♥ Date: Monday, August 13, 2007 @ 8:34 PM
wee.. O lvl mother tongue results were released todae at 1145am.. everyone was so nervous and anxious. esp shin yi. she cried even b4 she got her result. we went straight to the hall after our recess to receive our results. wasnt dat nervous until i see her cry. didnt noe dat it will be annouce to everyone:p at tat point of time, my heart pounded extremely fast. anyway, so happy to get the A1 i wanted. called mummy straight away. can hear dat she is happy for me thou she didnt sae much((: shin yi got an A2(: so happy for her. there were peeps hu cry, peeps hu jump for joy, and most of the pple didnt have much reaction(: for peeps hu didnt do so well, cheer up yah? dere is still another chance(; gt to get prepared for my english oral tmr. <3
♥ Date: Saturday, August 11, 2007 @ 6:25 PM
im back to blog again. finally saw my so called 'da sao'.. hahas. duno how long tis will last:p she was quite okay. bt just abit too violent(: (just like kor). perfect match((: she loves bullying my darling); kor.. u beta do sumtingXD im serious. btw, she looks abit like gladys. darl was forced to call her 'da sao'. tis was the first part. later wen we went to chinatown, he called me da sao. duno wad was in his mind.. i look like her? or was he tinking of her? hahas. i duno. blur sotong:p forgive u tis time lah(:oh yah. i went to chinatown wit him, bao qin and papa-just to look for my mummy's birthdae present. went all around just to look for tat shop. i feel so bad for causing them so much trouble to walk here an dere. im srry); managed to get a pair of silver earring(; was damn ex. 30plus. bt anyway, the price is shared among me and my two sis. hahas. dats it for todae. btw,
kor:
dunkisswit'da sao'soopenlyk? mustcareabtthefeelingsofotherpeeps(:im missing you so much<3
♥ Date: Thursday, August 9, 2007 @ 8:50 PM
went to vivo with him todae to catch rush hour 3 while it is still fresh and hot(just released todae) hahas. so nice lo. u guys must watch(: the black guy in the show was so funny! wee.. so happy todae. everyting is fine oready. he promised tat he will learn to treasure me from nw. i hope and believe that u will de kay? he ask me to put him in probation.. hahas. if he is nt good to me, i can dump him:p he sae de wor. i nv force him in saying dat. hahas. so i forgave him(: anyway, how can i bear to dump him wen i love him so much. IM SURE he noes dat:p i reallie hope tat my sweet and gentle darling will come back to my side SOON XD
i love u<3<3
♥ Date: Wednesday, August 8, 2007 @ 7:51 PM
HAPPY BRITHDAE SINGAPORE!celebrated in school todae. the carnival was quite fun.spent almost all the coupons:p won a puppet panda from playing the games. bought a rose todae. wanted to give it to him. bt.. was disappointed with the concert. mystery celebrity? lols. wad a surprise =.=" dun believe? ask my clasmates((:celebrtaed yong hwee's and jovi's birthdae todae. the class bought a strawberry and chocolate cake for them. yumyum(: both their wishes is for the class to get good o lvl results. so sweet and totful of them(; actually we culd have had alot more fun if there was no chemistry lesson todae. kinda spoil mood.. btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAE YONG HWEE AND JOVI((:went out with my mum after chemistry lesson. happen to notice tis gal lying on her bf shoulder at the coffee shop. her bf seems to care for her so much. at tat moment, my heart feels so sour. how i wish she was me and he was him. bt, love is nv perfect. however, girls are human beings hu will do wad it takes to look for the perfect love for their dream. sillly, im one of them. nw i realised that love is nv perfectly sweet.todae marks the end of u and me. u agreed. i dunno if i have made the rite choice for u and me. nobody has the answer. bt, i secretly looked into my fone every nw and den, hoping that i will feel the vibration. i duno. mayb this are effects of lost. a part of u still stays in me. and its is there for more then a year. to separate it, is just like tear of abit of my flesh.dat painful. im no longer perfect in ur eyes. not dat innocent gal u once knew.i have made the decision. most importantly, u agreed without asking me to stay. tings are complicated. i realie have got no idea how to voice out the problem btw us. wadeva it is, i strongly believe tat time washes unhappiness and pain away.im more worried for him den for myself. i may sound silly. bt tat how i truely feel deep in my heart. he will chose nt to eat just to save. he will nv rmb that he will hurt his foot if he does nt wears his shoe wen playing basketball(no matter how many times i sae). i noe him well enuff. bt at tis point of time, there mite oready be no turning back, and im no longer able to do much for u like wad i used to do.i just hope dat u will reallie takecare of urself and be more confident of urself. find urself a sweet gal and start ur fairy tale from the cover page..
♥ Date: Sunday, August 5, 2007 @ 5:27 AM
todae wasnt a pleasant dae. wen to his huse. found out dat kor and nicolette broke up le): he said they broke up for no reason. i guess he doesnt wan to dwell on it bah.. he doesnt seem unhappy. i hope he is not.
kor: look on the bright side yeah? cheer up and move on((:
he was so fierce todae. raised his voice without thinking of how i would feel. it is nt sumting which culd be solve with just a word of srry.
girrls, do u agree dat no matter wad happen, ur bf shuld nv raised his voice at u? wadeva it is, u shuld be his sweet heart. if he loves u, wuld he bear to make u cry?
i have got no idea on wad shuld i do. i just feel like runing away from the problem. forgive him with just a srry? i kant convince myself dat tis wuldnt happen again. he is getting worst. louder and louder each time. wad have i done to deserve dat...
i planned to go home at five. bt i left at three as i culd no longer tolerate the silence after the quarrel. is painful and torturous. i didnt wan to quarrel wit him anymore. is tiring. very. he kept saying he wasnt in the wrong. i told mysef - so be it. wad can i do. if u think u are rite, i have got no sae.
u: 'i will have no more hopes in being e happiest gal'
his mum said that they mite be moving to jurong west nxt yr. is still a mite. he said anyting. a question cross my mind. is he worried abt how are we gonna meet up nxt time? in my heart, i truely hope he does.. (btw, im.)
tings are getting complicated. dun wish to talk abt it anymore...
physics practical is tmr. god bless me(:
♥ Date: Saturday, August 4, 2007 @ 5:08 AM
we quarelled again. he didnt turn up wen he is suppose to. he disappoint me again. thou i told him im used to it. bt it breaks my heart wenever he break promises. he said he will treat me beta. i hope tis gonna be the last time he say tis. todae was the first sat lesson for math. i bet tis will nt be the last); so dumb. nid to see her face:p wen to cc after chem and maths test todae. finally im able to catch some fresh air. saw them play basketball todae. they we all so serious:p suddenly he told me he was feeling unwell. got so worried): must takecare of urself kay. thou i noe u treat every game seroiusly(i noe:p). the guys were also trying to tink o a team name for thmselves. someone said 'peanuts'! lols. so funny((: peeps hu were there shuld noe hu am i toking abtXD i saw him smile wenever the ball goes into the net. it seems tat im able to share his happiness.(i smiled too(:) <3<3
♥ Date: Friday, August 3, 2007 @ 4:57 AM
todae is nt reallie a good dae. guess i screwed up the bio prac test): went library with yiwen to play MASTERMIND after sch while waiting for the practical to start. it was quite a long time ago where we spend time together(; it was so fun! had cd lesson todae-growing years series. miss wan face were nv red no matter wad questions our class asked:p we had a good laughing time((: wanna noe wads 'unnatural' and wads 'natural' come ask me XD hahas! im reallie irritated wit changing the blog layout and stuffs.. driving me craziie.. i love you(:
