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♥ Date: Sunday, February 28, 2010 @ 8:26 PM

pretty lazy to update nowdays..
mayb cause bi's away.
& i dont have a laptop now.
im bloging on my phone :]

sat:
went back to work on sat to clear up some stuff left around.
left office at 430.
went watsons to get my masks :p
sis have been koping mine, so it runs out pretty fast :B

received bi's kor call at 10pm.
he needs bi's laptop for his project.
so i told that i'll pass it to him on sun early in the morning at 830 under his block.

KO at 12 :]

today:
woke up at around 815.
realised i was late.
msg kor and told him that i'll pass the lappy to him at 12 noon at imm instead.
since he's working there today and i'll be going there to shop for some office wear.

imm with sis at 12.
when i pass him the lappy, he said 'ji gan dong yi xia!' :D
hahas.
long john for lunch.
got myself 2 long sleeves button shirt from c.o.a.x, one skirt from g2000, a pair of heels and 2 watches :]
home sweet home at 3plus.

today is the 3rd day since bi sailed.
havent receive any msg from him yet.
guess he has no reception out a sea.
i flooded him tons though :]
he'll most probably receive them all at one shot once there signal.
wonder if he misses me? :p

so now,
i've no lappy.
i wonder when my precious lappy will be back from servicing.
i want PPS! :B
raahh.

will try to update often with my phone.
shall sleep early to shoo my eye bags and wake up earlier tmr to cut my cabbing habits!

nights readers!

at least, i'm confident to say - i love myself <3

♥ Date: Friday, February 26, 2010 @ 10:06 PM

UNPACK UNPACK UNPACK.

thats all we did for today.

and offcourse, we ordered something to make us happy and fill our tummies :D

there's work tmr.

more unpacking to come :B

bi sailed off at 11plus today.

chatted with him on the phone afew times in the morning before he left.

he promised me that no matter what happens, i'll be the first one he sees the moment he reach sing.

even if i have to work on that day, he will sit at the cafe next to my office to wait for me after he book out in the morning on friday.

i'm missing him right now.

where's my antidote :[

blame on my fickle-mindedness, i'm wanting a iphone now.

♥

stop those moron actions of yours.

*eyes roll*

none of us are interested.

no spectators, no show.

come up with something smarter.

WITH PROVE.

otherwise, you should seriously hide yourself somewhere forever

& get out of our sight.

♥ Date: Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 11:02 PM

after two days of clearing up,
tmr's gonna be our moving day!
the fengshui of my new desk is pretty good :]

did lots of packing today.
lots of carton boxes lying around.
the compactus looks as if there's gonna be a war and we're preparing for our escape :p
we sealed the boxes with layers and layers of tape when we pack & we're gonna unpack them once moved to the new office.
tmr's is the time to UNTAPE :[

first day of work:
it was great to still see everybody there,
lei yeng, evon, jenny, reina, nathan, bernice, valerie.
& that dumbdumb jason.
30plus alrdy still like a kid :p
the first thing he said when he saw me was,
'ehs, u never sleep huhs'.
then he went - 'so happy to see you again. you brighten up my day.'.
ya right. he loves suaning me .___.

nothing seems to change.
we still gossips, still have fun :]

angbao from corina, our manager.
she wrote something specially for each of us at the back of the red packet :]

snaps of our new office when me and valerie was doing some labelling before hand.

i just love the pantry .____.

spare panel keys.

finally, my desk.

for another 8 days :]

received dbs attachement comfirmation email today.

dept: institutional banking group.

6 shenton way, dbs tower 2.

i wonder, i wonder, i wonder.

hows attachement gonna be like for me there :]

love is sailing off tmr noon.

i hope everything will be fine while he's onboard.

bi,

all the best for your sailing tmr.

do remember to drop me msges when you can so that i'll be less worried.

no matter what happens, i'll be waiting for you to be back

& we'll go through everything tgt.

i'll miss you badly.

bon voyage.

see you next friday.

i love you billy tan yong soon ♥

♥ Date: Tuesday, February 23, 2010 @ 8:42 PM

my e72 is my new love :p
the first picture i took with the 5mp camera.
-
a rare moment?
it looks as if some god is coming down to earth.

snapped this while bi is sleeping on our way to marina square on the 20th.
woke him up with a kiss when we reached.
i love his shocked expression :p
thats because it reminds me of what happen at the bowling centre 7 months ago ♥
well.. :]

as promised, i'm back.

i swear, i've just ended the suckiest sem :B

thank goodness, its FINALLY OVER :]

i screwed up investment on monday.

the rest SHOULD BE pretty fine :]

results will be released on the 19 march.

nothing much happened while i went missing from here.

got stuck to the large table at my kitchen the moment i reached home and mugged till midnight.

my temper was really hot for the past few days.

not enough sleep + stress piling up = quarrel with bi.

surprisingly, i still have the time to quarrel with him :p

didnt celebrate our 19th this month.

bi has to stay in camp for duty.

and it happened to fall on the first day of my exams.

but he surprised me with the flowers the day before ♥

pretty? :]

was looking in the mirror this morning.

