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♥ Date: Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 9:30 PM

gotten back a lil mood to blog.

after talking to you ytd,
i realised im the one running from the facts that are clearly there.
i guess i have the answer im all along looking for alrdy.
i noe you dont want to hurt me.
bt i need to face the reality that will come sooner or later.

now, i just need to hear it from you.
i hope you really will.
den, i'll move on.

strted revising a lil alrdy.
just forcing myself to.
i have to.

manage to complete two years of bstats exam papers today.
woos(:
i did it like a rocket:p
i swear.
accomplishment!

YAY-ness!

poa revision lecture was crap:p
nothing went in.
perhaps, lee boon was just saying redundant stuff throughout the lecture.

anyways,
lms and iac round-up
and dss exam tmr.
25% weightage.

im praying for smile every second.

♥ Date: Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 11:16 PM

i guess i have lost control over my life and my mood.
im so sorry for demanding an answer from you these few days.
you chose to keep quiet.
you said you dont know how to expressed yourself.
mayb thats the way you wan it to be.
i will let it be since i kant change the way you think.

seriously, i dont agree that running away from the problem is a good solution.
to you, maybe it is.
but, by avoiding, you are hurting me even more.

from the day i place you in my heart,
i have alrdy prepared for the day, if you really need to leave.
i tot, if u have to leave, we could spend the rest of the time tgt and make the best out of it.
however, i least expected dat you will avoid all problems, including me
and just simply telling me dat you are lost.
im equally lost, if you dont know.

i just wan to know how you feel.
do you still love me?
what are we to you now? (i have alrdy told you what are we to me)
what do you actually want.
is it really very tough to give me an answer?

i haven been eating well for more then three days.
i cried my heart out.
i couldnt focus on my revision when my exams are one week away.
i think of you very second
asking myself, what are we to you.
i kant control myself anymore.

i'll just let everything rest.
i truely hope i will get an answer out of you before the day you leave.
srry, bt i really feel you should be more responsible.

if you just wan us to be friends, tell me.
so that i culd move on slowly with an definite answer.
even if it hurts.
if not, tell me your feelings.
if i have no answer from you, i'll be stucked forever.

i hope you keep your promise.
you said you will never want to hurt me.

iloveyou.

im hurting deep inside.
i just wanna smile.

♥ Date: Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 9:08 PM

im lost.
very lost,
very alone.
someone please tell me what to do.
what have i gotten myself into?

im having second tots about everything.
my life, my thinking etc.
i dont wanna think.
dont wanna feel.
mayb just slp and never wake up ever again?

i need a hugg.
i need assurance.
i need your concern.
i need your attention.
i need the sense of security.
i need EVERYTHING you culdnt give.

someone, please guide me out of this.
it seems that the problem lies with me.
yes, im selfish, im demanding.
thats because i care.
and i does actually matters to me

im srry for all the trouble caused.
for being so unreasonable, so not understanding.
i noe you have tried your best.
and i really appreciate it loads.
nw i noe the stituation you are in.

maybe, is time for me to wake up.

changed my blog song.
just exactly how i felt.

♥ Date: Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 10:45 PM

what a girrl wants:
when i dont call you
♥ that's because i want u to call me first .
when i walk away from you madly
♥ i'm afraid .
when i stare at you
♥ tell me that you need me .
when i push you or hit you
♥ that's because i'm feeling sad .
when i start cussing at you
♥ let me see your face .
when im quiet
♥ hug me .
when i ignore you
♥ ask me what happened .
when i pull away
♥pull me back .
when you see me at my worst
♥ tell me what you see .
when you see me start crying
♥ hug me .
when you see me walking
♥ follow me .
when im scared
♥ calm me down .
when i lay my head on your shoulder
♥ please stop the time .
when i tease you
♥ i wanna see your smile .
when i don't answer for a long time
♥ that's because i'm confused .
when i look at you with doubt
♥ look me back .
when i say that i love you
♥ i want to have you, i want you to be by my side .
when i grab your hands
♥ hold me .
when i bump into you
♥ give me your attention .
when i tell you a secret
♥ promise that you will keep it .
when i look at you in your eyes
♥ tell me sincerely that you love me .
when i miss you
♥ i feel so hurt .
when you break my heart
♥ please don't ever do it again .
when i say its over
♥ that's because i don't know what to do .

