met bi in the morning at 9, found my favourable chocolate milk at my gate again :]
took a straight bus to vivocity. had kfc porridge for breakfast. (& now i feel like eating it again :p)
got tickets for case 39 at 11pm. i went to the washroom before going into the cinema hall, my bi was holding on to hello pandas and pucca when i came out ♥
i must say case 39 it's quite a nice show. definitely better then the paranormal activitives :] there were parts that were pretty grossed.
walked around vivo and haboufront to look for my formal clothes. as expected, didnt find any that i like. or mayb i should say, just too ex :p
went to the arcade, shoot basketball again :p the counter staff told us that we have 500 over points in bi's tap card. & yet we couldnt decide on what do we exchange it for :B
had mac for lunch. silly ate one mac chicken and on tempanyakki & offcourse his favourae shaker fries ♥
took 188 home. enjoyed the wonderful day ♥
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SUNDAY: was suppose to hit gym with bi and go swimming early in the morning. woke up at 8plus, the weather issnt very good. so we decided to just go for gym.
msg bi to tell him to 'walk over'. i meant, 'over to my house'. dumb dumb went 'over to the swimming complex' :p hahas.
well, we ended up in mac after all. no gym, no swimming :p
mummy called when we were eating, wanted me to join her at imm. bi sent me to the busstop, waited for the bus with me. then he left.
oh oh, bought lots of stuff. all on mummy :] hahas. she took leave to go shopping with us.
i got myself: - 2 spag, 2 shorts at cotton on - 1 top & 1 dress - white long sleeves at dano & black pants (for my dinning etiquette assessement) - my new love, Sony Aino ♥
went back home at 4plus, met bi at west coast. went cc.
played around with bi at the basketball court :] brought my pants for altering at the market as well.
homed at 6plus.
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TODAY:
school ended at 1230. went back home, shower, went clementi central with mummy and sis. got myself a comestic bag :]
back home at 3plus. ate dinner, cooked by mummy ♥
met bi at bukit batok at 6plus. yup, just to meet up :]
took 188 back home. WE WENT CRAZIE ON THE BUS, TILL EVERYONE STARTED LOOKING AT US ._. ♥
so sorry for the disappearance this few days. the internet connection sucks. i swear im getting a ROUTER :B
nights earth.
he told me, 'i want you, you, you and only you.'
♥ Date: Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 11:10 PM
sweet mv, enjoy ♥ (i'll take away my blog song for the time being)
went vivo with terrence in the afternoon. had lunch at kfc, AS USUAL :p
went around searching for my formal wear. i REALLY dont feel spending on such stuff ._. i mean, pretty ones are way too expensive, & i dont want to waste my money buying stuff that i dont really like.
oh, we saw this really big and pretty ship just at the side of vivo, allowing people to board. i guess its something like a ship for exhibition? its most probably from jap. cause we saw this really big jap flag at the front of the ship. i dont know. i was quite amazed :p terrence tried asking if we could get the tickets and board, just for fun, but we didnt really quite get what the staff over there was saying. so well, i took a few pictures. love the pictures, as well as the sea breeze ♥
i really wanna be in there :p
name of the ship.
lots of people queue-ing with tickets on hands. - - - -
went to the 'sky garden', the place where kids love to play with the water in the so called 'pool' :] we were playing with the water when we caught this couple displaying some obscene acts. well, everything strted off with the guy's hand touching/rubbing or however people may describe it as, his girlfriend's down there. OHMYTIAN. at the sky garden with 3458093843 kids. wtf. i guess they realised we saw what they were doing while they were in the mist of it. then the girl took her bag and tried covering herself. then guess what, the girl started jerking/shaking or whateva you call it ._. we just cant believe what we saw. omg omg omg omg omg omg omg. people who are not so innocent should knw wth they were doing. oh, im no longer innocent after i saw what i shouldnt :B
walked around, he went to get dinner for his sis and himself before we left at 4.
bi came over to meet me at ard 4plus. went cc. then it strted raining at 5plus. headed home. ran in the rain again. dumbdumb bi wanted to race with me. so we ran like crazie :D & he kept trying to cover me from the rain using his towel with all his perspiration :[] hahas. homed at 6.
