ONE week past:] gotten very close to the people at my work place:p we crap, laugh & gossip! even the guys do that. fyi, a forty year old man do gossip:)
they are all pretty interested in me at first. hahas. whats my age where am i studying at what course am i in blahs blahs.
im working at the auditing department and so far i have gotten a chance to enter the finance and inspection department. learnt quite a number of things from my colleges. have been doing scanning and filling of reports these few days. guess what. i filed a total of 100 over reports in just 3days:]
ordered kfc delivery during lunch time today. ate tgt at the cosy corner:]
will be getting my pay for the week soon! YAY-ness.
ACHE-ing all over:[
im feel like a fool.
speechless.
mentally tired.
i dont wan to
&
i dont know how to
care anymore.
♥ Date: Tuesday, August 26, 2008 @ 9:55 PM
i fell down on my way to work:p so embarrassing lurhs :x people kept asking 'miss, are you okay?' obviously not. try falling yourself and i'll ask you back the same question :D anyways, i hurt my toe :[ and my butt hurts.
thanks to my new heels.
had lunch with my colleges at holland. four women who loves gossiping :p hahas. five, including me:]
what else. - topics revolves around guys and men :p was laughing at the man in our office who is old enuff to be our father. HAHAS.
im strting to love the guys there ♥
it is no longer a home that i want to return. i guess is time you really wake up. live for yourself.
♥ Date: Monday, August 25, 2008 @ 8:22 PM
first day of work :] did data base entry today. nothing much. people dere are nice and friendly :]
loads of jams and people in the morning squeezing for the bus:p so i guess i have gt to wake up earlier to avoid so much squeezing in action :D
im tired :x
darling send me home after my work ♥ ate cheese fries with many many spring onions:p i mean 'lots of' ! hahas. darling gave me a massage cause my shoulders hurts:[
and he is gonna call soon LOLS :]
a good experience indeed.
♥ Date: Saturday, August 23, 2008 @ 10:27 PM
TOO much durian. feeling sick :[
ohmytian. i need to be in good condition to work:S
i just wan you to hugg and hold me tight. its no longer that passionate. dont know why i am feeling this way. prove me wrong baby - if you are still in love with me.
♥ Date: Friday, August 22, 2008 @ 9:36 PM
found out my scope for my job is to do some data entry of accounts and to do scheduling for auditors to go for auditions. sound professional HUHS.. :p
TUV SUD PSB PTE LTD.
@ science center :]
went LexicoHR to get some documents for my assignment. i guess is quite challenging for a temporary one:] the consultant told me that i could actually go back to them when im having vacation the nxt time. since i will have some experiences in admin by then:p
dont think i will have much left after giving a HUGE portion to my parents:] anyways, the experience is also something worth my holidays ♥
i needa get another pair of heels! :p
♥ Date: Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 10:31 PM
wees! poa was pretty easy:p holidays strts today:] work strts on monday.
going down to raffles to get work info tmr. 66 Circular Rd.
went far east and ps with guan yu, shun hiang and zann:] ate lunch and watch the journey to the centre of the earth. the movie damn exciting lurhs. super nice. i SO wanna join them in their journey to the centre of the earth. ohmytian. is a MUST to watch mans:p no regrets:]
i wanna go shopping! :p
♥ Date: Wednesday, August 20, 2008 @ 7:05 AM
kinda screwed law. last paper tmr. poa :p gonna hang out with my girlfriends after paper tmr:] YAY-ness! :D
oh ya, will be starting work from next monday onwards admin and accounts at science park woos! six fifty per hour :] i really need money:p
hopefully everything will be alright! loves ♥
♥ Date: Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @ 6:31 PM
i guess is time i wake up.
i kant tell the truth anymore. what u said were all lies. u hurt me. u did. bt, im calling it over.
this is what u deserve. the way u wan it to be. you care? i dont think so. you are just selfish. i gave in. bt did u ever spare a tot for me? i dont feel like saying anymore. its just a waste of my efforts.
exams are my priority NOW.
[e] you will never noe where the problems lies. cause you only think for yourself.
the way to talk. the damn attitude u gave. is the problem. it just turns me off.
i no longer have confidence for this relationship. you u think u are right, so be it. i wont argue.
im conscious clear.