♥ Date: @ 6:31 PM

took by baby ytd.

nice shot?:]

shalalals:]
went jp in the morning to get some stuff done for mummy.
chatted with kor when im on the way.
he told me abt his gf and stuff.
he sounded lost:X

bought a shirt and eyelashes at sasa.

met baby in central.
headed to orchard.
didnt really noe where to go.
just walked.
ohya, he told me his fone no batt ytd nite:x

went to wisma.
guess wad.
theres is pussycat dolls look-alike competition.
trust me. is SUPER DUMB!.
the youngest contestant was only four.
wanna wash my eyes alrdy:p
baby was like laughing and covering his eyes:]
wahahas.

went to see jeans and stuff.
then baby went outside wisma to smoke.
suddenly a security guard walked passed,
she looked at us, den look at the no smoking sign:p
hahas. stun.
didnt see the no smoking sign just right above our heads:D
so we walked away and went to hereen.

another stage.
teenage icon competition.
this one was pretty okay.
stood there and watched(:
omg. the saxophonist rocks man.

UNTIL...
this indian girl open her mouth to sing,
me and baby decided to leave:p
so bad rites:X

walked to the bus stop near cineleisure.
took out my cola lolipop ♥
i duno how to open.
duno why:X bt i just kant seems to be able to open a LOLIPOP.
baby took off the wrapper for me and he put it right in his mouth):
steal my lolipop:X
couldnt take it off from his mouth:p

then. he went naughty & crazie again:]
kant seem to differentiate MY lolipop and HIS lolipop.
he kept insisting on us exchanging lolipops.
so i went : 'your lolipop is your lolipop. i wan MY lolipop!:]
hahas.
baby, your sickness is becoming worst:p(blehs.)

he ate mine till im left with a mini one:x
bully rites!(:
hahas.
he owes me one now:]

baby say 'take 105'
waited waited:p
106, 106 went past.
finally realised theres NO 105:}
so waited for the next 106 and headed home(:

baby, thnks for spending time with me even when u slpt at five in the morning.
i enjoy today so much(:
my heartaches when i see you yawn):
sorry baby.
rest well tonite alrites!:]
i love you ♥

♥ Date: Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 8:35 PM

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call baby just nw.
it all went into the mailbox.
wads happening?
you switch off ur fone?
are you angry with me or someting?

so worried,
upsad
bt well, who really understand?

feeling so insecure nwadaes.
dont noe why.
insecure abt everything.
friends,family, r/s, school and life.
i need someone to be dere for me whenever i need encouragment and care.
i need a shoulder.
just to lean on silently..

life is never predictable.

baby, call me at twelve noon tmr if everthing is fine.
i wont call to disturb your sleep.
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:]
nothing much today.
iac project is OVER!(:

met baby after my school.
waited waited waited.
hahas.
and i drew on a piece of paper:p

baby bought me bubble tea<3
i noe he loves honey milk tea.
bt the aunty gave him honey green tea by mistake:S
hahas:p
my silly boy added so many pearls:]

sat under a block and we
'fight'
play
laugh
hugg
and he made me scream:p

lols.
any naughty tots up till here? :x
people, everything is innocent OKAYS.
we just went a lil craziie:]
just like lil kids.
wahahas.

he is now at town with his sis
duno when is he going to call :x
im soooooooo bored and so alone.
i miss him so much.

i really hope he will have more time for me ♥
baby, i believe in you.
nw i noe, im your heart.
so sorry for all my silly tots.
i love you.
hope to see you tmr noon.

