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♥ Date: Friday, May 30, 2008 @ 10:46 PM

2years & 2 mnths ♥

hmm(: send darling's mama to the airport today early in the morning.
pk and danza tagged along too(:
hahas. mama so pro. didnt bring much stuff and shes going to china:p
mama say she gonna buy back a big cj7(: yumyum.. im gonna kidnapp it:B
waaaas.(:
den we took the free bus the terminal two and took mrt to city hall(:
oh ya, there were so many police petrolling today:S
wads happening:X
saw a big white dog with a policeman at changi airport mrt station.hahas.
didnt wen near it:p

as planned, we went yuki yaki to eat(:
todays food wasnt very good. dont noe why.
bt the ice cream was yummy. so full lurhs.
ate so many flavours. chocolate, strawberry, rasberry and coffee.
two person for 40bucks. ex):

was around 330 after we finish eating.
went to shop in mini toons and i saw this flying piggy.
so cute and soft.
bt today we spend too much le.
so the piggy have to wait):
anyways, i shallnt think abt it:p
darling kept saying sorry for nt being able to buy it for me.
silly boy(: i dun blame you at all<3

took 97 back. were all so tired.
pk and danza fell aslp.
darling slpt on my shoulder. hahas. guesswad:X
HAHAS! secret between us(:
darling so cute[=

had so much fun!(:
dont really noe when will we be able to do that again..

went home to chiong for poa :S
poa common test tmr. 20% weightage.

darling, today is our 2years and 2months.
i only wanna love you(:
you are always the best boyfriend in my heart.
lets hold on to each other and never let go<3
i love my boyfriend always.
he is always the one who
cook for me,
insist i eat all my meals,
carry my heavy bag for me,
hold the umbrella for me,
ask me what happened when im sad,
ask me to lie on his shoulder in the bus hoping that that will help to ease my dizziness,
ask me if i wana get of the bus, rest at the busstop and take another bus wen im feeling beta half way thru the journey when i feel like vomitting
and feed me when refused to eat:p
i love you.

♥ Date: Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 8:57 PM

hellos.
lols. just finish studying law of contract two(:
yay!
met liying in the morning and went je library again[;
hahas. guess what. we brought everything bt didnt study AT ALL!:p
we sat down and chat and chat for two hours(X
ohmytian!(:
den we went entertainment to walk around bfore i went to meet dar and she head to school to meet er herm:X

darling cook eggs for me again[: we have a nice chat, laughed and go craziie:p
darling send me home at around five.
i always love the journey home with his accompany.
we talk, laugh and gossips about anything and everything while he hold my hands and help me carry my bag<3
i love you.

meeting liying tmr again.
dont be late!(:
hahas!

i find myself falling deep in love with you again.
i hope it last.

♥ Date: Tuesday, May 27, 2008 @ 8:04 PM

editted [9:53PM]
how romantic are you?
i took this quiz at msn.com and this is my result:

You are the dreamy type who needs a portion of drama and passion to spice up lifeRomance definitely flows in your veins, and you usually let it show. An element of romance is a necessary part of most of your relationships. You fantasize about being Juliet, Isolde, or any number of star-crossed heroines in love, and you try to emulate them in your love relationships. Drama is also a significant factor that draws you to your lover - after all, how can there be passion in love without passion on the other end of the spectrum? You oftentimes wonder how to make others see the magic of love and give them a romantic revelation they won't soon forget! You love the maudlin-schmaltz, but not everyone else is as enthused about love as you are. You can have it both ways. You know that romantic gestures, such as a thoughtful gift, a sweet note, or a surprise, can make all the difference in wooing that special someone or in an already-established relationship - those romantic things are potent. The right person for you will appreciate your gestures, and he or she will be certain to try to romance you in all the ways you've dreamed of. But no matter how much you fall for the someone, be careful not to go overboard with the romance.