♥ Date: Monday, August 18, 2008 @ 8:43 PM
theres a lil secret between me and darling. xoxo.
aint suppose to post it here:p hahas.
anyways, statistic paper tmr. woos! another two more and im free:]
addicted to heaven and earth green tea nwadaes. yums.
oh btw, im desperate for a job. any lobang? :p
donald duck button! darling? :p
♥ Date: Sunday, August 17, 2008 @ 7:16 PM
ytd night wasnt good at all. dont wanna mention it here. it will just dirty my blog. im gonna live my life the way i wan to.
anyways, got out of the huse early morning. a little while in it will kill.
met up with darling. ate lunch at his place. went cc as usual :]
no one understands. who actually noe how exactly im feeling inside. i just need someone to be dere for me. a warm hug. a shoulder to lean on. im tired of everything. happiness never last. it seems that im born in the wrong place. i need need some peace.
♥ Date: Saturday, August 16, 2008 @ 9:31 PM
LAW = LOL?
i doubt so:p
i wan my retail therapy! :] it has been quite long since i hit the town.
everything is so fine. i hope it remain this way.
just trimmed my hair ♥ loves.
♥ Date: Friday, August 15, 2008 @ 10:44 PM
econs is OVER :] felt as if i vomitted every single econs in my brain during the exams. i wrote the last full stop when the time is up. i hope i did well ♥
no books for tonight! :p my eyes are SO gonna close. slpt at four in the morning. chatted with dinghao and pohkhim on the phone.
didnt manage to meet up with darling today. he wanted to meet me so much. bt our schedule just doesnt match.
walked home alone today. i felt so light. so carefree. so happy. so peaceful. so contented.
its hard to describe. it has been a long time eva since i felt this way. i wanna i wanna feel this way everyday ♥
my girlfriends would noe im a girl full of confidence. i love the way im. its hard to affect me with ur words. its hard to bring me down. im nt a girl who is easily defeated. nt someone to mess with :]
gonna tackle law from tmr onwards. wees. another battle. holidays are coming my way. LOLS :]
up, down, left, right. CMI. no doubts.
♥ Date: Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 7:48 PM
had a bad dream ytd night:[ :) there always pple who's there to care. so im ALRIGHTS! ♥
studied at cc for three full hours in the morning. manage to complete my econs! :] YAY-ness.
met darling after his school went to his place to chill.
nap awhile with darling beside me:] looking at the me - sleeping.:p hahas.
he sent me home at six before going to cc for his basketball game again:B
gotta mugg for the last time for econs. exams tmr:p
[editted] deleted cause i feel like it.[/editted]
craving for lolipops♥ watermelon and strawberry flavours :p
♥ Date: Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 11:59 PM
ytd's post was editted. requested by pohkhim:] she meant well for me. i noe. girrl, you're loved! :p
♥ Date: @ 7:10 AM
milk tea:] drinking it now:p
mummy saw darling when he send me home today. she asked me this 'tot u and kenny no more liao?' i just smile to her:]
anyways, im finally left with the dumby budget speech for econs. urghs. gonna swallow it by tmr morning! :p then i shall strt with law then poa. then end it all with stats. tsk.
met darling after his school at one plus. he came out of his school with a chicken burger cause he noes dat i haveen eaten anyting since the morning:] wasnt in the mood to eat so i just place it in my bag:p got slurpee from seven eleven:] pineapple + apple ♥ yums!
went to his place. oven-ed the burger:p then we shared:]
DJmax again~
headed to cc with darling for his basketball game. tournament is coming very soon. 30 august :X praying for everything to be fine ♥
just sent my resume. hope i get a job this vacation :[]
oh ya! ms liang is 3mths pregnant :) ms liang is a superwoman:p and she will always be the superwoman in my heart :]
[editted] dont wanna pollute my blog.[/editted]
♥ Date: Tuesday, August 12, 2008 @ 10:16 PM
today wasnt a good day for darling. his results aint very desirable. so he is retaking.
woke up at ten plus. chatted with poh khim on msn while painting my nails:p she's facing a few problems.
suppose to study at cc today morning. went central instead. to get mac for darling, hoping that it will cheer him up:]
saw this very cute charm. bought one for his mummy ♥
waited at the bus stop near his house with the hot mac:p waited for an hour :[ with a few ti ko staring staring and kept staring:S urghs!:x
darling came at two plus after he end his school. went to his place. & EAT!:]
darling insisted dat we share the meal cause i haven eat my lunch. so yea :p
kor brought isabel over while me and darling went crazie over DJmax six buttons:p wahahs!
darling send me home to my door step as usual at six♥
just hang up the fone with him:] hes cooking noodles to feed his tummy nw:p im hungry too :B
darling, after reading her blog, i felt so bad. you fight with kor just because of me. u did everything just to give me the justice i deserve. at that point of time, your mind was all me. i noe. you love me. thnks for everything. i love you too.
i realised there are a few readers at my blog in the night. please drop me a tag and let me noe who are you yea? loves!