did the IV quiz on mel before it closes today midnight. i swear the platform is dumb. you got to write exactly the same as the model answer to be mark right. i got wrong for $21450.87 & the yet answer is $21 450.87. ._. i gave up.
bi went bugis with his family. while i rot infront of my lappy :p
case39 at vivo tmr! :] & bi wants to get my formal wear for me. i doubt i'll get what i need. i'm too fusy :p
♥
♥ Date: Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 11:48 PM
editted: oh, my bi says this: 'ideas for life', use LG ._. he's super duper cute :p
bi, 'ideas for life' is PANASONIC lurhs. LG is 'life's good'.
oh well, he still insist his lines :B
reached school at ard 10am. i was suppose to meet shun hiang at 930 in the lib. msg to tell her that i'll be late and i told her to meet me at the lib, amber(rm name) at level 4 since we have alrdy booked the rm on tuesday
met her at level 4 when i reached. she was walking towards the staircase. she told me she couldnt find 'amber' on level 4. then i realised amber is on level 5 :p sorry shun hiang! :D she walked a big round on level 4 looking for amber :[]
well, just today morning, i realised the powerpoint slides for the presentation wasnt ready at all. & the presentation is gonna be at 1pm today's afternoon. wanted to study for the 20% quiz in peace, but i end up searching for materials on yahoo trying to complete the ppt.
managed to complete it though. went to the cafe for lunch with shun hiang and zann. nowadays, i strt loving strawberry red tea ♥ hahas. my fav for now :]
brought long sleeves button shirt for the presentation since the guys wanted something alittle formal. everything went pretty smoothly. today is the very last lesson for LSR. it's really a pleasure to learn from all the rest in the class during the past 6weeks. i could say, its fun and laughter, peace and joy :] it's really not a stressful module at all.
class ended at 4. took a straight bus to jp to meet bi. didnt go anywhere though. we just took a bus back to my place. silly? nope :] whenever my school ends early, i will travel over to a place nearer to his camp. & meet him somewhere in between. this way, we will have more time with each other. if is way too early, i'll go home and wait for superman to fly to me :p ~thats my bi's idea :] bi, IDEA right? hahahas.
he always says, 见你五分钟也好 ♥
idk about tmr. we shall see about it.
you & me = ♥ 你会是我永远的傻瓜 :]
♥ Date: Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 11:47 PM
at this moment, where were you.
♥ Date: Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
slpt till 8plus in the morning :] love my bed to the max ♥
took my time, headed school. suppose to meet shun hiang at 930. i was on time, but she's alittle late :p it doesnt matter though. its becoming a culture :D
had breakfast at the lib cafe. found a table at level3. got hook up to the forex online trading. we were looking that those jumping figures from the morning till around noon. managed to discussed and came out with some sort of outline for the up coming telephone etiquette assessment . had lunch at makan place at around 2. no queues, with lots of empty tables :]
settled at the studying rm at our space after lunch. we both wasnt in the mood study at all. surf the net, continue looking the those jumping figures and BOOMZ :B decided to head home.
just as i was about to take a bus home, bi msg me. met him at bugis. got on to the train that he and his friend were on. three of them including bi was sitting down. i refuse to take his seat, went to stand at the glass panel near to the train door. then there was this uncle who kept squeezing, moving closer and closer. silly bi got up from his seat and stood infront of me with his hands around me. & stare at the uncle :p how sweet~ ♥
alighted at clementi, went to he arcade. got sweet corn - more butter, SLIGHTY more salt. bi promised me to cut down on salty things :]
went dinner tgt at mac . had the terriyaki grilled chicken burger & shaker fries. bi took two packets of seaweed seasoning from the counter staff. but he end up only adding one. LESS SALT, he remembered ♥
reached my block at 6plus. bi played basketball till 7plus, he send me home after that :]
aim for tmr: IV online quiz CM online quiz factiva article related to corporate finance. youtube video related to corporate finance. look at jumping foreign exchange rates :p
thats about it. meeting shunhiang at 10 tmr. breakfast with mummy at 8 if im able to wake up on time :]
goodbye earth.
''我爱你， 我会爱你一辈子。 说到做到 '' .
