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♥ Date: Friday, November 30, 2007 @ 7:03 PM

im back(: long time never post le. many tings happen tis few daes. at least life issnt dat boring. im getting myself a ipod touch and a new fone soon. hopefully asap. hahas. still working a e bubble tea shop. kinda enjoy it(: still deciding when to stop working to take a rest before study starts again.

mama met darling ytd. she wans to noe e guy im going out with. hahas. was so worried at first. everyting went fine(: mama asked many question. where he leave, hows his studies and blah blah blah. hehes. she invited dar to my huse(X she said he is welcome to my huse anytime when he's free. wees(: anywae, we will be able to go out openly from now on. tings will be beta from now on. i love you darling. thnks for going thru all these with me<3

todae's our special day.
1 YEAR 8MTHS(:

♥ Date: Sunday, November 25, 2007 @ 6:10 PM

i told myself to move on
i told myself tat u no longer love me
i told myself nt to be soft hearted anymore.
i told myself nt to fall in love with you again.
i told myself i want to be the happy girrl is used to be.

i told myself i will nt cry.
bt i guess i culdnt.

im the stupidest women in tis world.

♥ Date: Thursday, November 22, 2007 @ 8:33 PM

tralala. todae is my first dae working at the bubble tea shop:X
my legs are so tired now)): im strting to earn my own bucks. hahas.
anywaes. wont be blogging so often nwadaes. wana spend the time at nite wih my darling. dun wana neglet him):
i promised(: gotta rest<3

i wanna sae i love you a millon times<3<3

♥ Date: Monday, November 19, 2007 @ 7:12 PM

when to many interviews todae. didnt manage to get a suitable job): anyways, i'll continue to look for it. ganbateh! buying news paper everyday:D hahas. wanted to play in the rain with darling todae. bt his mama dun allow): im missing my darling like wtf): opps:X

i missing you darling. takecares.
LOVE YA(:

nites from todae gonna be torturous without you.

♥ Date: Sunday, November 18, 2007 @ 7:54 PM

okay. changed my blogskin. i didnt remove the credits wor:X hahas. i love this skin. so bright and cheery(: i reallie nid a job desperately. holidaes are so bored. even worst wen u got no bucks):
darling will strt working tmr): sadded. i will most probably miss him till i have no appetite. i dont noe about him.

darling, i hope tings between us will become beta from today on. we noe we love each other. so never let anyting break us apart yea? takecare of yourself while working okays. rmb u promised me dat u will nt neglet me:B i will always be dere for you(: jiayous!

i love you<3

craving for love((:

♥ Date: Wednesday, November 14, 2007 @ 7:20 PM

yuhoo(: changed my fone.

anywaes, didnt reallie laugh and smile for quite a long time. i wana be the cheerful me. bt it is tough. reallie. there is sumone in my life who affects my mood and the smile on my face.

im emo nwadaes.
i just wanna be happy.

♥ Date: Monday, November 12, 2007 @ 12:01 PM

im wrong.
you are no longer the one i noe.

♥ Date: Sunday, November 11, 2007 @ 8:13 PM

45 things a girl wants but wont ask for
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?

6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends
together.

KEEP READING

1 1. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,
deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her
more
than you, deny it. fight back and hug
her tight so she can't get to her
friends. it makes her feel loved.

Ar e you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you
whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the
waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about
her.

One last thing you need to do to show
her you actually do mean it.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her
car- it makes her feel protected, plus
it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything -
only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something
wrong, ask her- if she denies something
being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT
TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25-kiss her in front of OTHER girls you
know!!!!*

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE
AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US

26-don't lie to HER.*
27-DON'T cheat on her.*
28-take her ANYWHERE she wants
29-txt messege or call her in the
morning and tell her have a good day at
work {or school}, and how much you
MISS her.
30-be there for her when ever she needs
you, & even when she doesn't need you,
just be there so she'll know that she
can ALWAYS count on you.*

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER
BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT

31. Hold her close when she's cold so
she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close
and kiss her.*
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will
give
her the hint that you want to kiss
her).*
34 . While in the movies, put your arm
around her and then she will
automaticall y put her head on your
shoulder, then lean in and tilt her
chin
up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even
jokingly or act like you're mad. If
shes
upset, comfort her.

