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♥ Date: Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 10:50 PM

SHALA.

friday {ytd}:

went for jeffery wu lecture for the first time.
i skipped his first lecture on the first week of school :p
i could say, he is pretty humorous, but i hate it when he starts shooting vulgarities here and there.

and well,
i managed to dragged my legs to bugis to exchange that dumb adaptor at sim lim since the last tutorial of the day ended at 12plus noon :]
at least, the person attending to me was patience enough and he exchanged a brand new one for me ♥

sis is back from bintan :]
this is what she got for me ♥

keychains.

shells bracelet ♥

today:

bi booked out at 10plus in the morning.
shuo hao meet at jp at 12pm.
who knows he called at 11plus, told me he reached.
& i was still at home :p
hahas.

cab there.
bi was at mac when i reached.
took away some food,
went for movie after that.

- poker king.
a two hour movie, pretty entertaining.
not much surprises though :}

went pizza hut for lunch + dinner after the movie.
lunch + dinner = lunner? :p
a large hawaiian pizza, soup, icetea. garlic bread and honey roasted wings as sides.
boyfriend actually stood up, sat beside me & help me remove the meat from the bones of the wing with a knief and fork. how sweet ~ ♥
if its not for him, i really dont knw how to eat the wing :p
'mei you xing xiang' :B

okay.
so we went arcade,
caught a melody with $1 :p
walked around,

took bus back to west coast.
bi played basketball at cc for awhile.
went to had dessert after that :]
then home.

on the way back,
the sky turned really dark.
it makes me wonder if it would look the same when the world has to come to an end.
oh well, i snapped two pictures at 6plus in the evening outside my window.

pretty?

will eveything still be the same?
i want a REWIND.

♥ Date: Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 10:59 PM

woke up at 9 in the morning.
stuck to the tv till around 11.
changed up, headed school for a LSR.

bought pucca strawberry, since cheers doesnt have any chocolate ones left.
snapple apple & a tube of sour mentos.
was 10mins early for class.
though few of them were alrdy in class.

sat down, took out my pucca and mentos, switched on my lappy.
kaijun sat beside me, strted commenting on how much fats im comsuming.
then he kop my food :B
& pass my mentos around as if its his.
he loves DISTURBING me.
i cant denie the fact that he is a good entertainer.

had a pretty nice chatting session with the guys during class.
terry, jun xiong, kai jun. funny people.

oh, heres the debate of the day.
do you support cloning of human beings? animals? human organs? & why.
the whole class went gaga over this debate :p

tried the totilla wrap at atrium today.
not very nice though :]
homed at 5plus.

bi just appeared outside my door at 8plus just now.
he came over after his company dinner.
he showed me the two scars on his left leg.
so ouch... and yet he could tell me that the scars looks like a smiley face with tongue sticking out
yes, he gave me that expression >> :p
anyways, he says he will be booking out again on sat ♥

classes till 1pm tmr.
gonna have to force my legs to bugis to exchange that dumb adaptor.
better give me one that works PERFECTLY FINE :[]

ciao.

♥ Date: Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 11:17 PM

boo people.
i've got a feeling that my blog is gonna be dead if i continue to get stuck on pps tv :p
blehs.

well,
have been trying my best to back into the studying mood,
catching up with all the tutorials and lectures,
& be prepared for all the projects that will come along very soon.

nothing much exciting happened these few days :p
im just hoping that i'll be able to slowly gain back that motivation! :]

bi will book out tmr evening for company dinner.
booking in on friday morning.
then he will most probably be staying in till the end of his on job training on 13 nov.
after that he will return to changi for school ♥

i really need to save up :B

LSR @1pm tmr ♥
hong kong drama till late night today :p

goodnight earth.
i miss my boyfriend :[

♥ Date: Sunday, October 25, 2009 @ 9:34 PM

went jp with bi in the afternoon.
wanted to catch halloowen II at 215.
bt we reached there at 205 and we havent had lunch :B
so, went mac for lunch, gave up on that movie :]

went arcade after lunch.
tried a few machines :p
walked around,
issnt anything much.
so we head to imm again :]

this time round,
we spent lots of money on this machine that has little little toys in it, turning.
just to get the set of four ~ as above ♥
ohmytian. i love them so much.
hahas. i still remembered we strted with eeyore, tigger, went off to the atm, and then back for pigglet & then pooh!
everyone was looking at us :p
sa gua knows i want all of them..
so... :[]

anyways, went off after getting all four of them.
walked around in the mall.
my bi is a big bully :p hahas.
he hide two of them in his jacket and another two in his pocket :B
so i strted guessing which is in which pocket.

now the four of them has a name each.
bi's idea.
though i cannot remember who is who :]
they are called.. 'na.... chi....'
for us to know, for you guys to find out.
bi hor? :p

went off at 4plus to cc.
bi play his basketball while i bought a magazine,
sat there :]

home at 6plus.

bi, thanks for the two wonderful days.
i really enjoyed myself.
after missing you for 12days,
we are finally able to spend some sweet times with each other ♥
though there were some unhappiness on friday night, as well as saturday evening,
i know, things between us were not change just because of that.
like you said, we have our future planned, lets stay strong :]
i love you.

how long more can we walk?

♥ Date: @ 11:47 AM

havent been blogging for two days.
got stuck to pps tv on my lappy.
hong kong drama! :p

on friday:

met bi striaght after his book out at clementi central.
had lunch tgt, spend 25bucks at the arcade :B
then he head changi for some admin stuff.

ytd:

bi waited for me under my block.
walked to clementi, train-ed to city hall :]

went suntec,
& we totally went crazie over those ufo machines :[]
caught one very cute doraemon at the arcade.

went over to marina square,
spam the machines again :p
caught one carrot-look alike soft toy and 5 little melodies ♥
there was this little girl who stood beside us, looking at bi while he was trying to catch those melodies.
so we gave one to her, i kept 4 of them :]

had lunch at subway,
cause bi knws i wasnt feeling very well..
wanted me to eat 面包 :p

oh, we saw this couple trying on this two claw machine.
the guy kept trying to get the toy while the girl stood there looking really unhappy.
the guy spent alot i guess. but, still didnt get it in the end :[

went over to causeway,
bi wanted me to switch to m1 so that we culd call each other for free with the 2 friends plan.
look for his jie at the nokia m1 shop :]
very nice of her to help me settle the application for a new m1 line & chose a easily remembered number for me ♥
she saw my doraemon and said she wanted one :p
so bi went up to the arcade and caught one rabbit for her.
hahas. she was quite shock though :]

took a train back,
alighted at je,
went around imm for awhile.
looked at ipods :p

then home sweet home!
after that, we realised, bi spent 100bucks spamming those ufo machines.
another day of crazy spending, to cheer me up.
bi.. its time you curb ur spending, though i know.. its for me :B

i love you.
xoxo.

bi, from now, we can spam call :p
but you're gonna have an extra burden of my bill :8
how how..

♥ Date: Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 11:10 PM

LSR (life science revolution) rocks :p
theres gonna be so many interesting stuff that im gonna learn in this 6weeks.
forensic science, DNA, genes, stem cells, cloning and genetically modified organism!
& our teacher is pretty fun :]

bi's back in sing ytd night.
a day earlier than expected :]
he should be booking out tmr ♥

oh, purchased my adaptor at sim lim ytd after school.
i tested it there before leaving.
bt it happens to be alittle faulty when i tried plucking in the moment i reached home.
ahhhhhhhhh.
wanted to exchange it today, bt bi say he will go with me on sunday :]

only 2hours of lecture tmr.
yay-ness.
gym mayb? :]

ciao.

♥ Date: Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 10:01 PM

4hours of school today.
i have a very strong feeling that bcomm2 is so gonna be a killer.
there goes my gpa.
bcomm lessons will officially begin tmr. - long report writing.
whats long report? more than 10pages. :B

collected my passport at 2plus.
the wait wasnt too long because i made an appointment before hand :]

head home, took a rest, went gym.

laptop needed for bcomm tmr.
and my adaptor is dead.
i wonder how.. i wonder why..
ya ya, my sis stepped on it and it die-ed.
i SERIOUSLY need to get a new adaptor.
im going crazie soon.

feeling sleepy now.
switching off soon.

oh, bi will be reach sing on thursday ♥
i miss him badly :[
nights earth.