♥ Date: Thursday, July 24, 2008 @ 10:00 PM

met baby in the morning.
as usual, he didnt sleep as he is worried that he culdnt wake up for me.
im very touched by everything he has done for me.

bought redbull for baby:]
i asked him if that will give him more energy.
he told me he needs nine cans:X
HAHAS.

walked and sat around blocks.
met this crazie aunty who scolded us for no reason:x
ahhh biish!:p

and my dumby bag spoiled.
went to get safetypins and baby 'repaired' it for me ♥

thou sometimes he bullies me:p
hahas. nahs:p
hes very gentle, caring and sweet.
the best boyfriend i ever had:]

i love being tgt with him.
i have all the attention i wan:]

baby, i love the way you stare into my eyes.

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im feeling so down.
just hang up the phone with baby.
hes going out with his friends for soccer game i tink:]

he said hes afraid that he might have to leave me.
im really really afraid too.
i guess i kant afford to let my heart break again.
i dun wan him to go.
he said if he really have to go, he hope i will wair for him.

he told me he dun wanna go back too.
he said if he wanted to go back, he wuldnt have asked me to be his gf..
he said im his star,
his sweetheart,
his angel,
his baby,
his girlfriend,
e 1st in his heart.

im crying.
i duno why.
i hope the time stops here.
nthing has to change.

baby, i noe if things doesnt comes out well, you will have to leave, without me.
i noe, neither you or me have the choice.
issit going to be goodbye forever?
will you be back for me?

if you have to leave,
i really hope you will look at me the way u always do and tell me that you will be back, for me, soon.

do you feel the same wae as me?
i wanna noe.
i just wan you to be by my side forever.

♥ Date: Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 9:39 PM

waas:p
so tired and restless today:S
didnt slp well ytd nite):

didnt feel like doing much stuff.
so many things to wonder..

anyways, econs lecture and tuitorial are pretty fine today.
went to the library to revise for the pathetic blaw test of 5% weightage.
hotdog bun and chocolate milktea for lunch:]

miss baby so much.
i noe he miss me too!:p
was doodling his name on my lecture notes during lecture.
guess im crazie:p
over him.
wahahas:D

he woke up at twelve plus today:p
called me and i can hear from his voice dat he slpt well(:
hes going out with his sis to town today.
so we kant meet IF NT later drive his sis crazie:p
hahas.

didnt receive much sms from him.
wonder wad is he doing):
waiting for him to call me:]

anyways, his results gonna be in next monday.
his mummy told him dat his results is one of the best in his school but there might be some problems]:
i really hope everything goes well(:
i will face everything with you baby.

baby sending me to school tmr i guess:]
going out on monday with him ♥
I LOVE YOU BABY.

dun nidda tell me you and ur present gf si bei loving.
cause it doesnt affect me at all.
i wun be jealous. neither sad.
the fact is that u treated me dat way
you shuld be glad that there issnt any hatred.
i only have my baby in my heart.
is good if u guys are really very loving,
im happy for you:]

♥ Date: Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 9:16 PM

cute, beautifully, atonishing is how baby describe me.
i wanna rmb it forever.
baby, repeat it to me everyday?
wahahas:p

baby always sleep like a pig:p
hahas.
nah.
he woke up every early just to meet and stayed up till very late to chat with me.
gonna become xiong mao liaos:X

baby sms me after my school.
tell me he's under my block playing basketball:]
baby so naughty.
say if he can score the ball den i must take off my shirt to run:x
dream dream:p
hahas.
he didnt scored:]

acc him till seven
then i went home<3

baby i found myself falling deeper for you as days goes by.
do you?:p

♥ Date: Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 5:03 AM

is your love that pulled me through everything.
no one has ever treated me the way you did.
thnks for being so thoughful and gentle:]
iloveyou.

i have the sweetest baby in the world! :]
chatted till one with him in the morning ytd.
he woke up in the morning at seven to meet and spend some time with me even though he only slpt for an hour ytd nite.
he almost wanted to stay up for the night so that he will nt over sleep.
he look so tired though he claim his not):
met him under his block ♥
he asked me if i wanted grape red tea or anything for mybreakfast:p
he found out that i love grape red tea from my blog(:
didnt eat anyting it he end cause i wasnt feeling very hungry.

