.

turning in early today.
thoughts are flooding my mind.
i need a rest.
panda dreams.

you pushed me so far.
i felt more like a stranger.

♥ Date: Wednesday, September 9, 2009 @ 10:45 PM

爱，本来就应该简简单单。
不管最终结局是什么，
我只想好好地再爱一场。

work as usual.
took half day off.

feeling really moody and tired these few days.
hours of sleep just doesnt seems to be enough.
my mood is swinging to the max.
and bi has to be the one to cheer me up.

pretty reluctant to work.
planning to hit the gym with terence soon.
not really in the mood to do anything
goodnights peeps.♥

♥ Date: Tuesday, September 8, 2009 @ 11:27 PM

bi have been giving me morning calls eva since i strted working :]
but still im late for quite afew times when he called once and went for his parade in the morning.
hahas, i went back to slp after his call :p

anyways, im cleared most of the reports.
left with the last batch.
hope new ones doesnt come in so soon :]

vp saw me ebuddying in the office today :X
she didnt say anything though.
soooo dead. bt she is very nice to me, so should be okay? :]
nathan asked me for my extension number.
he say he's gonna be my spy.
will gimme a call when someone is coming near to my table :p

brought a packet of lolipops to work today,
and i gave everybody one.
didnt expect him to eat it in the office.
23years old man in formal attire, with a lolipop stuck in his mouth walking around.
so i went: 'eh nathan, where is the corporate image?'
he gave me a tweese somemore.
should have boxx him :p

evon's is on leave today.
saw her on facebook early morning :]
happy birthday evon ♥
enjoy your day.

seriously looking forward to my pay day :]
oh, bi is giving me jia yong when he gets his :p hahas.
just placing a small portion with me to make sure he still have some at the end of the month.

anyways,
his promotion falls on the 18sep
and will be posting out on the 22sep ♥
bi, 200 push up a day, makes you a superman a day? :p
one, two, three.. :p
love you.

52days and counting.

♥ Date: Monday, September 7, 2009 @ 11:29 PM

woos.
slpt at 12plus 1 ytd night.
bi got 'bullied' by his campmates.
waited for his call till 12plus.
almost fell aslp on my table during work today :p

was early for work today.
thanks to bi's morning call :]
bi had habour practical today, didnt manage to msg as much.
chatted on the phone with him for a short while here and there.

wasnt in a good mood today.
101 percent moood swing.
was on the phone with bi since 8plus.
just hang up for him to rest early :]
was talking about everything under the sun.
about dream weddings, dream house etc, about the future.
i really love talks where we share almost everything ♥
& bi still remember that i want JAPAN for honeymoon :]
though i cant exactly remember when i told him that.
hahas. random topics.

i felt much better after talking to him.
i believe tmr will be a better day :]

'hello panda dreams, i love you.'
was what he said before we put down the phone.
nights readers.

it will be a perfect fairy tale,
if fate bring us through.

♥ Date: Sunday, September 6, 2009 @ 11:55 PM

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to bibi,
happy birthday to you ♥

woke up at 8plus this morning.
realised it was raining heavily.
mood kinda spoiled, worried about my plan :]

well, the rain got smaller after changing up.
left home with the big birthday card i made.
got the birthday cake and the huge birthday foil balloon, cab to his house.
couldnt walk over as i didnt want to risk the stuff on my hands.

left the birthday card at the stairs where i knw he wil appear when i asked him to leave his house :]
guess he got really surprised :p
hahas. he didnt knw i will appear with a birthday cake.
cause he told me nt to spend any money on silly stuff for his birthday :]

well, found a table, sang birthday song, made a wish, blew the candles and we cut the cake.
my dear shy :X hahas.
he went back and place the stuff at home,
then we rushed to the cathay to catch the move G FORCE at 1110.
bi wants to catch the earlier movie so that we culd spend more time after that.
on the way to the cathay, bi kept asking me how much i spend on all the surprises and strts totalling the cost. and made me promised me that i wont do such silly stuff again. blehs.
big bully :]
met his elder brother on the way.
they both do have physical simliarities :]

bi wanted to get a hair cut at the QB House near plazasing.
bt the queue was pretty long, so we went causeway after the movie at 1plus.
met his jiejie. she works at the nokia shop in causeway.
went to the arcade,
then we had lunch at the food court.
very nice tie ban :]
yumyums.