♥ Date: Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 10:17 PM

3rd month Anniversary ♥i ♥ you, baby.

first day of school = 2 hours of boring lecture by chong kek weng :B

he's not gonna be my tutor this sem.
xie tian xie di.
his theory sucks.
or mayb too chim for us to understand.
he ALWAYS divered to HIS topic.
hahas.

ended lecture at 10plus.
went marina square with guanyu, zann and shun hiang.
was deciding what to eat along the way.
mac, kfc, pizza hut blah blah.
then 'okay. decided. pizza hut'.

we ended up in long john :D
hahas. cheaper :p

walked around after that.
saw a few bridal shops.
the gowns are so pretty.
oh, then we saw this bridal shop with the name 'golden horse award'
then guanyu went 金马奖！
there goes all the crazie laughter :]

went over to suntec.
shopped around in carrefour :p

left at 1plus 2.
guanyu and zann head home, shunhiang went to meet her mummy.
so i thought, i should collect my passport since its just a few stations away and its sill pretty early to go home.
reached ICA, got the queue number, sat down with my mp3.
i strted looking at the queue slip.
theres this sms service that would tell you how long is the waiting time when you send them your queue number.
so i did.
guess what.
its 2-2.5 hours wait.
i stood up and left :S

then, i rmbed.
today is off in lieu.
no wonder ICA flooded with so many pple.
shall collect it tmr :X

oh, my adaptor is dying again.
wheres my bi...
go sim lim with me! :p
i feel so UNSAFE going there alone.
& i seriously need my pay.

well well,
4hours of school tmr.
will then head to ICA to collect my passport.
hopefully there wont be so many pple like today.

will be hitting the gym with zann on wednesday :]
i need to STOP snack-ing.

goodnights readers.

♥ Date: Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 8:48 PM

jp with sis in the afternoon :]

had mac for lunch,
roamed around,
went to the arcade :p

spent quite alot on the ufo catchers :[
didnt get anything :S
bi.... hahas.

nothing much for today though.
wanted to take neo print tgt again.
but there wasnt lamination services.
so we dropped the idea :]

anyways,
heres a picture of my new hairstyle <<
still trying to get use to it :p
guess bi will get a shock when he is back.
p.s: i didnt tell him :B

school reopens tmr.
i always ♥ the first week of school.
no tutorials :p

3 hrs & 15 mins to THREE ♥
3 more days to go for my bi to be back in sing :]

early night!

♥ Date: Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 9:32 PM

boo people.

didnt manage to update ytd.
was stucked to the tv with my hong kong dramas till 11plus at night :p

woke up by the vibrations from my phone at 230 in the morning.
at first, was 2 messages from bi.
dont knw how to describe that feeling.
shock + happy + excited :p
it has been 7days since he went missing :[

i quickly gave him a call and we managed to chat for awhile :]
yay-ness ♥
he told me he didnt have any signal in the open sea all the while.
then slowly, i received all the messages from him, messages he tried sending since the day he sailed off.
he has been texting me since 10 Oct, bt the messages didnt get thru cause his phone didnt have any signal until today morning.
neither did he receive any of my msges all this while.

well,
went back to sleep at 3plus.
was msging him since 10plus in the morning till now.
and we chatted over the phone a few times :]
roaming charges very expensive :[]

anyways, his ship will continue sailing again very soon.
meaning, he will only be able to contact me again on the 22 Oct when he reach sing.

sa gua knws that i have been crying since the day he left because his couldnt get his messages through.
he says, he will fly to see me the moment he book out ♥
& for this, i believe he will.
cause he never fails to appear outside my door straight after he book out in his no.3 uniform :p

he just called.

bi: lao po i love you. will call you again if theres still signal. happy 3rd month anniversary in advance. must wait for me okay.
me: wait for you to call me again? or wait for you to come back? :p
bi: wait for me to come back.

though he is still not with me,
at least i know, everything is still the same :]
all along, he has me in his heart.

mytian,
its getting very mushy here :p
anyways, went to perm my hair in the afternoon.
i dont knw where my courage came from.
omg. hahas.

to me,
i still look pretty much the same :B
& there goes my 100 over bucks :X

bi left his atm card with me before he left.
he told me his money is my money. my money is my money.
he never die before :p
hahas.
nahs, im not that bad ♥

4more days to go!
i want shopping tmr.
dont want to rot at home.
or mayb hongkong dramas?
not a bad idea :B

bi, i'll wait for you to be back ^_=
iloveyou.
oh, your bao is still as blur as always :p

♥ Date: Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 10:04 PM

cab to work AGAIN.
late + lazy :p

last day of work tommorrow.
gonna miss the bunch of craziie people like mad :[
i want tmr's lunch time to be forever ♥

once again,
im waiting for my pay :]

baby, i miss you.
7 more days to go.
i wonder, is everything still the same?

till tmr!