he send me to the bus stop to meet liying and he went home to slp:x
miss him so much lurhs:p

dss presentation today.
pretty relax.
didnt talk much.
liying said almost everything:p

had an early lunch and went for bstats revision lecture that last for a only fifteen minutes:S
so i ended school xtremely early at one plus.

called baby and woke him up):
went over to accompany him for lunch.
he eats so little everyday.
oftenly, only dinner]:

went to his place to rest after that.
met alvin, kingsley and joyce teo to catch up alittle:]
everyone changed.
tinking back, we were only little kids that ran around chasing each other a few years back ♥
shalalas:]

baby send me home at around five plus
and i guess he's now back with them talking craps:p

baby, though i dont know if you need to go back and i really dont how long can we last,
thnks for everything♥

♥ Date: Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 7:49 PM

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guys, we are over.
so please do me a favour by nt asking me why and telling me its a pity.
it doesnt matter to me anymore.
i have done wadeva i could to mend everyting.
bt i realised it doesnt work no matter how hard i try.
is time to give myself a chance to led a beta life.
no regrets.
i have many loved ones around me encouraging and helping me to move on.
im happy with my life now.

thnk you weihong, chatting with you ytd nite reallie did help me alot.
thnks for staying up late even thou u have training at kallang today at 915:]
thnks for telling me that very thing aint worth it and i deserve a beta guy.
you said you will always be dere if i need someone to talk to. thnks a million.

ryan, thnks for being dere for me when i needed someone to help me up.
thnks for being patient when i cried over the fone ytd nite and asking me why and what happen again and again gently when i kept quiet sobing.
thnks for everyting.
i have faith that you will let me believe in love once again:]
i will pick myself up and move on with a smile.

loves to those who cheer me up and assured me.

anyways, went vivo with ryan today.
he said he wanted me to be happy so he suggested to bring me out even when his sis is sick.
hes such a gentlemen today:]
he walked around and around with me for more than three hours trying all his best to make me smile.
i really did smile.
laugh out from my heart.
i have all the attention i want.
i duno how to describe.
bt, i really felt very comfortable being with him.

hahas.
did so many craziie stuff while walking around:]
and i shared a lil abt me with him.
and i can feel dat he is reallie listening to me:]
oh ya,
went minio toons and he did someting crazie and cute:p
and i took this:

cute rites? :]
hahas.
he wanna to delete this from my fone:p
bt.. hahas.
i manage to save it:D

thnks ryan.
loves.

♥ Date: Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 9:36 PM

my mind is set.
i wan a beta life.
those unhappiness doesnt bother me anymore.
me and myself is the most impt.

i have finally understand what one of my fren say.
'if you still love him, faced it tgt with him.
if you wana beta life, run.'

he actually realised dat im the only one trying to solve all the problems myself.
trying to carry all the burden on my back.
and naively thinks that problems will be solved.
im the silliest person.

or maybe, girrls are born this way.

i have think it over.
if this are gonna repeat itself again and again everyday.
and ended up torturing each other everyday.
why not let it go.
is indeed very stupid to let urself fall and get urself hurt repeatedly when u noe the way to prevent it from happening.

god, let my heart stop beating for HIM.
every beat hurt so much.

♥ Date: Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 11:44 PM

im back♥
hmm. many thing happened this few days.
dont wanna have any records of those unhappiness.
so i am back to be my hyper self:]

i admit.
haven strted my revision:S
hahas. procrastination:x
lets see.. i have three weeks more.
urghs!
i have to get strted man.
bt i feel so tired and worned out everyday.
project, assignment, tests.
ohmytian.

anyways, im nt controlling my spending well enuff.
its nt getting any beta.):

have been skipping lectures.
first was bstats - to study for econs test at the later part of the day.
next was law. i left half way during the break time. simply kant stand the lecturer. JACK TEO.
shalalas.
i hope it doesnt really affect my grades:p

oh ya, will be going mount faber with darling this sat.
hahas. im allowed to go home at nine plus.
so dar is gonna ask for an off day just to accompany me for the whole day.
he say it is gonna be a beautifully day ♥
loves.

and fireworks and over night stay over at darling huse on 2nd August;]

feeling so uncertain nwadaes.
a lil fearful of history repeating.