那是你说的 ♥
♥ Date: Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 11:59 PM
woke up at 8plus in the morning. got changed, prepared to meet bi under my block. feeling rather heavy though. had a heated tiff in the night before. was worrying how things will turn out to be when we meet up and if silence would occur, or quarrellings will happen all over again.
bi called me at 930 to tell me he has reached and is waiting for me downstairs. i told him im drying my hair, will be there in awhile. done drying, grabbed my bag, open the door and this was what i saw at my gate (photo above, took while waiting for the lift)
sa gua left these at my gate with 2 notes. one sticked to my fav chocolate milk, the other to the kinder bueno and calbury chocolate. CONTENT WILL BE KEPT CONFIDENTIAL :p ♥ forgave him since he's so sweet early in the morning. blehs. i know, im alittle over sensitive yesterday. its partly my fault. sorry my dear :]
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reached the cathay at 11plus, didnt really know what movie to watch :p decided on paranormal activity at last. oh, its my choice. & i swear, its the worst choice EVER! :B yet its still ranked as the top 5 movies. its the WORST movie i ever watched.
funniest thing was, when the movie ends, the lights went on, everyone sat there, nobody moved. everyone was like wondering, 'wtf, it ended?' nobody left the threatre until music were played. (those classicals u get to hear when the movie ends while everyone is walking out). i bet everyone was cursing and swearing. its just a waste of money + 86 mins of precious time.
well anyways, went ps, shopped around. went to the arcade. there was this couple trying to catch this bait that would allow them to exchange for this really really big duck soft toy. that guy spend so much money till the people at the arcade came over to place the bait at an angle so that they will catch it for sure :] we stood there and watched the 'show' :p
went off, walked around and realised theres so many things i wanna get. too many for wish come true ._. hahas.
- that sony camera - that VAIO mini lappy - that pretty couple necklace. - a router ; internet connection for my lappy.
bi needs a new digital watch and now he wants a ipod touch with a larger storage size :[] he's really more fickle minded then me :p
so little money with so many wants. bi says i needa work :p hahas. nahs, --
bi: you should know, as long as you want it, i'll will get it for you. me: you're gonna become my atm if thats the case. bi: thats 疼老婆 :D
~my sa gua ♥
headed home at 4plus. it was raining so heavily when we reached clementi. took 189 to somewhere nearer to my place. ran in the rain back home with bi :] ~fun :p
- - took this few days ago at ngee ann blk 72. construction in progress. pretty scary. it looks like a preview of 2012 in ngee ann :p
guess im gonna mug at je library tmr. its time for notes. goodnight earth.
'i can live without anything. but i cant live without you.' he said.
♥ Date: @ 12:05 AM
baby, you know that, maybe its time for miracles.
im defeated. all over again. wake me up right before the world ends.
♥ Date: Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 11:28 PM
met bi at 10plus. 老地方~under my block :]
went clementi central, bi applied for the new dbs platinum visa card :p we just like pretty cards. hahas :D its with me right now. shimmery black ♥
train to tiong bahru, took bus 123 to his ah ma place for a visit :] guess what. today is the 123rd day, 4th month we have been tgt ♥ coincidence? :p
went tiong bahru plaza at 1plus, just to get bread talk ._. headed to jp after that.
window shopped around, sat at mac cafe for hot fudge. bi told me many scary stories and now im only interested in swensen :p i dont even knw if swensen is okay.. :[] hahas.
met up with sis. she was with her friends at jp for 2012 :] took 198 home tgt. me, bi & sis.
me and bi fell aslp on the bus. sis woke us up just in time to drop at the right bus stop :]
a great day indeed. its not the happenings, its the person who's right beside.
happy 4th month-sary once again ♥ , before the clock strikes 12. i love you, billy tan yong soon.
till the day you really understand. when will it comes?