waaas(:
liying was late for an hour today morning): hahas. break record eh:p first time i waited for someone for so long! i duno why. wasnt really angry(: lucky it is not school day(;
hahas.. anyways, we went back to the school to study as she nids to hand up something for her lms assignment. went to the library and found ourselves a big table. wahahas. we actually wanted to do our e learning assignment tgt today. bt she say she dont feel like doing it so she went on to do her blaw tutorial questions(: hmm.. me? i slacked again.. sobs. hahas. did a study plan for common tests and all the assignments. theres so many many assignments waiting for me! ohmytian. is flooding my list. i shall try to take it easy and 'enjoy' the process. lols[:

kant say im stress. neither do i feel relax.

met darling at 130 today. like i have promised myself and dar, i will never wanna neglet him no matter how busy i am. i noe the feeling of being negleted is terrible. btw, kor was home too. pon work. hahas. he didnt wanna work in cine. haiyo, bear with it and everything will be over soon(:
play psp and listen to some retro music with dar:p LEMON TREE!<3>

darling cook me two hard boiled egg today[: bt he bite off a small part of the egg white from one of them. humph! my eggs. hahas. darling so naughty:B
`those lil things he didnt for me will always remained in my heart even wen the day i leave this world.

darling didnt teach me hw to cycle today. we are tired(: next time(X
i love you darling.

you have all my loves

thou didnt do much in school today.
completed:
-5cases for law of contract one.
-revise all notes on econs
-revise bstats.

yippy!
bye peeps(:

♥ Date: Monday, May 26, 2008 @ 7:02 PM

woo!
went to the library to study with her. met liying @ nine in the morning today(: she say we nida reach there early if not there will be no more place for us to sit:S hahas. didnt quite believe wad she said at first. hahas:X until i saw the large group of peeps standing right infrontof the glass door at 9plus waiting for the library to open. OMG! quite shock to see dat. hahas. i dontgo library very often. didnt noe peeps queue to go to the library. lols!(: wads ridiculous is some pple actually ran into the library wen the door opens. ohmytian. we bought walffes and secretly ate it in the library while looking out for the dumb security guard[: oh ya, while queing for our walffes, theres this fire drill alarm exercise. so funny lo. the alarm sounded and theres still one cleaner moping the floor with the machine. think he bu yao ming liao:D wahahas!

anyways, studied econs as planned. yup! and i completed it(: hmm.. quite restless today. so didnt reallie focus:p kept asking liying to go shopping:X duno if next time she still dare to study with me anot): opps..

ate sweet corn on my way home. left the library at around 1215. took 51 and we went to a play swings at some playground next west coast(: hmm.. kant swing much. i get giddy easily):i dont wen im young!): so sad. some and liying talk abt loves. howdo you pple define love? unconditional? sadly, i haven found the definition for myself..

met darling after tat at around two after his mt paper today. he says is tough): lets hope for the best alrite? cheer up darling!(; i love you always. ate my lunch at his place. chit chat awhile. we slpt for around an hours before he send me home. hahas. good nap:X becoming a real zhu soon:p
duno if im meeting liying to study again tmr..

some fotos(:
here you go.

this is random. my sweet bear(:

i just need all the happiness in this world.

♥ Date: Sunday, May 25, 2008 @ 8:10 PM

ahhs! im back. kinda high listening to 'please dont stop the music'(: hahas. quite afew days didnt post alrdy.. hmm. common tests are coming!): im still slacking:p ohmytian!(: hahas. time to buck up. i swear im gonna finish studying econs tmr[: movitationS! anyways,im so happy. dss application is due 22 june!(: not tmr:p phew. i have done NONE:X

im watching the charity show for the china earthquake peeps): so sadded and touched. those children and peeps are just innocent people like us. people who just want to live a happy and peaceful life. yet god took everything away from them. their familiy members, loved ones, homes and all of their hopes and dreams. its just too cruel. millions of deaths. i really pity them]: singaporeans are too xin fu to understand the torture and heartache the people there went thru. imagine being trapped under a large wall dat went crashing down on you within seconds.. dats painful and torturous enuff.
stay strong peeps in china! the world is all concern about you guys and we will be praying hard for you people. live on and rebuild your life. jiayous!
peeps, cherish the people around you.

hmm.. i lost control today. oh well.. i gonna forget all about it and get high! lols(: shalalas. hopefully sad days are over. met darling at one in the afternoon. ate shao rou fan at the coffee shop near his place. *puke.. wasted my money):
i love the drum game(; version TWO~(: OMGawd.
going back to school with zann tmr i guess(:
mugging time!.

i love you darling♥
yuku yaki scheduled on friday(;
i kant wait anymore XP

♥ Date: Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 10:31 AM

i saw a lil light.
i hope dats the rainbow..