♥ Date: Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 2:25 PM

ah hahs:]
im here cause i skipped my bstats lecture:p
didnt like the teacher, didnt manage to get the lecture notes and i haven really finish revising for macro test later at five.

so im here, slacking, bitching, studying, revising, blogging, listening to music, gossiping, smsing and stuff..(:
still looking for the best study method that suits me.
hahas.
i dont wanna put myself under all the stress i used to have during secondary school days.
bt work still have to be done.
test and exams still have to score(:
sooo... im trying to enjoy, relax while studying and revising.
issnt wad life in poly suppose to be? ♥

am sooooo broke nwadaes lurhs.
which doesnt happen to me so badly in the past.
maybe, its all because of all my WANTS.
dress, heels, shoes, loads of tshirts, bags, rebonding or mayb a pretty perm, acessories, shugarnail stickers, nike bottle, jackets, skinnyjeans, makeups stuffs and hell lotsof others..
blahblah.

ytd wasnt a good day.
maybe, it was one of the worst dary in my life.
it actually makes me realised many things.
in this world,
the ones who loves you the most are ur parents.
not anyone else.
i have learnt since ytd, to be the one who takecare of myself.
be mature in handling stuff and people around me.
frm now, the girrl here will only depend on herself and only herself.
chances aint dat easy to get anymore.
nothing reallie matters to me nw, except my studies, my smiles.

girrls do forgive, bt will NEVER forget.

ytd gonna be the last time and i mean it.
your ONE LAST CHANCE.

you left me with no choice, boy.

♥ Date: Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 11:34 PM

woke up by alarm at nine.
suppose to meet darling at ten.
he wanted to bring me to west coast park:]

met up and he was having a tummy ache.
im having cramps:p
hahas. so we decided nt to go anymore.

went cc to get the application forms for basketball 3on3 tournament which will be held at the cc on 30 august.
darling and a few of his friends are gona join.
if im nt wrong, this is the third time they are going into a tournament(:
i just hope darling enjoy himself thru the process.
winning or not doesnt really matter:]

went to get bubble tea at the market after tat.
GRAPE RED TEA! ♥
loves loves.

went back to dar's place and talked discussed the tournament stuff with kor.
played psp
and we went crazie for awhile:D
nwadays, darling likes to call me SOTONG LAOPO.
he say im getting more and more blur:X
kant help it:p

we are meeting again tmr(:
darling, i love your huggs.
we back to the loving us ♥

♥ Date: Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 10:38 PM

IAC was pretty fine today.
we manage to come out with the final survey questions which made the KAM speechless:p
wahahas!
we have decided to survey 60 people in ngee ann. hmm. tat will mean 15 people for each of us in the group:]
any peeps wanna help?(:

managing fear for LMS today.
hmm. let see.
i have many fear.
im dont fear failure.
i duno why. it doesnt reallie kill me.

im FEAR of
the three cockroaches camping in my toilet for more than 3weeks alrdy.
lols. i can recognise them okays. kept scaring me in the middle of the night, peeping out in the toilets.
ahhhhhhhh.

okays

waited darling at cc for an hour for him to end his maths class.
sat dere, listen to my mp3 and almost fell aslp.
the table beside me were occupied by these two 'chee ko bei'.
see see look look.
ah biish!
didnt care much.

after dar came, i asked him to join his frens for basketball:]
cause i wanna see! XP
darling look super handsome when hes playing basketball
then him, jianping and billy played a match with these four jap guys who happen to be dere.
i guess they won(:
hehes.