♥ Date: @ 12:00 AM
ytd:
'business lunch' practice at Alumni.
seriously, speechless.
i wasnt about food. pretty obvious from the pictures above.
neither was it about cutleries.
all we got was - a dinner knief, spoon, dinner fork, and the rest in PLASTIC.
worst of all, the pathetic plastic cup. those that you get from your dentist for you to rinse your mouth.
whats the different if we were to practice it in the canteen? :S
saw the pathetic portion of the 'chicken chop' & the over starchy chicken soup? :B
okay. enough of my complains.
thats what we got for 5$ ._.
today:
had a lesson on telephone etiquette during BCOMM.
pretty interesting. nothing really new though.
its pretty much the same as what i did in the office during sem holidays :p
there's gonna be an assessment on this.
the tutor will be calling anytime next week during our e-learning week for a graded telephone assessment.
its gonna be someting like a role play where i'll be the telephone operator.
well well :]
met bi after my class at 4plus.
went arcade for awhile before he send me home.
i love the way you held me tightly under the umbrella.
HAPPY 4th MONTH-SARY ♥
i just want you to know that you'll never be replaced. many more to go!
♥ Date: Monday, November 16, 2009 @ 11:17 PM
classes in the morning. spend the rest of the day with bi and his 3 friends - alex, mark and jason had lunch together, got all so fascinate by mark's driving skills :p hahas. still, my bi's has the best driving skills :D
went up to mark's place for them to do their work. i sat tgt with them, read the investment lecture notes. obviously because i couldnt catch what chong kek weng was talking about this morning :[] he's alrdy cmi, yet he found another cmi speaker to talk to us for an hour out of his two hours lecture. guess what, he left us with half the notes unfilled. seriously...
anyways, bi sent me home at 6. was playing with our iopd touch thoughout the journey on the mrt :p homed at 7plus.
gonna have lunch with our bcomm teacher at alumni tmr. erm, i forgot her name ._. hahas. its part of the module course, dinning ettiqutte. well, its not about eating. its about those dumb cutleries :B
shall update again tmr. nights earth ♥
♥ Date: Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 10:51 PM
i am a little confused today. forgot how times we alighted at city hall mrt station, how many times at bugis mrt station. but well, im home safely with bi around :p
met bi under my block at 10plus in the morning. not expo today, but sim lim instead :] to look at ipod touchs :p
so bugis, tiong bahru, city hall then bugis. if im not wrong. hahas.
got our ipod touchs at funnan ♥ skinning it soon? im so loving it :p
pretty protective covers?
mine in red, bi's one in pink :p
im crazily spamming free application now.
& i havent done my cfas tutorial questions for tmr's tutorial :p
goodnights.
♥ bi, thanks for the great day.
i love the day,
love those sweet little things you did for me,
but baby, i love you more ♥
♥ Date: Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 11:57 PM
bi said 8am. yes, he manage to wake up at 8sharp, gave me a msg to tell me that he woke up earlier then me :] replied his msg 5mins later, no reply from him. guess what. he went back to slp after sending that msg :B hahas.
met bi at 10. got a scare from him again :p train to orchard. bought tickets for 2012 at cineleisure.
quite a stunning movie. very thought provoking indeed. many little thoughts went thru my mine when i 'saw' how the world is gonna end. in that tragic way. in the middle, bi asked me what will i do if one day, the world were to collaspe. i told him, i will just let myself die. with everything tumbling down, the world spliting into pieces, i doubt i could run anywhere, unless I have a plane. just like what happened in the show. ALRIGHT. TOUCHWOOD. tsk.
went orchard central to look at itouch :p yes. STILL deciding :]
train to IMM, walked around, looking at touch again :p. as usual, my bi got stuck to the tv at best, with those short preview of new released dvds.
back home at 5. sis was playing basketball at the court downstairs. bi joined, play for awhile, then he send me home.
sa gua msg me awhile after i reached home. he says: lao po, tomorrow we go hello kitty fair? guessed it telepathy again!
i saw the expo fair on the cleo magazine few weeks ago, didnt have the chance to bring it up. or rather, when i remember, i dont have a chance, when i do have a chance to, i forgot all about it :p it's actually a fair to celebrate kitty's 35th anniversary ♥ got really excited when bi says he wanna bring me there tmr. he knws i love kitty, the ones without a mouth :D
went to the official website, realised the entrance ticket cost a bomb. i know he will bring me there if i want to. bt, i still have doubts on spending that kind of money ._. bi suggested that we head down to expo tmr morning and we shall see about it from there. so, yup.
oh, bi's holidays strts now :p he will be reporting back to changi for school & receiving his best trainee award on the 23 nov :] time time, slow down pls? :p
goodnights peeps. till tmr! ♥
we know, today is a special day. treasure it the way you promised.