EYE BAGS!

i've dark circle problem, but never had eye bags :'[

i've got a gut feeling, even 45784583475 mask will not get rid of them.

well, i wanted to stock up some mask at watson just now, but didnt have the time to.

silly called me ask if i want him to get it for me.

but i told him - you dont know what i want :p

reporting back to psb for work tmr.

i miss my colleagues! :]

meeting bi for a little while early in the morning at 7 before work.

seeeeee. those eye bags are sticking with me for sure :[

bi will be sailing off this friday,

will only be back on the 26th.

whats worst?

another one during april for 3 weeks :'[

&&&&,

my birthday will be dedicated to DBS .____.

kill me :]

goodnights.

i love you, baby.

missing you badly.

♥ Date: Thursday, February 18, 2010 @ 12:37 AM

boo.
will be busy mugging from now till next tuesday.
thus, there wont be much updates till then :]

i'll be back tmr for a short one if i have the time.
a day more to SEVEN ♥

i'm asking myself -
are we meant to be?

♥ Date: Saturday, February 13, 2010 @ 6:16 AM

longan spin, mango spin :]

tissue prata!

prata prata prata :p

woke up at 8 in the morning.

while preparing to leave house,

received a super cute chinese msg from bi ♥

he wanted to scared me by hiding outside my house.

but i saw him hiding through the window while i was looking for my slippers :p

walk to clementi central,

had prata for breakfast ♥

first time having prata with bi,

& my first time eating tissue prata .___.

took a bus back to west coast cc.

suppose to do some studying at the study room as i brought along bi's lappy and my notes.

but well, you know :p

we continued with the feng yun II we yet to finish yesterday.

bi was actually accompanying me to wait for my manicurist to give me a call.

dumb me didnt book an appointment.

so i just got to wait.

lots of customer + today was their half day.

waited waited waited.

had duck porridge at the coffee shop near by.

went to the shop.

bi went home first as the shop were fully packed,

not very nice for him to occupy further :B

waited while msging bi.

my turn at around 3.

half way through, bi came :]

accompany me for awhile,

then he went off to get his stuff done.

& i tot, i wouldnt be seeing him anymore.

silly appeared again just as i was about to leave ♥

send me home before he goes back for his basketball game.

oh, me say he likes the colour on my toes :p

suzuki metallic blue.

bi's craziie :p

hahas.

oh! he saw INDONESIA. omg .____.

we were talking about it just this morning.

well anyways.

back home at 4plus in the afternoon.

did some cleaning at home.

had 团圆饭 together at around 7 ♥

once in a year, we seat down and have dinne tgt.

i really treasure that very moment :]

took a nap,

just woke up.

gonna catch the countdown tv programs & chat with bi on the phoney :D

peeps,

happy chinese new year! & offcourse,happy valentines' day! --<@

goodnights.

♥ Date: Friday, February 12, 2010 @ 6:00 AM

that fateful day will remained as a nightmare.
i'll continue to dream & hopefully i'll never have to wake up ever again.
'i gave you the ability to hurt me, but that doesn't mean i you have to'

boo peeps!
havent been blogging for the past few days as my laptop is officially pronouned dead :[
the charging port died.
i'm currently using bi's lappy, until my lappy comes back :p
i shall try my best to recall what has happened for the past few days.

wednesday - 10/02
woke up at 6plus in the morning.
i was really down.
couldnt get to sleep.
gave bi a call,
he was preparing for his cohesion at chinatown.
chatted with him, felt alittle better.
switch on my tv, started drama-ing.
wrote few slides of notes till around 11.
got changed, met bi at chinatown after his cohesion.

took a train to bugis,
went sim lim to exchange my adaptor,
mixed fruit sherbet @ ice monster.

headed to plazasing to get our patch up the carbon surface of our rings.
had lunch at mac :]

jason joined us,
bought alex birthday present at best.
accompanied jason to perlini to choose a valentine's present for his wife :]

home sweet home~
- lappy officially dead-

thurs - 22/02
woke up at 8 plus 9.
gave acer a call, was told that my one year acer warrant is over.
luckily i'm still protected by the 3 years extended warranty purchased at courts.
gave courts a call, they told me to bring the laptop down to their technicians at sim lim.
the first thing that came into my head was -
SIM LIM? trustable anot :X

bi was on half day.
so i wanted to send the laptop down to sim lim myself so that i could meet bi for movie after he book out.
bi suggested that we send the laptop only on friday, his off day.