den i told darling i gotta go home.
so he stopped the game and went to tell billy that we were going off.

billy: 'she how old?'
dar: 'same as me'
billy: 'sec 5 ar?'
dar: 'poly'

gawd. my face tells SEC5?:x
hahas. he look so cheeky:s

went off and got ourselves ice cream near the bus stop at the market.
the aunty asked me if i wan colourful candy toppings for my icecream.
apparently, its free.

aunty: '小姐你要这个吗?'

i said no cause i didnt noe what is da at first.
bt after awhile,

me: '我要'
aunty: '小孩和小姐都喜欢这个'.

the aunty so cute lurhs.
then she went to get another cup for darling.
after scooping, she ask darling

aunty: '你要吗？'
(refering to the colour topings)

darling: '不要'
aunty: '因为你不是小孩子'

the aunty super cute.
anyways, enuff of my
CRAPS.

feels like CRAP now.
everything seems to be happening the opposite way.
i have so many problems.
so many unhappiness.
bt no one to share.
infact, some people whom u arent dat close with might be the best listening ears when you need some one to share your problems and sorrows with.
these people are real friends.

feeling disappointed
sadded
lost
speechless
tired
idea-less

i need a hugg.

♥ Date: Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 11:02 PM

well well,
gotten bstats results
56 out of 60
im contented(:

poa lecture was simple and bstats tutorial was surprisingly manageable - as usual, proportions and means.
anyways,
ate at canteen two for the first time.
LOR MEE!:p
quite a big serving. didnt manage to finish it.
oh ya. i simply LOVE the STRAWBERRY SMOOTHIE.
is actually fresh strawberry blended ice:]
yumyums.

getting ready to mugg for exam.
exams gonna be in 5weeks time.
tmr will be self declared as the strt of mugging period.
hahas
my muggings = study+breakS!
wees.
nah, i always try my best while staying happy, enjoying everyday and be contented with what i get♥
dats the way i enjoy studying. really.

met darling after my class ended at 3plus 4.
went to his place:]
finally gotten a chance to take a look at kor's new gf.
hahas. duno when am i gonna stop seeing new faces:p
i noe im mean:x hahas.
hmm.. shes a friendly girrl i must say:]
kor you beta nt bully her:p

chatted tgt awhile.
dar ask me if a want an apple(:
bt in the end he culdnt find anymore in his fridge.
so we went to get some sweets before he sends me home♥

im so tired nwdaes.
i duno why
i need energy to revise.
redbull? it taste yucky.
my darling likes it:x

anyways, meeting up an hour early for iac project to touch up on our survey question tmr
morning.
nine in the morning.
arghs, i need my beauty sleeps.
ohmytian.
i just dont seems to be able to sleep any earlier..

just hang up the fone with darling.
he said,
i will never let you go ever again and he his love for me wil last for eternity.
i know he is very truthful and serious when he told me tat.
bt, fate is something unpredictable.
i dun wanna fall again.
i dun wanna get myself hurt again.
does happiness last forever?
im afraid. infact, very.
once, the pain ALMOST cost my life.
mayb, i need all the love and care in tis world to recover.
bt i do trust love. to an extend.

darling is treating me well nwadaes.
thou there are quite afew lil quarels here and dere,
i know he loves me alot ♥
i noe, cause my heart feels.
he is learning to treasure me.
and i noe he want to make up for all the pain i went thru.
he want to feed me with loads of food to make up for all the meals i used to skip cause of him.
bt, it kant definielty heal overnight.
it takes time.
i need to believe in love once again.
i dun wanna restart again.

i reallie loveyou.
if this is a dream, i hope i'll never wake up.