♥ Date: Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 11:40 PM
TR lecture in the morning, followed by IV tutorial.
went for tutorial without any preparation :p manage to catch most of it though. really had to thank mrs sang. she's a very patient tutor :]
met kai jun and ck in the lib at 1 after all the last tutorial to dicuss on our LSR project. didnt do much today. split the work & i left school at 3.
reached home at 4. nap till 5plus :p
re-did all the tutorial questions for today's tutorial. discussed alittle with guan yu thru the phone. finally able to understand everything after 2hours :]
wanted to clear the tutorials for LSR in mel. realise mel is down, till tmr noon. tsk. spoil my mugging mood :p
today marks the end of bi's on job training :] he's having his celebration dinner and ktv tonight. he should be enjoying his ktv session with this campmates now. he better be a good boy :B anyways, 2012 tmr! probably at the cathay? ♥
bi wanna meet me at 8am early in the morning tmr, to see me alittle longer :] i wonder if he can make it so early in the morning. should be discipline enough lurhs. hor, sergeant tan? :p ♥
6more days to FOUR. everything obstacles we went through tgt, made us alittle stronger as fate brings us further. being on this journey is a decision we made on the 190709, with no regrets.
bi, thanks for that one hour of love songs ♥
♥ Date: Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 11:04 PM
woke up at 9 in the morning. i just couldnt sleep till late afternoon. what to do.. body clock works that way :[]
got change, went for manicure at 11plus ♥ wanted to head science park striaight from my place. but i mistook 145 for 1245. realised i still have alot of time after my manicure session. called kaijun for 21294849483 times & he just didnt answer my call. he did in the end, met him in school at 145 for the science park field trip.
got chocolate pucca and lychee lakerol from cheers :] oh, got to thank kaujun for that bottle of green tea. board the bus at 2pm, afew of them headed there by themselves. was 'gossiping' with gabriel, melody, kenneth and kai jun at the back of the bus :p kenneth was damn funny when we were on thew bus. he kept saying the wants mac at science park when we dont have the time for it. the only possible time is when the lab session ends at 4plus. so i offered him the box of lakerol i bought. he put it in his mouth and he went 'wah, you sweet very nice!'. all of us strted laughing. then he admitted - 'mayb because i didnt eat my lunch'.
the lab session were full of craps. sat in fours. my table - me, kaijun, bahari and CK. was trying to do some agar from this equipment for the 'DNA' threads to pass through and seperate themselves according to sizes.
agarose gel electrophoresis :
i filled the blue one into the well :]
i feel we could go alittle more indepth.
nothing thought provoking for today.
phone die-ed almost to the end of the lab session.
others stayed to look at the exhibition.
i rushed off straight after the lab ended,
to charge my phone.
didnt want bi to get worried when i didnt reply his msges ♥
lied on my bed the moment i reached home.
feeling really tired.
tired of everything.
my heart feels so heavy once again.
i want to solve the problem.
but i dont knw how.
i didnt sleep, i couldnt get to sleep.
i closed my eyes for an hour.
time just past like that.
only one call in that hour.
a unhappy one.
i dont know. i really dont.
all this while, i have been trying my very best.
to fall in love once again, after failing for the last time.
to understand your every situation.
to be alittle less stubborn,
alittle less hot tempered.
no reason.
just like you, i give everything i could when i love.
mayb, afterall,
you didnt see them at all.
whats happening.
i dont understand.
worlds apart.