track running:
倒数 - 萧亚轩
a very nice song, enjoy ♥

♥ Date: Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ 9:24 PM

ALRIGHT! :]
feeling much better as days goes by.
trying very hard not to count the days,
the more you count, the slower it seems to be.
i just hope bi will contact me as soon as he is able to me.

yupyup.
lunch at koshinbo, a jap restaurant @ great world city.
9 of us, the admin team.
we left office earlier, split into two groups, cab to great world :]

shall let the pictures do the talking -
warning! : image heavy ♥

mussels. nathan's favorite :B

steam egg.

made this myself. i was suspected to be mac's part timer :p

from the left: Riena, Lei Yeng, Evon, Valerie, Jenny

my assitant manager - Lay Khim :]

she's a very nice lady.

corina, our manager.

these are the pretty desserts!

i swear the mini oreo cheese is awesome.

ohmytian. how sinful :[]

sashimi ♥

so called the 'dessert bar'. very pretty.

jap mua ji ~

nice shot? taken by valerie.

tarts tarts tarts.

before we open it.

this was what's inside :]

neh. that dumb dumb. NATHAN MA.

oh, his surname is 'ma'.

aint any better than mine :p

5 years older than me, uncle :]

i asked him if he will be hurt if i call him uncle.

he said 'i wont'.

then i said 'if others call you uncle how?'

his reply: HURT.

means i TRANSPARENT liao lor :B

anyway, we LOVE gossiping.

hor? hahas.

well well,

our crazie managers.

the bill.

lastly, my favourite.

prettyeee?

bi, i want that in my house :p

no no, better not.

because i knw, he will get it for me when i say i want it.

& i'll have that in my house very soon :X

hahas.

cab back to office at 2plus.

had more than 2hours of lunch today.

was really full :]

i'll definitely be back for more gatherings even though friday is gonna be my last day :[

nathan uncle, please be my PA (personal assitant) FOR FREE :p

early update for today.

planning to sleep at 10plus.

it's a great day!

enjoy the photos peeps.

hows my photography skills? :p

tagges are welcome.

goodnight ♥

♥ Date: Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 10:19 PM

wasnt feeling very good in the morning.
i cant denied that whats happening is really affecting me.
& i cant seems to do anything right.

nathan tried comforting me.
he came out with all the perfect 'what ifs'.

i cant remember doing anything in the morning infront of my monitor.
felt so tired out of a sudden.

left for lunch at holland v.
felt alittle better.
gatherings and chit chatting lightened my mood alittle.

took the shuttle bus back after eating.
sat with bernice, a very nice and kind hearted lady in her mid thirties, not yet married.
she knws im worried and upset over whats happening.
thanks to nathan huhs. big mouth :p hahas.
just kidding :[]
she strted talking to me.
telling me not to think about it too much.
she went thru with me the different possible reasons why everything is happening.
its really kind of her to assure me throughout the bus journey that everything will be fine.
she even told me not to quarel or get angry with bi when he contacts me.

felt much better after that hearty chat.
& i clearly know, at this moment, theres nothing i can do.
except waiting for him to be back, to give me a reasonable explaination.
however, there are times when i wonder - mayb its me, im just not understanding enough.

though i cannot say im okay and im no longer worried.
but, i dont feel as vexed as i was this morning.
i hope tomorrow will be a better day and that things will get better for me as days goes by, as days gets nearer to the 22 Oct.

qingqing, only 8more days to go.
COMM'ON! ♥

oh no.
i realised, its another emo chucks of words.
gonna rest early today :]

admin team will be having lunch with our manager at sushi teh tmr.
more updates tmr.
pictures hopefully? :]
cheers.

ciao.

track running: 蔡旻佑 - 寂寞，好了

♥ Date: Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 10:11 PM

have been working as usual.
4more days to go.
have completed most of the things on hand :]
did lots of filing today.

anyways,
it has been 2days ever since bi went for sailing.
he promised me to msg me at least twice a day.
but till now, i havent receive any.
i've tried calling and flooding him with msges.
no reply.
it has been 2days & 3nights.
no news from him, UNCONTACTABLE.
where is my bi :[

for now, i have chosen not to think too much about whats actually happening.
no point and theres nothing much i could do.
i dont denied that there are many possible reasons why i didnt recieve any msges from him.
phone confiscated?
no batt?
no coverage, no network?
and many other negative thoughts.
everything and anything readers here could think of went through my mind these few days.
yes, im upset.
im worried.