[editted @ 12:31 13Aug08]
♥ Date: Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 9:55 PM
went jurong to my dadddy company office to get the cheque for his pay. darling accompained me:] my sweet boyfriend ♥
darling, i really hope you do keep your promise. i do noe dat quitting is hard. im not forcing you thou. i just want it to be perfect. and for you to live longer then me so that you will always be dere for me, till my last breathe.
had to meet mummy for dinner after that. so darling went home first.
mac for dinner. as usual, green tea upsized:]
tried studying. haven been very efficient nwadaes. ohmytian. anyone save me? im SO behind time. :x
gonna study at the studying room at cc alone tmr morning. i guess i concentrate better alone and outside:] mean while, wait for darling to end school ♥
he's getting his mother tongue o lvl results tmr. i hope everything will be alright for him. darling, as promised, i'll be dere for you. for you to hugg :p
my mum just said i look like a clown with my facial mask:O shalala:]
i mean what i told you. i miss you. so much.
♥ Date: Sunday, August 10, 2008 @ 6:55 PM
went to pay respect to darling daddy early in the morning at a temple near chinatown with mummy and kor. his daddy's name was written wrongly. darling say we are praying to someone else:p hahas. silly boy, daddy in the heaven will noe dat we are dere just for him ♥ ate the vegetarian food provided there:]
then it rained heavily.
sat down, played DJmax and waited for the rain to stop before heading home.
darling i noe im in ur heart when you gt jealous today:p
met danza under his block wen we reached west coast. went cc tgt for their basketball training.
darling, you told me you love me and you love today. i love you too. and i love everyday being tgt with you (excluding days when we had to quarrel:x) ♥ i'll be there for you on tuesday. dont worry alrights! :] hugg baby if you wanna cry ♥
dear, thanks for telling me that im always pretty in ur eyes [:
i dont care if you guys dislike me or whatsoeva. i didnt steal him from her. he came back for me. im conscious clear. i live my life the way i want. and im happy with who i am and what i have. for godness sake is not whether who's prettier. beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. too chim? too bad. please. little girls, is all about feelings. go on bitching and criticising. it doesnt work. oh ya, she didnt even say anything. so stfu. yea, its time to do some reflections about yourselves :]
no names are mention above. if you think im taling about you, so be it (: this is my blog. i say, i crap and i bitch howeva and whateva i wish to. dislike what you are reading? feel free to leave anytime no fees is need ♥ xt, if you happen to passby my blog, thanks for ur concern. i really appreciate it:] bt those are things between me and kenny. we will sort it out and solve them ourselves.
anyways, stay happy! nice to know you :p
♥ Date: Saturday, August 9, 2008 @ 11:59 PM
cramps cramps cramps! :x so painful :[
anyways, i reallie hope things will get beta and everything will reallie worked out. im not a superwoman. i kant do everything just alone by myself. i'll collapse. i swear. and i almost did.
anyways, met darling in the afternoon. bought lunch to his place. then we SNACK! :D ice cream :p
i went home early as dar has to work in the afternoon.
headed to my uncle house for their house warming dinner at four plus. condo at lavander:]
a small yet cosy place.
chat, watch ndp live show and ate. the kids were so hyper! ♥ not in the mood of taking any fotos. so yea.
left and went home at ten. and here i am :]
i wanna have a condo of my own in the future. heard dat? :p
♥ Date: Friday, August 8, 2008 @ 11:15 PM
i wanna be a happy & bubbly girl. the cheery girl i used to be.
thnks for showing me the ugly side of you once again. im NT gonna be that dumb and naive to believe that you will change anymore.
everything were all lies. those empty promises have to come to an end. how could i still trust you with all your lies in my head. where are you when i needed someone to wipe my tears. i dont tink theres anything to do with freedom. stop pushing the blame will you.
im no longer the perfect one in your eyes. this is the way you cherish the chance given to you again and again. like i say, bear the consequences yourself. this cycle has to end.
god is there to see. its shown dat everything has to end this way. we just have to accept the fact. reality hits hard.
history has repeated itself. as predicted.