so i travelled down to vivo.
on the way, bi told me alex joining us.
got the tickets for Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief.
bought doughnuts, waited for me to reach.

hid the doughnuts in alex bag pack,
ate them in the cinema :p

lunch tgt at Barcelos.
single chicken fillet for bi, 1/4 chicken for alex, chicken mushroom soup for me ♥
the food wasn't bad, just that the sauces wasn't appealing :p

took 143 back to west coast.
homed at 6plus.

bi got his e72, silver with his mummy in the evening.
i've to wait for another 8 days before i'll get mine ♥

today:
breakfast with bi at kfc ♥
headed to the cathay,
reached at 12pm.

realised that the earliest tim slot for 14 blades was 2pm.
so we took a bus to cineleisure (my bi lazy to walk :p).
had lunch at kfc. yes, kfc again :B
caught the movie at 1245.
i must say, this is a pretty awesome movie :D

went sim lim,
got myself a 4gb thumbdrive,
wanted to backup all my stuff into the thumbdrive as the my lappy will be reboot after i send in for repair.
found the shop as told my the courts service staff.
they remove my harddisk, connected it to their desktop for me to backup my info.
so i started with all my school documents for the past 2 years.
followed by the ds games i have on my lappy.
guessed what, my thumbdrive was full even before all the ds games are transffered.
3gb of music, 1gb of photos and all the other documents were NOT IN YET.
so we decided to get a cover for my harddisk, bring it home with me .___.
problem solved. 20$ for the dumb cover :B

took at bus home.
i fell aslp on bi's shoulders on the bus while he was organising the stuff in his phone.
half way throu, i felt someone placing his arm over my shoulders :p
his hands went numb when i woke up.

got the protective cover for his phone at clementi central.
went back to west coast,
bi played awhile at the cc.

walked around at wcplaza,
got my makeup remover from watson,
ate something light at the coffee shop opposite my place,
slowly walked home.

reached my block at around 8.
sat at the staircase,
watch 风云 II using bi's lappy.

home at 9.
mummy invited bi in to sit for awhile,
then he went home :]

now, his lappy is with me.
& i can finally BLOG ♥
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me and bi went crazie with his phone camera today.
pardon for the unglam-ness below.

oh, my harddisk :p

I WAS USING THE CAMERA AS MY MIRROR .____.

i dont know what was i doing when he snapped this.

& this is his WALLPAPER now. tsk :p

he snapped me non stop with the front camera.

thus the 'weird' quality of the photos.

i swear i'm gonna capture his unglam-ness when i get mine! :B

mani & pedi session with bi's accompaniment tmr :]

tomorrow's new year eve.

received greetings from my colleagues already.

how sweet

i miss my lappy.

& i want my e72 NOW :p

7 more days to go.

i love you, bi.

-pardon for the looooooooooong update-

♥ Date: Tuesday, February 9, 2010 @ 12:51 PM

'Lao po.. No matter u believe and trust bi mah.. Bi will still love u like how i used to.. And no matter how broken your heart is, with my heart.. I will stick them back to a perfect one'
- message@ 10.24, 9 feb 2010.

i'm now blogging in the school library.
supposed to mug with shun hiang.
but i'm not much in the mood.

didnt have a good rest the night before.
something happened & i lost control of my emotions.
gave bi a call at 1plus in the night.
took him half an hour to calm me down.

slpt at 3 in the morning.
felt much better today.

i seriously need to start writing my notes.
before i ruin my study plans :B
CIAO.

for now, it doesnt matter what is being said, whats the truth & whats not.
because, a liar can never hide forever.
time will tell the truth.
nothing is gonna break us apart.
bi, thanks for being there for me when i needed you most.
i ♥ you.

a hypocrite will always be a hypocrite.
contradiction of words.
tested, proven.

♥ Date: Monday, February 8, 2010 @ 11:57 PM

woke up at 10 today :]
i'll soon be addicted to alarm-less morning ♥

as usual, lots of messages from bi :]
started mugging from 10plus till around 12plus.
bi kept asking me to eat something cause i skipped my breakfast.
cooked maggie as i was feeling hungry too.
while waiting, i switch on the tv.
&......... started watching my hongkong dramas :p
got stuck to the tv for 2 hours.

sis came back home at around 2plus.
i went back to my notes :]

it was around 3plus when my bi stopped replying my msges.
so i called him and ask if he's busy.
i exposed his plot. :p
he was preparing for his early book out to give me a surprise.

anyways, got change, left home at 4.
met bi at jurong point.
wanted pizzahut for dinner.
past 5, no more student meal.