however, its the trust that brings two person together issnt it? :]
self denial? no.
i just dont want to assume anything till he is back.
assuming just make things complicated even if it issnt in the beginning.
like what he always says wheneva i doubted his love for me: 'time will prove everything.'.
& like what i always tell him: 'between us, theres only one chance. i will only trust you once.
till now, he still has that chance.
& i'll give him that one chance as promised.

no matter what happens,
i'll still wait for him to be back.
though i have a instinct that he wont be contacting me until the 22 Oct.
cause, if he is able to contact me, he would have done so.
i shall let fate decides everything :]

before bi left for sailing,
he hopes that by the time he is back,
i'll be able to let go of the past, overcome the fear of love and the fear of promises.

ever since that 3years of fairy tale ended with a nightmare,
bi has been the one, trying so hard to heal the scars in my heart, without any complains.
during these 85 days tgt, i doubted him many many times.
doubted his love for me, doubted his words, doubted his sincerity.
and yet, he swallowed everything, still giving me everything he could and assuring me time and again.
he knows, im still living in pain.
he says, he will wait for the day when i could give him all my trust.

bi, if you eva read this update,
i want to say, im really sorry.
i know, by bringing the past into us,
i made you suffer.
im sorry.
i know, you have being doing alot for me.
thanks for everything.
i love you.

i know, its my fear.
since then, i couldnt bring myself to trust anyone anymore,
and i no longer believe in the word everlasting.
to me, promises just leads to lies.

till now, scenes of all the quarrellings, fightings, breaking up, bringing down, crying and heartaches still flashes in my mind at times.
not that i still misses him,
its just that things happened too fast, and everything just hurts too much.

to forgive is one thing,
to forget is another.

for the remaining 10days before bi comes back,
i'll search for myself.
it has been 4months since the day i felt as if the world crashed on me.
its time for me to be fair to myself, and be fair to bi.

goodnight earth ♥

现在的我，已对爱没有任何的要求。
也不知道，永远的定义是什么。

♥ Date: Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 11:05 PM

wanted to hit the gym today.
but the weather killed the mood.

decided to go shopping with my youngest sis :]
reached vivo at 1plus, had kfc for lunch.
thought we would see pohkhim, but we didnt.
guess she's working another shift.

strted walking around.
nothing much to look at.
headed to bugis instead :p

got myself -
a pair of flats,
a pair of bling slippers
a very prettyee long wallet ♥

wanted to 'replenish' my wardrobe.
but i didnt see anything i like :B

took neoprints at bugis junction ♥

headed home at 5plus 6.

bi sailed off at 1130 today afternoon.
will only be back on the 22 Oct, booking out on the 23rd.
all the best, baby ♥
will be missing you :]
one... two.. :p

i'll need my sleep very soon.
movie tmr? :p
nights peeps.

♥ Date: Friday, October 9, 2009 @ 10:43 PM

cab to work again :B
im so dead. addicted.
oh, i took the same cab, same taxi driver.
hahas. the uncle recognise me.
so qiao, he drove past :]

anyways,
reached office at 830.
went off at 930 to meet bi.
cute hors? worked for an hour :p

took bus to clementi central, trimmed my fringe :]
bought breakfast at kfc, met him downstairs my place.
he went off at 12pm for his event at changi.
i cab back to the office, just in time to join them for lunch ♥
ghim moh for lunch :]
work as usual, knock off at 530.
only five and a half hours of work for me today :p

so 1 + 1, i cabbed twice today :X
mummy is gonna kill me.
hahas. i didnt tell her though :]

chatted with bi on msn just now.
manage to talk some stuff out :]
he's sailing off tmr afternoon.
he will be back on the 23 Oct, friday.
bon voyage baby! ♥
i promised you, i'll be a strong girl :]
remember you promises okays.
still, i'll be waiting.

will most probably hit the gym tmr.
anyone? :[]
mr terence is uncontactable.
chiong-ing his O's i guess.
all the best dude.

bye earth ♥

'wo ai the ren shi oh qing qing. zhen de ai ni.'
its my bi's favourate line :p

♥ Date: Thursday, October 8, 2009 @ 10:44 PM

♥
woke up at 815 when im supposed to be awake by 740.
realised my phone die-ed in the middle of the night.
or mayb i should say early in the morning when i was still slping.
this was what happened -
bi gave me a morning call at 715. i guess.
i didnt answer cause my phone wasnt under my pillow, couldnt feel the vibration.
so he kept calling. from got batt, till no batt.
power? :]

summary - phone no batt. no alarm to wake me up, woke up late, charger in the office, cab to work, nathan told me manager on MC!! :S
shouldnt have waste my 8bucks cabbing to work.
:B

charged my phone the moment i reached office.
realised bi called me 11times and sent me a few messages.
he got so worried about me.
sorry dear, my boyfriend have to understand me and my blur-ness.
hahas :p he is not angry, just worried.