♥ Date: Thursday, August 7, 2008 @ 11:56 PM
back after five days of disappearance:p hahas. back to school for econs tutorial and poa lecture early in the morning. urghs. slpt at two ytd night & up at seven today morning. five hours of pathetic slp ]:
had green milk tea for breakfast:p
poa was a waste of my time. econs was pretty fine:]
wanted to have kaki fuyong for lunch before before heading home. bt the queue was too long:x so i ate takoyaki instead:D FOUR! -mixed.
meet darling after my class. went over to his place. finally see ding hao after such a long time. ding hao is getting fatter:p
two hard boiled egg again:] and darling bite my egg white as usual. hahas.
went downstairs for basketball:]
darling send me home at around six.
im addicted to jack and jil potato chips andlolipops nwadaes. SINFUL <3 yet satisfying:p
ILY:] you are just so sweet.
♥ Date: Sunday, August 3, 2008 @ 7:24 PM
wooooooohooo! :]
ytd: met darling early in the morning. brought along my clothes and stuffs cause im gonna stay overnight♥ went his huse and place my stuff. waited to poh khim and danza(:
ate breakfast at nearby coffee shop and headed to bugis so that poh khim could collect her contact lens at 1230 at bugis control station:p went shopping with darling while danza acc poh khim to collect her stuff. bought a pretty nice watch at the bv.
after that we went down to suntec to meet pk's friends. another sweet couple. yuri and cheryl:]
bought movie tickets for money not enough 2 movie strts at 4.45 so went shopping again(: had takoyaki octopus balls, turkey ham and cheese sandwich and peppermint green tea. bought a flash light hp accessory from mini toons ♥ went to the fountain and made a wish with darling:]
overall, money not enough was quite a nice show. super touching. i almost cried. bt i held back my tear to prevent myself from becoming a panda with eyeliner and mascara all over:p
rush down to esplanade to get a good spot for fireworks straight after the movie ended. so many police, so many soldiers, so many road blocks:x the fireworks were so gorgeous! :] so colourful, so pretty. everyone of it look like millions of shooting stars. ohmytian. how i wished the time stops at that beautiful moment. trust me, the feeling is not something anyone can describe using words.
when marina after that and had our dinner at mac. crapped and rest for awhile.
im glad that i have woke up from my dreams. some things are just impossible. by accepting the fact that not all stuff can be done the way we like, we live a better and happier life. opps. random:p
as cheryl and yuri had to leave pretty early and all the shops are alrdy closed, we decided to spilt and head home:] wanted to take 97 home bt realised the road was BLOCKED. sian. so we took the train instead. reached darling's place at 11plus. change into lighter clothings, went to west coast park.
bought mac again:p nuggets, fries and jasmine green tea:p sat near the sea, eat and chat♥ i lie on darling's shoulder and chatted with liying on the fone. i love the breeze fromt the sea. the night seems extremely beautiful. with the you beside me.
girrl, at least now you know you have ur suitors.
so stop saying that you mei you ren yao:] loves.
went back to darling's place at around one in the morning. bath and went to slpt:]
today: home at eight today morning. slpt till one in the afternoon and met darling at two. went cc for his basketball training at three plus. headed home with mummy at five after her work.
& im glued to my laptop now:p
anyways, these are the beautiuful pictures took!
enjoy! ♥
darling, thnks for everything ytd. it was a beautiful night. hope the sweet-ness last forever.
ILY ♥ 020808 - our new beginning.
♥ Date: Friday, August 1, 2008 @ 11:20 PM
thnks for clearing things up with me, ryan:] thnks a million. i didnt blame you at all. in fact, i do understand how you feel. promised me dat you wun drink so much ya? take good care of yourself<3
dss test was alright:p kant do the advanced filter question:x urghs. 10marks.
ate alot today. feeling fat:p hahas. had green milk tea, octopus meat balls, green tea, jack and jil chips, sweets, chocolates, hotdog bun with egg, curry puff and milo ♥ these includes my dinner. OHMYTIAN! i ate sooo much.
suddenly, i kant bear to split with my lms and iac classmates. they area bunch of crappy and nice peeps:] bt god created everything with a beginning as well as an ending. sometimes, we just have to learn to let go.
study in the library with gitiong and liying. last minute preparation for dss test:p need dss tuitor? i recommend. tly :D
anyways, im single now people. and liying is my les partner now:p hahas. believe me? (:
liying, dont cry for somone who doesnt worth your tears. you always have me. girrl, i will always be dere when you need my shoulder alright? slowly, believe in love again. loveshould be beautiful.
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