♥ Date: Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 1:48 PM
track running: Worlds Apart by The Veronicas
I'm gonna hold you for the last time I'm gonna cry but afraid not to let it show This is the hardest way to say goodbye 'Cause as you walk away I'm feeling so alone I don't understand You had to leave and I'm not part of your plan We both agreed but now I regret There are so many things I should have said
But now I've let you go I'm holding back the tears I'm here alone Forgetting all the years And now there's nothing I can do to bring you back to me Oh So we live our different lives It's so hard and there's no more you and I but we're worlds apart
Sometimes it's hard to get to sleep at night Sometimes I think about the way it could've been I see you everytime I close my eyes I try to shut you out Instead I let you in I can't pretend I wanted it to end For you and me
CHORUS But now I've let you go I'm holding back the tears I'm here alone Forgetting all the years And now there's nothing I can do to bring you back to me Oh So we live our different lives It's so hard and there's no more you and I And I'm missing you tonight But we're worlds apart
What I'd give for one more day Just to say the things I need to say If only Time was not erased
As you walked away I knew I couldn't explain to you And I can't pretend I wanted this to end For you and me
♥ Date: Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 11:17 PM
went for CFAS lecture in the morning. NOTHING went in. was walking or rather running in and out of the lecture hall answering calls and trying to settle some problem created by some fcuking bitch. yes, bitch. she's nothing more then that. well, all my friends agreed on that. caught up with the lecture with the help of the girls later on :]
wasnt in a good mood throughout the lessons. the girls were trying to cheer me up, giving me suggestions at the same time. i shallnt say what had already happened because it will DIRTY my blog by mentioning that bitch here.
skipped CM class, left school at 2pm after lunch. cab to imm to meet bi. he took urgent leave. for? settle the problem caused by that bloody person.
cab to tuas west. couldnt locate her, cab to chevrons.
reached there at around 3. bi play pool as usual, i disturb him and drink my fruit punch :p he ordered lime bacardi for himself. & i kept taking sips & sips of his drink ♥ until bi says im not allow to drink anymore. ahahs. he so fierce. got to drink my fruit punch instead :p hmm, i taste lime but smell alcohol :]
dumbdumb drank too fast, whole face turn red wasnt drunk, just red :B
bi cab to tuas again at 4plus, i took a bus home myself.
& im done with my tutorial questions for tmr, did some revision for CFAS :] yays. finally productive! i know im sinful today, for saying all the nasty words above. but well, man adapt to different circumstances. i guess i have to, to prevent myself from suffocating/choking to death with all the curse&swears in me.
ciao ♥
its REALLY PATHETIC when you have to ATTRACT ATTENTION in this stupid manner, to NO AVAIL. PATHETIC. tsk.
♥ Date: Monday, November 9, 2009 @ 11:08 PM
school as usual today. phone die-ed when i was on my way to school. but well, Lt 20 doesnt have any reception. so it doesnt really matter :p
IV was one whole chuck of crapp. i dont understand what ckw is talking about. sigh, there goes my gpa for this sem. and i seems to be prety sure about that.
anyways, i went school empty handed. meaning, i forgot all about aerobics again :p i has been 3weeks since classes strted. and i havent gone for any. just plain lazy and the charge of instructor just doesnt sound appealing :B
zann ask me to accompany her to aerobic today. wasnt in the mood to stay at home since lessons ends at 1pm today. so i went home straight after class, got my shoes and stuff, went back to school to meet her :] on the way back, she msg me and told me that she might have left her pencil case in the last tutorial class. reached school at 2pm met her at blk72, went up to the classroom with her. couldnt find. she tried calling her classmates but none saw it. its just one hour since she ended class and inbetween this onehour, there issnt any class. & the tutor was all along in the classroom. so we came to a conclusion. someone took it PURPOSELY. and we more or less know who is the childish person :[] all we could do now is to pray that the pencil case will appear by itself :S her financial calculator is inside :[
alrights. we had a new instructor for aerobics today. a male malay instructor. he is pretty enthu throughout the whole session. but, still, im more comfortable with kara/cara (however you spell it) our previous female instructor. no way to complain, as this is the best we could get for the time being.
bi was pretty worried when i told him that today's instructor is gonna be a male. he says he dont like it :p my silly boy. have assured him that nothing is gonna happen and i'll take good care of myself ♥
things are piling up. projects ans revisions. common tests will strt on the 14 dec, less than a month to go. i needa buck up!~
UPCOMINGS:
- end of bi's OJT - bi's one week holiday - 4th month-sary ; surprise plans by bi ♥ - e-learning week - common test - two weeks holiday.