work as usual.
another 6days of work before school reopens.

super love the weather today.
cloudy, windy & cooling :]
really relaxing.
everyday please? ♥

anyways,
im gonna get:
ipod touch 32gb once my next pay arrives.
sony satio RED the moment it's released.

its friday again.
goodnight earth ♥

♥ Date: Wednesday, October 7, 2009 @ 10:52 PM

alrights!
this is gonna be a short one.

met bi after my work at 6plus.
he wanted to fetch me from my company but i got him to wait downstairs my house instead ♥
spent a short while tgt,
then he head back home.

wonder if there will be another book out before he sail off on saturday :]

gonna have an early night today.
off to sleep ♥
im loving myself.

& i love him too :p

nitey :B

♥ Date: @ 12:27 PM

baby is booking out TODAY! :]
& booking in again tomorrow morning.
omg :p
anyways, his sailing will strts from the 10th of Oct.

he called twice in the morning to wake me up :]
after the first time, the knows that i will go back to sleep.
hahas.
manage to reached office on time today.

oh, im blogging in the office again.
hoping lunch time will be here the moment i finish typing this :[]

baby, i know, in the past, you will wake up with messages in ur inbox and missed calls on ur phone. you dont tell ur girlfriend where you are and what are you doing unless they asked you.
but just for me,
you flooded me with messages every morning cause you know i dont like the feeling of being alone when i wake up.
you told me where you are and what were you doing whenever you can, hoping to ease my insecureness, and to build up the trust between us.

& i know, you used to flare up easily during a quarrel.
but now, you gave in to me because you said you dont want me to cry anymore.

just want you to know, you're really sweet :]
i love you.

oh. its lunch time alrdy :B

♥ Date: Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @ 7:37 AM

woke up earlier than bi today morning.
prepared myself for work.

reached office at 0845.
was stunned by what i saw.
i took one day off and my desk is flooded by reports.
till i have difficulties looking for the switch button on the CPU.
piles and piles of reports, i almost couldnt see my desktop.

well,
lunch as usual at holland v.
with the usual gang :B hahas.
offcourse, gossips involved :]
that dumbdumb nathan came up with two body languages.
super funny. leiyeng got stunned the first time nathan showed it to her.
hahas. expecially the yoga one.

anyways, was in pretty good mood today.
time past alittle faster.
hope it remain this way till the last day of work :]

gotta rest early for tmr.
missing bi badly :[
goodnights ♥

'the love for you can never be compared with the love i once gave to her.
cause this time, i fell deeply in love with you. '

♥ Date: Monday, October 5, 2009 @ 10:39 PM

went jp with bi today :]
wanted to catch the movie - accident.
GV didnt have the timing we wanted.
or rather, he didnt manage to catch the 1220 show.
so we dropped the idea of watching a movie.

went pizzahut for lunch.
as usual, student meal :p
chickent neapolitian for me and oriental chicken baked rice for bi :]
garlic bread and drumsticks for sides ♥
saw bi's instructor having lunch there too.
then he went a little craziie :p

went arcade.
spent lots of money on the basketball machines & the animal kaiser.
i dont knw why, my bi seems to love that game :p
well, played that game with him :]

left the arcade, headed for swensen ♥
oh before that, when i was in the washroom after we left the arcade.
sa gua sent me a msg to tell me he loves me.
sweet? :p

went for the student deals at swensen.
ordered two different sundays.
and offcourse, we shared :]
cant remember the exact names.
one chocolate, the other durian.

couldnt really finish everything.
we were too full.
wanted to ask bi finished it.
but that silly complain that eating alone very boring.
so we strted playing scissors, paper, stone.
loser eat one spoon full of the remaining icecream.
hahas.
before we ask for the bill, i was asking bi to bring home the small jug-like container that they use to contain ice water home & use it as a water bottle.
it was actually meant to be a joke.
who knws when the bill came,
he went to ask the lady : my girlfriend want to ask where did you guys get this (refering to the jug).
then the lady said : ikea. & she jiggled for awhile.
guess what, i was hiding my face throughout :B
i put my head on the table and laughed non stop.
dumb dumb :p
bully me.
hahas.