went for his hair cut at the QB House outside the arcade after lunch.
handsome alrdy lurhs :p hahas.
walked around the mall,
and we saw a very pretty G-shock couple digital watch.
very pretty, white in colour :]
bt well, looking at the price is enough ♥

my foot hurts so much cause of the dumb flats i wore today.
& i swear im gonna throw it away! :B
took a train to lot 1.
played the candy machine at the arcade.
bi went around trying to find a pair of slippers for me.
ended up not buying cause i didnt want to spend the money.

took 188 home.
bi piggy back me home after alighting cause my foot really hurts :S
went home, changed into a more comfy slippers and to place my stuff.
bi suggested that we get a drink at the provision shop 7 blocks away.
he piggy back me there :p guess he got alittle addicted :]

walked home, didnt want him to tired himself.

i hope he enjoyed the day.
& it is ending in 5 mins time.
bi, happy birthday once again :]
i love you.

gotta work tmr,
and bi is back in camp alrdy.
im sure he gonna be 'bullied' by his camp mates :p
i'll be looking forward to his next book out.
nights people.

我知道你很疼我。
你的细心，我都感觉得到。
我爱你。

♥ Date: @ 12:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR :]

iloveyou ♥

♥ Date: Saturday, September 5, 2009 @ 11:24 PM

met bi in the morning under my block.
superman flew past again, with a packet of HL chocolate milk outside my door gate.
hahas.
went to meet peishan to get his card.
had subway for breakfast.
cold cut for bi and chicken breast for myself :]
oh well, the bottle orangejuice they sell sux :p
so sour:X bi finished it up for me.
thanks dear. i know the orange juice taste really awful :X
told you not to drink le...

headed home after breakfast at 11plus.
msn till around 1plus.
bi came to look for me again, under my block.
chatted with bi till 3, then homed.
bi went cc for basketball after that.
and now he tells me that is feels that he is gonna be sick soon.
i gonna box him soon :B

bi's birthday tomorrow ♥
he said he wants nothing but spending the day tgt with me.
wish granted,
see you tomorrow!

jumping into bed soon.
thats all for today.
rest well ♥

superman flood my taggboard!
on the wanted list, 100k for locating him :p
wahahas.

♥ Date: @ 12:10 AM

track running: 蔡健雅 - 生锈游乐场

boo.
havent been blogging for the past two days :]
was busy doing some other things.
anyways, past few days was fine.
worked and home.

suppose to end work at 530 today, bt i took half and hour off, went off at 5pm instead.
went over to chevron to meet bi. hahas.
well, its so called an appreciation event..
silly boy, kept smiling when he sees me.
dont know for what :p

got to know three of this good friends.
alex, mark, jason - his papa and jason's wife :p
pretty nice people :]
at least, its not at all stressful gathering with them.
two of his friends drank beer.
bi got two cups of fruit punch and he drank fruit punch with me :]
hahas. good boy ♥

their dinner strts at 630,
bi wanted me to join,
bt i had to go home.
so i left at 620,
bi send me to the bus stop and waited for 188 tgt with me.

anyways, guess i will be able to see his friend again soon.
bi says he wants to arrange for lunch or somthing like that :B

meeting bi early in the morning tmr.
got to meet up with shan at cc in the morning ard 10plus to get someting from her.
nights readers ♥

you said i will be the most fortunate girl.
bi, no matter how long this will last,
i know, i am in this tgt with you.

♥ Date: Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ 11:38 PM

woke up pretty late today.
but i wasnt the latest.
so it shuld be fine :]

another batch of reports done.
as im processing one batch, new batch comes in.
i guess the cycle will never ends :X

bought hello panda and dayplus bread - cheese flavoured during lunch time.
bought the chocolate one ytd, tried the cheese one today.
have a feeling, im gonna be addicted to it ♥
heres the webbie: http://www.ilovedayplus.com/

tmr's shuttle bus for lunch break will be going to ghim moh.
nathan will be back from his 2days of mc.
havent seen him since i went back on monday.
lots of gossips to catch up with :p

just a short one today :]
gonna let my brain take a rest soon.
goodnights ♥

you said you will let me believe in love once again.
you said you will walk me through the fear.
baby, im believing.