♥ Date: Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ 7:16 PM

i dont know how to forgive anymore.
i dont wanna turn back.
bt i noe i wun be to move on.
im trapped.
it just hurt so much. deep inside.
i cried again on my wae home.
you dun seems to be worried and concerned.

you broke my heart and i think u dont deserve it anymore.

♥ Date: Tuesday, May 20, 2008 @ 10:50 PM

humph!(: hahas.
completed my dss kinda early(: yay! anyways, im almost dead during blaw tutorial todae. so bored. end up playing tic tac toe and chatting thru notes with liying:X kant sms dar much cause my fone low batt): stats makeup lecture was interesting todae..
had poa quiz todae(: 40/50. quite shock actually. almost exploded wen i was doing the questions. 20questions in 20mins:S
anyways, todae is bubble tea day! (=

discuss with darling abt yuku yaki just nw(: wees! he said we are going dere again next friday<3 and we gonna watch the planes at the airport.

dss presentation tmr. jiayous(:

♥ Date: Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ 8:05 PM

hmm(:
okays.
slept till 11am today(: wees!
so so long never slp till so late in e morning already.
was so tired nowdaes..
dar slpt even later(: den he called me at noon to say good morning baby:p
hahas. is noon liao(X
met for awhile before he went to work.
dar sae he is working to get something for me(:
hahas.
just ate dinner with my mum and sis at central.
finally get a newfone.
thou is not a very glam one.
bt i love it so much(:
bye to the dumb fone i once had((;

darling i miss you.
wanna see you tmr(:
issit a must to rest early?:p
wahahas(:

omg. dss pbl due todae. thou im almost done. i doubt i can do wadeva im stuck with. duno means duno(: hahas. well, one of my group members completed alrdy. phew:D

love school free day(:

♥ Date: Friday, May 16, 2008 @ 10:43 PM

lalala.
meet liying at 1015 today.
ate the tarriyaki sandwich in school.
so ex):
bt anyways, we realised we are over spending quite alot cause of bubble tea:X
HAHAS. so we decided to drink it only once a week(:

darling skip school again todae to meet me after my class at three.
he say seeing me in more impt den anything(:
ah biish!:D
hmm... went to his place todae.
laugh so much(X
den i accidentally.... )X
i hope you are alrite darling.
i hope everyday's like dat.
thou normal but at least we get to spend some sweet times tgt.
happily(:

darling, baby noe you are upset about the results you get this time round. dun be sad alrite? i will always be dere for you(: jiayous! cheer up. smile like 小叮当 okays:D loves.

lms assignment one completed! (;

♥ Date: Thursday, May 15, 2008 @ 7:41 PM

editted [11:12pm]
hmm. we are alrite already(:
i hope this remain like this.
so hope dat the time stop at this moment.
darling, i miss our sweet days.
lets bring them back tgt(:
i love you.
wan me be your laopo?
blehs! :p

...
im feeling so lost now.
my tears are dry.
what else can i sae and what should i say now.
mayb, in ur heart im really dat bad.
i cant stop u from thinking dat wae.
bt, i have tried my best.
im tired, exhausted.
all this has to come to a stop.
i need a at least, a peaceful life.

i dont seems to understand you anymore.
you seems like stranger to me.
so far away.
unpredictable.
mayb, u should really tell me.
how to and what to do.
our thinking seems to be so different nowadays.
i guess i had to give up and learn to let go.
love shulnt be dat painful.