shopped around,
took a bus back to clementi central.
arcade again :X
dont knw how much did we spent on machines today.
but well, i guess we better now calculate that :p

reached home at 6.
realised daddy will be home late.
so i gave bi a call and we went for dinner at the coffee shop near my place.
had 油条 salad with rice :]
he tried being fierce with me, wanting me to finish up my rice.
but he failed.
bi.. hor? hahas.
end up he has to use the soft way to hong me :p
bi, who bully who? blehs.

bi hugged me very tightly before i left.
he will be away for 17days after today.
sailing to some places for training.
i hope everything will be fine.
he told me, he will hugged me tightly again when he is back ♥
will be missing him badly again :[

baby, 你对我所说的每一句话，我都把他们放在心里，等你回来一一实现你对我的诺言。
就如你所说，没有人能够改变我们真心相爱的事实。
和你在一起的日子，我真的觉得自己很幸福 :]
你为我做的那些傻事我都会记得。
我会等你回来 ♥

goodnights.

♥ Date: Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 10:53 PM

boo people.

woke up at 630 in the morning.
realised i didnt say goodnight to bi ytd night.
which means, i fell aslp while messaging him :p

he has to be back at tuas in the morning before 730.
so i guess he is alrdy awake at that timing.
gave him a message, then i went back to sleep :]

woke up at 10plus.
bi flooded my inbox with msges.
replied him and got stuck to my dvds again.
& yays. finally finished watching the last episode of 烈火雄心3 :B
new series? VERY SOON :]

had early dinner with mummy and sis at westcoast market at 4plus :p
went home, rested for awhile.
headed to clementi central with my sis.
went to take photo for my new passport, bought lots of stuff ♥

homed at 6plus.
spent 2hours on my nails and they are SUPER PRETTY now ♥
well, at least to me? :p

meeting bi tomorrow morning.
most probably at my place? :]
more updates tmr.
panda dreams!

i lost my comestic pouch along with all my babies inside yesterday.
i guess i left it in the ladies at iluma. how blur.
didnt dare to tell bi.
he's sure gonna nag at me for my careleseness :[]
even my mummy knows im super up sad about it.

but well,
got everything i need already.
foundation, eyeliner, blusher.. blahs.
new babies in a new pouch ♥
thanks to mummy's sponsorship :]
wees.~
oh, i still need a lip gloss.
bi, what flavour? :p

♥ Date: Saturday, October 3, 2009 @ 11:21 PM

woke up at 8plus in the morning.
received a few messages from bi :]
bi had to do some transfer of stuff to his phone so i switched on my lappy awhile after i woke up.
chatted with shinyi.
she's having some problems here and there.
gonna meet her up very soon.
& we're gonna share everything with each other just like the way we used to in the past.
we used to be sitting partners in class.
chatting non stop, till mdm tsuei have to shout and flare at us :p
i swear, those were one of the most unforgetable times in KR :]

anyways, went chervons with bi at 10plus.
hang around at the wu lu arcade for awhile.
bi played time crisis again.
bt he always fails to complete the game :p
then bi dance para para. :[]
super cute :] hahas.
then we played photo hunt.

then he brought me up to the ktv for pool :]
went in, the lady there says he cannot wear singlet and slippers for pool.
so he pull on his jacket and change into the shoes the lady gave him :X
bi ordered fruit punch for me and ice tea for himself :]
i kept pestering him for tiger beer :p hahas.
just playing around :]
POOL for around an hour or so while waiting for the emart at the 1st level to open ♥
bi taught me how to play :p hahas.

oh, the fruit punch there is pretty!
sheer pink in colour.
they added a cherry inside.
he knows that i dont eat cherry.
so i fed him ♥

bought a packet of potatochips,
went to the emart at 1130.
didnt manage to get what my bi wanted.
so we took the shuttle bus to jurong east.
got another straw heart from bi on the bus, and a straw for me to drink the chocolate milk he bought for me in the morning :]
dont knw where he got it :p
took train from je to lavander.
saw his friend mark at lavander mrt station.