settled for mac.
idk why, mac chicken at jp mac is specially nice :p
bi got me twister fries.
he knows i like :]
& he'll always make sure i have my mayonise.
squeezed out for me :p

arcade for awhile.
tried his new game.
'gogoball'.
what a name .____.
pretty fun, bi went crazy :D
exchanged the 56tickets from the game for some sweets.

went around looking at phones.
e72 silver. decided.
bi's gonna get his tmr.
and i'll get mine only on the 19th feb.
meaning, on the day of our SEVEN :]

took a bus home after that.
laugh like a mad woman on the bus :B
all cause of my sa zhu ♥
bi took out his phone, deleted all the female contacts on his phone book.
well, except the contacts of his female campmates.
yes, sim contact.
i felt so bad :[
i know he did it hoping to ease my insecurity.
sa zhu.

home at 7plus.

completed another chapter of IV.
so i did 3 chapters today.
on target! :]
mugging with shun hiang in school tmr.
hopefully, a productive day ♥
~

yes. im VERY SELFISH.
that's because ♥ is selfish.
im sure you will do the same if you were me.
fyi, i've been VERY nice already.

♥ Date: Sunday, February 7, 2010 @ 11:59 PM

爱心 garlic bread from bi ♥

woke up at 12pm today.

♥♥

wrote the last 2 chapters of CM :]

while bi help his mummy with housework at home.

met bi at 3pm.

he wanted to accompany me for lunch.

as usual, im late. ALITTLE :p

bi gave me a scare when i open my door.

his was sweating, with a still hot garlic bread on one hand and a big book shop plastic bag on the other (its the coin bank we wanted to get).

my silly boy ♥

he made the garlic bread for me,

ran all the way from home,

running here and there to hide so as to give me a surprise.

my heart melted :]

went clementi central for kfc,

played awhile at the arcade.

time crisis + basketball :]

left for home at 5plus.

bi wanted to sit down at the stairs for a chat.

so we did.

everything was okay at first,

started arguing cause of something.

guessed my mood swung 361 degree.

offcourse, plus the fact that im really unhappy over what has happened.

i started crying, bi tried talking to me nicely to calm me down.

raised his voice occasionally.

i didnt want to give in.

he wanted to hug me but i pushed him away.

bi got so fed up that he took out his phone and threw it down the flag of stairs.

he says, since i dont like it, then he will just spoil the phone. (i was angry over something, somewhat related to his phone).

i cried even harder :[

so bi took my hands, and told me this.

你知道吗，我作天想告诉你，这只戒指，是我会戴的最后一只。

hearing him say that, i calmed down abit.

while he was wiping my tears,

his phone that was a flag of stairs away rang.

he went to pick it up, and came back to me.

i started smiling.

只有笨蛋才会把电话丢下楼。

不是坏了meh？还会响啊？

he say,

只要可以哄你开心。

arguement ended with his huggs ♥

& a cracked LCD.

after math -

me and bi will be getting a couple phone very soon.

e72 ♥

sorry bi,

for indirectly causing your phone to spoil.

& all the tanturms i threw this evening.

but i know, no matter what happened,

we still love each other the way we always do.

11 more days to SEVEN ♥
bi, 我好爱你.

mugging begins tmr.

plans are out.

i want things to work :]

things have to work.

i'm running out of time.

goodnight earth.

p.s: everything written on this blog is for my diary, a source where i could recall memories in the future.

♥ Date: Saturday, February 6, 2010 @ 11:59 PM

met bi at 930 in the morning.
he scared me when i was walking towards the lift.
a tight hug and a soft peck ♥

straight bus to plazasing.
the aircon were pretty strong on the bus.
bi were constantlyasking me if im cold throughout the journey.
silly ♥

breakfast at bugerking.
my first time eating their breakfast.
wasnt very fantastic though.
but i like the hashbrown bits :]

arcade! ~

falling chipmuck :p

bi ♥

our catch :]

this one too!

bi brought me to charles and keith.

wanted me to choose something for myself.

oh no. he wanted to get me a bag and a new wallet.

i refuse to pick any wallet cause the one i am using was bought only month ago.

so he said, a bag as a valentine's day gift.

he insisted.

so i got a red glossy tote.

really pretty.

so is its price .____.

but well, thanks bi! ♥

then, we went crazie at the shades section.

cute?

bi got himself two polo tees at cotton on.
a green one chosen by me and a pink one chosen by himself :]

got our couple rings ♥

photo not very clear though :D

put it on for each other in the train on our way back.

bi wanted me to promise him that no matter how much we quarrel and how bad things become, i will not remove and throw the ring back to him out of anger.

'i promised' ♥