♥
♥ Date: Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 4:34 PM
i shall strt with ytd. :]
ytd: met terence at gym at 11plus. half an hour on the track, gossip gossip, then we went for kfc again :p headed to west mall at 2plus to get something for his girlfriend :]
as usual, we update each other on recent happenings & we had a good laugh over some stuff :p
received bi's msg at 8plus 9 at night, saying that he will be back in sing very soon. & will message me again tmr morning when his reach sing ♥
today: woke up by daddy at 7plus. ask me eat breakfast :B he bought noodles back from the market :] received 13 msges from bi. he will only be able to book out at 11am and have to be back by 2pm in the afternoon.
had my breakfast, went back to slp at 8plus. got a shock when i realised it was 11 the moment i open my eyes. suppose to meet him at 1145 at jp :[] though he ask me not to rush, we only have 1hours odd for lunch tgt. so i got changed, cab to jp.
bi was having his hair cut at QB house when i reached. went to look for durian cake for his campmate - jason's birthday. got a medium one from durian delight, 48$, 100% durian. :p
went mac for lunch. wanted to get some stuff from ntuc before he book in again, but the queue was super long. ended up with 3packets for sweets from some chocolate booth :]
left jp at 130. bi cab back to camp, i took 198 back home ♥ & here im updating :p
sa gua wants me to make sure that im available on the 19th his month. he says he has something special for me. & he wants me to bring a camera along. wonder what is he up to :p
though we could only meet for just a short while i could still feel his heart, beating for me, im still the first one he wishes to see. 11 more days to FOUR ♥ ♥
he & his silly thoughts again ♥
♥ Date: Friday, November 6, 2009 @ 10:35 PM
editted - ohmytian. episode 13 & 14 is OUT. gonna be a panda tmr :p
jeffery wu's lecture this morning. still as entertaining even though he kept reminding himself not to crack jokes. he was complaint by thong - tell jokes for 2hours, lecture 5 mins :p hahas.
rmbed i said '9 slides of powerpoint'? its actually 17 slides. i dont knw why i left out 8slides. & i only had the beginning and the conclusion. how funny :B
bt well, not surprising :p
ended IV pretty early at 1230. went over to the library with shun hiang while waiting for guan yu, zann and annie to join us to finish up the executive summary for BCOMM.
on the way to the lib, me and shun haing were talking about couples quarrelling on the streets. we have actually seen boyfriend running into the mrt leaving his girlfriend crying on the platform during a tiff, girlfriend standing at a corner, boyfriend trying so hard to pacify the girl, couples shouting at each other in the middle of the shopping mall etc.
sad to say, yes, im guilty of these. shouting at each other in the middle of shopping malls, ran away and headed home alone after a tiff on orchardroad. & i'll never forget that tight slap i gave him after hours of shouting at his place. both of us didnt want things to turn out that way. but, what is done can never be undone.
sometimes, when we loses control of situations, we tend to do things that anyone in the right mind will not, & regret it later.
looking back, those were just plain childishness. everything strted with 一时的冲动. love should be beautiful. once it turns ugly, it becomes a one way route. & thats when things has to go. if you yet to realise, every cut in the heart leaves a permanent scar. forgiven but not forgotten.
anyways, i know im getting too emotional. the past still haunts at random moments. im still waiting for the release of new episodes for my hong kong drama :p bi will be back in sing tmr if im not wrong. or mayb i should say - he will be back if nothing goes wrong :]
ciao peeps ♥
i've yet to figure out exactly i want. & whats with that feeling in me. im confused, by myself.
♥ Date: Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 11:30 PM
woke up late today. forgotten to set my alarm. well, just 15mins late :] im still earlier than shun hiang :p
had hotdog bun for breakfast at the lib cafe, went to print the dumb booking slips for the room we booked. studied till 12plus. & this is what happened.
kai jun called me.
him: qingqing, where are you? me: still in the library (he msn me at 12 asking me what time i'll reach school, so i told him im in school since 830, studying in the library) him: im walking to the class. you come to class now okay. me: okay. cya there.
so i strted packing my stuff. not yet 5mins, he called again.
him: where are you alrdy. me: packing my stuff. can let me pack my stuff anot.. very fast. him: faster come class. dont wanna be alone. me: huhs? class nobody mehs. CK lehs? where are you? him: dont know. i reaching classroom soon. ehs, i come library find you. you take forever to come. me: u stay in class. im coming soon. him: i wait for you at the zeba crossing (the one between library and blk 56) me: i havent eat lunch. buying food at atrium. see you there then.