walked to beach road,
got his rank sewed on his uniform, another extra set of taggs and a sleeping bag :]
oh, while waiting for the auntie to get the sewing done, bi got me this can drink.
lemon + lime ♥
yumms.
well, i saw this round-sided rectangle tag at the shop where bi did his tag.
very pretty. quite ex though.
we are gonna get a couple one.
lao gong, when when? :p

took a bus to bugis.
went iluma.
spend 10bucks on those scam machines :X

then we went to eat at ice monster.
durian & mango ice & the fried dumplings there is super yummy.
laugh and laugh at his dumb dumb jokes. hahas.
~i guess my bi is turning me into a piggy soon :B

headed to sim lim square to get his memory card after that.
guess what. i saw SONY SATIO. RED colour somemore.
im so dead. there comes the urge to change my phone again.
ohmytian.
went around, saw ipod touch & nanos.
still couldnt decide which to get tgt with bi.
probably itouch?
i guess my bi will like that more :]

went back to bugis junction.
went crazie at the arcade there.
nowadays, ufo machines are scams. scams! :p

took train home at 4
was chitchatting about this couple.
then we went laughing and laughing over our telepathy. :p

happy mooncake day!
didnt get to play the candles he gave me ytd.
stupid weather + some stupid reasons.

anyways, i enjoyed my day.
& i believe monday will be as great :]

goodnight readers.
i know my superman is camping at my blog :p

i love you baby.

♥ Date: Friday, October 2, 2009 @ 11:48 PM

heres today.

bi gave me a call during my lunch time.
he told me he got his friend to pass me something after my work.
so i asked him to tell me the meeting details as soon as he confirms it.

work as usual.
have been crapping with ang-cle alot.
oh, he's now a loanshark for dinner.
~'my dinner!'.
for dont know how many times he repeated that :p
ahh. i guess i had to run for my pocket :]
hahas. ehs, i thought is lunch? :[]

left company at 530.
bi told me his friend wont be able to make it.
so i head home as usual.
then he called again.
he told me he had a headache.
when asked him go take his temperature to check if he is having fever,
he tell me its 相思病。:p

anyways
reached home at 6.
ate my dinner while messaging him.
he told me he wont be able to book out this weekend.
& he gave me that crying face >> :'[

bi called again at 7pm.
told me his friend left the stuff outside my house.
i open my door that this is what i saw hanging on my gate. - hello kitty lantern and packets of candles in a bag (picture above)
i ran to the lift and i saw him there! :]
omg omg omg.
till now, im still feeling very high :p
hahas. my superman flew back :D
sat down at the stairs as i could only spend a short while with him.
i hugged him real tight ♥

bi send me home at 7plus.
say hello to my mummy.
shun bian show mummy my bi in his no.3 uniform. :]
mummy say handsome :p
hahas.

i really have no idea how to describe my feelings.
happy + touched + excited + surprised + loved + blessed?
but one thing for sure, i know i am in love ♥

meeting bi in the morning tomorrow :]
bi will be booking in on sunday morning,
and will be out again on monday till tuesday night.
then, he will disappear for another 17days.
i shall hope for the best :]

goodnight peeps.
kitty dreams? ♥

baby, if i didnt remember wrongly,
i told you love hello kitty lantern a few days ago.
& i said it only once.
i didnt thought you would take it to heart.
and i didnt expect you to appear at my door straight after you book out, knowing that i could only accompany you for a short while.
thanks for everthing.
i know, im blessed ♥

i love you, billy tan yong soon.
or sergeant tan? :p

p.s.: i probably wont be bringing the lantern out, but, i will definitely keep it with me, as part of our memories. we shall play with the candles :]

♥ Date: @ 11:50 AM

Happy Belated Children's Day :]
some how i feel i still belong to this category :D

im blogging in the office now
was too tired to update ytd.
went to bed at 1030.
still feeling sleepy now :p

nothing much about yesterday.
was online from morning 8 to 6 in the evening chatting with weihong.
my GOOD senior.
weihong hor. :B

now he has a new name given by me :]
ang-CLE wei hong.
hahas.
gonna meet up with him for lunch soon.
he says i owe him one :[]

daddy went crazie again ytd.
dont wish to talk about it.
at times, i wished he would just disappear.
whats now? forgive and forget?
he's stil my dad. what to do.

wasnt in a good mood.
flared alittle at bi.
sent him a msg all typed in CAPS :X
yet he still talked to me nicely.
assuring me that everything will be fine.
he says no matter how busy he is, he still plan things for us.

didnt want to lose my temper any further.
so i went to bed earlier than usual.

received 3msges from bi in the morning.
this is what he said:
just wanna tell you a secret.. dont tell my lao po ok? actually, cheering my lao po up is my first priority.

hahas
my bi crazie liao :p

feeling much better now.
gossiping with ang-CLE online while trying to complete some work :]
will update again tonight ♥
CIAO.

da zhu + xiao zhu = ♥