REME MBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE
WITH HER NEXT

36. When people DISS her, stand up for
her.*
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell
her
you love her.*
38. Lay down under the STARS and put
her
head on your chest so she can listen to
the steady beat of your heart, Link
your
fing ers together while you whisper to
her as she rests her eyes and listens
to
you .
39. When walking next to each other
grab
her HAND.*
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your
arms as long as possible*

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED

41. Call or text her at night to wish
her SWEET DREAMS*
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe
away her tears.*
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love
her.*
45. sit on top of her and tell her how
much u love her and then bend down to
her face and kiss her while sitting on
her.

you. .ll never know when she needs
just a
lil more love

♥ Date: Saturday, November 10, 2007 @ 9:19 PM

i noe is okay without me. i noe. the one in ur heart is a past. is time u walk out of it. i wun force you into anyting. u decided wads best for you. and i guess you have decided yea? i respect ur decision. actually tot i wil try to go out wit u tmr. thou i duno where and wad is tat all abt. bt i guess. i dont it to do that anymore. i dont nid you to pity me and come back to my side once again. i dun nid to tell you tat u will regret nt doing wad you shuld have done. there is no need for all these anymore. i have said it a thousand times. im tired. i told you how i feel cuz just wan u to be aware and i tot we might nid to do sumting about it. bt u took it another wae. is out of my control. bye as you wish. you have your choice. thnks for everyting.

speechless.

♥ Date: Friday, November 9, 2007 @ 6:18 PM

wee! im back(;
my darling is back from genting(: i missed him so much. daes without him was torturous): felt like crying at times. hahas. how silly yea:P bt i reallie missed him .he actually bought a hi!card to contact me. bt who noes it cost $1 per sms for roaming. lols. so ex. dats how singtel earn their money(; hahas. in the end he culd only send around 10 smses. i almost went crazie without his company for 3 daes)):
wads most impt is dat he enjoy the trip. he rarely gets the chance to travel:P hahas. bt still, he is beta then me. im a true singaporean yea? hehes. he bought me a liquid eyeliner and a cute monkey(: hahas. its thumb can be stuck onto its mouth:D jealous? just kidding:X he spent his money on me and end up didnt buy anyting for himself):
thnk you darling. you are so sweet(; nxt time must buy sumting for yourself kays^^
i love you<3<3

♥ Date: Tuesday, November 6, 2007 @ 7:01 PM

yay! last written paper has ended. im left with mcq. hahas(:
'o' level is ending so soon): kinda miss the fun we had during exams. the excitment:X

gonna start working very soon :/

♥ Date: Monday, November 5, 2007 @ 9:19 PM

i have made the decision. i have hundred and one reason for staying.
bt, tings doesnt come out the wae i tot it will.

god. wad did i do wrong.
i just wana be a normal person. i nid friends even when i have all the love in tis world.
i have my freedom. im only sixteen.
sweet sixteen.
issnt it suppose to be a time when i have different choices and i have all rites to choose the best for myself?
i just wan to enjoy love. nt to be tied down by love.
im sixteen. a young adult. im old enough. i noe wad im doing. i noe how to takecare of myself well enough.
i noe how to judge sumone well enough.

u said u were concern about my safety.
bt, tink again.
i met up with u ALONE when i dun even noe u well.
bt i swear i didnt regret taking the risk.
you are just afraid.
where is the mutual trust and mutal respect?

i dun wanna do tings behind u back.
i respected you.
however, i noe. no matter how many times i explain. u will nv understand.
i have tried.

i dun wanna be controlled.
i wan to be respected for the friends i wan to make.
i shall nt control you anymore.
you didnt make me stay.
tat gives me no reason to turn back.
maybe that the best solution for both of us.
our views for love is different.
dun turn back.
dun regret.
move on
im just issnt the girrl for you.

takecares
enjoy ur trip.

♥ Date: Saturday, November 3, 2007 @ 9:29 PM

not much to sae nwdaes. everydae looks the same. hahas. sumtimes i duno even noe wads the dae todae(:
anyway, im getting myself a laptop soon((:

i hate cold wars and quarels. its tiring okay. who doesnt wan to stay happy everydae. like wad my class always tease mr tang:P life is short(:

to kor:
i dun wanna quarel with u over dat matter.
u have ur stand, i have my stand.
im didnt force u to agree with my stand, so i hope im nt forced into agreeing your stand.
u can disagree with me. u have your own tinking and perspective.
im sure u are reasonable enough to understand dat nt all people tink alike.
so i dun quite understand why u have to get so work up over my post.
i actually dun mind u telling tis matter to ur mum.
i just hope she will understand. if nt, at least i didnt regret wad i said or wad i posted.
im his girlfriend. naturally i will tend to side with him.
i believe u will do the same if it is ur girlfriend in his place.
i dun wan to put anyone, neither u nor kenny in any difficult position.
and i dun tink we shuld get offended with each other for just a minor matter.
let past be past.
if u still feel dat im totallie in wrong or u still kant get over wad i have said,
i dun mind apologising.
it doesnt hurt to just sae srry. im ok with it. just tell me.

takecares(;