不是属于自己的，就不要勉强。
放手可能是我唯一的选择。

♥ Date: Wednesday, May 14, 2008 @ 11:21 PM

wees(; received darling's sweet message today morning wen i switch on my fone(: plus a morning sms:D
school is kinda bored nwadaes.
hmm.. todae had blaw test.
omg. im gona get distinction for it:p
hahas. nah(: just easier den i expected.
wanted to meet darling after my class today.
bt dar have something on last mintue so i decided to hang around central with liying.
hmm. bought chocolate walfferat central(: she ate a peanut one.
yumyum.. den we sat under a block and gossip(:
really gossip, bt just to crap around and laugh like craziie(:
oh ya. and we talk about flasher:p look for me for more info(:
enjoyed oursleves and went home at around six(: didnt do any revision todae.
relaxation is what i need now! (X

darling i miss you.
hope to cya tmr.
takecares.

♥ Date: Monday, May 12, 2008 @ 8:30 PM

hmm..
pics update!(:
ytd's steamboat.

butter! cool?

bbq steamboat

sushi

the best part(: 'cooked" icecream. (;

thats about it(:

im busy:S

♥ Date: Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 10:27 PM

woo!
todae was great!(:
felt like im a mother. hahas.
cause is like im the one
hmm.. darling callled me early in the morning and ask me if i wanna watch movie at orchard with mummy because todae is mother's day(:
supposed to be only for two of us. bt since is mother's day, i agreed(:
later dar sae mummy wanna go luckyplaza to shop.
im okay with the idea too.

while on the mrt, dar's aunt called and sae they(his aunt, uncles, cousins and grandma) are gonna have lunch tgt at marina square to celebrate mother's day and wanted us to join(:
so our plan changed again.
shopped around marina square and bought mummy a pretty cup for her present while waiting for his aunt to reach.

hmm.. let me count.... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7,8,9,10,11,12.. twelve people(:
after deciding for quite awhile, the adults decided to eat at yaku and yaki.
hahas.
if i didnt make a mistake in spelling the name for the restraurant:p
we had bbq steamboat(:
yummy! the tarriyaki chicken leg so so so NICE lurhs(:
anybody drooling? hahas.
we were separated to two tables.
the food there are quite ex;D
WE ATE SO MUCH!

have ice cream for dessert after dat(:
we 'cook' the icecream ourselves(;
i had so much fun.
thou we made a mess out of it, it was a good experience(:
hmm.. me and darling plan to go back dere to eat again(this time round, just the two of us)[=
darling send me back home after dat while the rest of them went shopping): culdnt stay out for too late.

anyways, darling, i enjoy myself so much todae.
you were so sweet and totful too<3

i love youuuu.
you are mine (;

oh ya, completed almost all the whole weeks tutorial questions(:
left with BStats:S

♥ Date: Thursday, May 8, 2008 @ 2:13 PM

editted: [03:15 PM]
omg! im now at our space revising with guan yu(: guess wad. i left my laptop in the toilet after my lms lesson. omg omg.. wen i realised and ran back to the toilet, there were three girrls looking for me, holding my laptop(:
phew! they are definitely nice people[=
godbless them!

ahhhh... my eyes are closing again): lms = bored.
managing anger. i guess i needed dat. am i right darling?
my dad needs it more i guessXP
hahas. gonna go home myself later); darling going for his friends birthday party.
met darling early in the morning todae. hmm.. we just chat and cuddle(;
den he send me to central to meet liying..
:X i desperately wan a new fone now!
(; IM WAITING:D

did mindmaps for law of contract one, two and three ytd(:
sense of accomplishment!
im doing something for macroecons today(:
hopefully, plus half of my dss tutorial questions.

oh yea. im feeling good.

♥ Date: Tuesday, May 6, 2008 @ 9:58 PM

oh yay.
today poa was FUN!(:
bt darling saes, it will get more difficult wen we get to ledger accounts):
hahas.
im rdy for the battle:D
if i wanna win the 'war', i have to be a all rounder.
im gonna work hard for the rest of the modules SOON:X
hopefully soon.
hmm..
i just got a feeling dat dss will become part ofmy life as time goes by.
workshops, tutorials and assignment due.
drank bubble tea again todae.
gonna become fatter):
grape red tea this time.
taste like ribinna(:
todays blaw lecture is the easiest on for me (among all the lectures on law of contracts)(:
things are going pretty fine[=

btw, this skin rocks.
so sweet and prettya(:

met darling after my class at five todae.
went to eat kfc and sat around the usual place(:
play with my laptop(:
i taught darling dss:p
hahas
he taught me balance sheet:S
looks tough.
suddenly, dar received a sms from her.
i duno.
kant control my emotions.
i felt my heart sank to the deep bottom.
my heart ache so much.
felt as if the sky had collasped.
i duno how to describe.
it just hurt. nothing hurts more than dat.