♥ Date: Monday, July 7, 2008 @ 10:08 PM

dss lesson cancelled AGAIN today morning.
so i went out with my friend for breakfast then met liying at a later time.
stats lessons was interesting and guess wad,
i survived thru without lecture notes!:]
yay-ness for myself:p

met darling after stats test today.
test was kinda fine.
bt i admit tat i panicked a lil while doing the paper.
hahas. well, its over.
darling send me home straight cause is pretty late alrdy.
on the way, we talked abt 2ndaugust!(:
♥ ♥ ♥
kor and his gf will be coming along after the fireworks(:
reached my blk and darling carried me up and wanted to stick me on the wall:p
wahahas. bt too bad:p
i kant stick :]
wees.
mummy saw him sending me home.
she asked 'kenny 带你回来 ar?'
didnt noe she noe darling's name:D

ILY darling ♥

♥ Date: Saturday, July 5, 2008 @ 9:00 PM

:] went je with darling ytd after my LMS class.
met him directly at je as i have straight bus frm school to je.

and YES, we got ourself the earpiece we want! (:

and its both pink in colour! :p

YAY-ness ♥

went to get dar's science tys and the pens he wanted with the last ten dollars voucher.

i saw a few teddy bears and my silly darling put the tys back:p

so i told him tys more impt:]

i just wanna look at the bears♥

then we sat outside the mrt station, bought one bowl of mee siam and we share(:

i guess that was the first time dar ate his mee siam tat way:p

darling, lets go eat it again nexttime:p

oh ya, there might be a chance that im gonna have two nights off:D

HOORAY.

♥ Date: Friday, July 4, 2008 @ 2:32 PM

hmm!
screwed up my blaw presentation on wed.
sobs.
some how, i felt like crying after stepping out of the room.
sucks.
that old man simply interupt and criticise after every two slides ofour powerpoint.
he kept telling us he culd read the slides from the hard copy we gave him.
then dere he goes 'HURRY HURRY!'
wth.
does he even noe whats the purpose for the powerpoint?
there goes my 10%
he saw our irritated face and finally said something like a human.
'ur grades are probably a B, dont worry'
he beta give us a B.
the whole project wasted so much of my time.
oh, whateva.

wads worst was,
the group after us was doing the same article as us.
and they looked damn prepared.
god is out to kill us.

anyways, euff of my rumblings.

struggled thru ytd for bstats.
test is on monday.
normal, discrete probability and... erm i forgot.
rushed thru my IAC presentation last night.
and it was criticise by KAM till it becomes so worthless.
urgh.
dont feel like doing anyting to it, no matter how much had said.

having LMS class now.
so funny lurhs.
whole class playing true or dare.
all the guys were force to choose dare and were asked to do some super dumb stuff.
wahahas!
you guys shuld see mans:p
ohmytian.

meeting darling later at je to get our ear piece using our vouchers:p
wees.
ohya, gonna get a pair of pretty couple nacklace for darling ;]
i must SAVE! ♥

mummy and i quarel very oftenly nwadaes.
i dont noe whats happening.
sometimes, i just dont feel like going home..

♥ Date: Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 7:39 PM

urghs!
theres so many project due this week.
blaw presentation tmr.
3:15pm. the time dat decide our fade:B
so many tests coming up.
woohoo.
kinda motivated nwadaes.
can you believe i actually finish doing my macro tuitorial questions and submitted my dss application quesions alrdy(:
yay-ness.

hmm.
today was the last dss tutorial unit:p
wees.
finally, we are done with the wholebook.
feel like burning it:X
wahahas.

poa lesson was kinda bored.
CLOSING OF ACCOUNTS!
i love poa.
bt, the teacher talk damn slow:S
her lullaby session always work.
especially when the class is alrdy half killed by dss tutorial before that and the empty-ness in our tummies! :p

blaw was torturous.
all about business organisations:x
i almost wanted to leave half way thru~
kant imagine going thru part twooooo next week]:

i wanna a break!
to catch all the stuff i wan to do.♥
OH YA! im gonna have an overnight stay at darling house on the 2nd of aug.
gonna catch the fireworks at marina.
kant wait for tat day.
omg omg :D

four hours of macro early in the morning tmr.
ohmytian.
i need LOTS of sweets {;