thou wasnt feeling very right.
i noe darling is trying his best to cheer me up.
promised me dat nthing will eva happen again.
wad assured me most is dat he allowed me to delete dat sms.
i hope im reallie thinking too much.

wad worries me is that my six sense are always right. often.
im alrdy trying to forget.
dats the toughest part.
im half way throu the journey.
bt nw, the msg caused me to stop and look back.
i really hope things aint as bad as what i think.
i reallie need to feel secure and feel that im the only one.

darling im sorry.
i just cannot stop worrying cause i love you.

anyways, today suppose to be a happy day.
i love sunshine(:

♥ Date: Sunday, May 4, 2008 @ 9:00 PM

hmmm.
went to his place to teach him physics todae(:
realised i have forgotten almost half of everything:p
hahas.
dont think i did a good job.
anyways, tmr is quite a short day.
was chating with derek on msn and we both like complain and complain about dss.
its reallie messing up my life.
spend the wkends doing all the applications and haven touched any of the other modules.
haiz.
shall not rumble anymore.
doesnt helps(:

im getting fatter):
slim down!:D
nwdaes, i just love bandung.
pinkish sweet(:
i wan to DRINK it now!:X
is a sinful drink thou):

darling is having his exam tmr.
for this whole week.
im quite afraid):
im afraid bad things will happen again.
so i try not to disturb him and allow him to study on his own.
tired of quarelling over the same stuff again and again.
dont wanna break down again or anymore.
e feeling of love is heart warming.
i wan it to stay foreva in my heart<3

darling, all the best for you exams.
jiayous!(:
*supports*
(:bless you
loves.

craving for ur attention.

♥ Date: Saturday, May 3, 2008 @ 9:15 PM

argh): im now struggling with dss): hate excel. im just not cut out for it:S
thou im very angry now, bythe fact that i kant do a few questions, i have completed almost half of it before sundae(:
okays. finally decided to stop and post(:
hmm.. nowdaes, liying is facing some problems in her life.
im actually quite worried for her):
bt it seems dat i kant do much..
all i culd do now is to encourage her to stay happy and not think abt it too often(:
i hope she will be fine soon.

heres todae.
meet darling early in the morning(:
den went to his place.
he gave me a psp game called 'patapon':D
im so addicted to it now(:
hahas.

we play, scream and laughed like crazie[=
hahas.
felt so hungry after all the 'fighting':p
so darling cook maggie for me(;
den he went to work at 3pm.
hmm..
just received his sms((:
he say hes very busy todae. hope he doesnt over work):

anyways, i have alot to catch up on my studies.
i got to fly(:

craving for all ur love<3

♥ Date: Friday, May 2, 2008 @ 11:05 PM

went to school with liying at 10am todae(:
we went 'our space' to slack:X
hahas.
get to noe this guy name hup song.
his gf is taller then him(:
around 12plus darling sms me and said that he culd not contact me):
i didnt mean to not pickup his calls.
just dat ngee ann + lousy fone = no reception.
hahas. didnt like the way darling talk in his sms.
sounds like i purposely avoided his calls.
hmm. bt he apologised after dat(:
he sae he almost went crazie wen he culdnt contact me cause he miss me alot[=
so i walked out of 'our space and finally able to call him back.
we talked for a while before i went for my lms class.
after dat we met(:
went to his place and had so much fun!(:
todae is simply a great day.
i hope darling treats me this way everyday(:
and we will be the sweet lil couple dat everyone is jealous of foreva(:
wees! darling i miss your piggy back:D

i miss you darling.
you told me you love meeting me everyday(:
me too!((:
i love you craziiely<3
finally i felt so loved.