so i strted packing my stuff. he msg me.
his text: i help you queue up at the fourleaves bread shop first. the queue very long. i replied: huhs. you know what i want to eat mehs. his replied: what you want to eat.
then he called again.
me: im coming down alrdy. just wait.
guess what. when i reached atrium, i was at the end of the spiral staircase from the lib to the atrium. he told me he actually queued up but he left the queue because i wasnt there yet when it was his turn. so i decided not to eat since the queue was super long. he suggested cheers. okay fine. i thought could get my pucca, chocolate flavour at cheers. i took the underpass as the rain was really heavy, he walk over via the zebra crossing. i told him i wont melt, but my laptop will die. he gave me his file, ask me cover MYSELF. i thought i said its my LAPTOP?:B
reached cheers, he kept asking me not to eat tibits for lunch. UNHEALTHY. so i grab a bao and offcourse my pucca :p
speechless. he is naggy enough to be my mum. & gan ziong enough to be a auntie :S ask shun hiang. she's my best witness :[] hahas.
LSR was pretty fine. we talked about stem cells today. oh ya, theres gonna be a field trip to the science park for us next thurs :] still remember the days where we get our parents to sign a consent form, chartered bus to the science park, queueing up in twos, teacher doing head count.. blah &blahs. not forgetting macdonalds :p
anyways, didnt do much in the library today. wasnt in the right mood. headed home at 4plus after LSR.
tmr's lecture is gonna be a very short one. 9slides of powerpoint. what do you think? :]
goodnights ♥
wonder hows everything at sea. i miss you baby,
♥ Date: Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @ 11:17 PM
last lecture ended at 4. went to cut my hair, trim off all the dead ones :B
reached home at 5plus. started working on the tutorial for investment due on friday. and now im discussing projects online :X
so many things piling up. & i havent strted on my notes.
gonna strt mugging with shun hiang tmr :p i need MOTIVATION ♥
nights peeps.
♥ Date: @ 1:45 PM
was too busy to update ytd night :]
classes ended at 4pm yesterday. went for aerobics committee meeting at 5pm. left at 6pm. oh, my pay is in. & its gonna disappear very soon :p
bi sailed off ytd night at 9pm. though theres some arguements previously, everything's better alrdy. i dont know how exactly things will be for us. for now, i shall hold on to what he told me, that things will be better in 2 weeks time after his job training :]
im feeling alright for the time being. pretty occupied by school stuff and hong kong drama on pps tv :p life should be as simple as possible issnt it? ♥
gossiping with the girls right now :[] ~ will update again tonight :]
before he left, he wants me to remember that no matter what happens, im the only one he loves.
♥ Date: Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 5:19 AM
met bi under my block early in the morning at 7plus. he needs to booking straight after his medical test today. so morning is the only chance for us to meet up before he sail off for 5days.
school as usual at 9 today. ckw is getting better. that i have to admit :]
anyways, mrs choo is very cute i swear. though i havent seen her angry face yet :p
well, appointment at 2pm. rebonded my hair. everything is back to straight and definitely so much more MANAGABLE. one burden off :p i really couldnt take it anymore. curls are feminine but TROUBLESOME :]
guess what, saw jace the moment i step out of the saloon. just ytd he told me i look like auntie with my hair permed. there he goes 'wah, hair change liao'. zzz. should have boxed him.
girl msg me just now. will be sharing everything with her tmr. feeling really heavy this few days. many problems that i thought wouldnt happen strts surfacing. i dont know exactly how long will i be able to hold on. i felt as if, im the only one with all the worries. clear enough, i know i dont have a solution to any of them. the key lies somewhere else. theres so much i want to say, so much i want to bring across. but you dont seems like you want to face it. then again, i know, 有些事是不能够勉强的..
however, even before so many things happened, i once promised myself that, 不管这么样，我会对自己好一点.
我想把快乐找回来. nights readers ♥
thanks for assuring me that everything will be back to how it used to be. but, what i need issnt all that you have said. its that feel, that im looking for. that feel that's missing.
♥ Date: Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 11:03 PM
went bi's place in the morning. andy and lina was home too :]
chill awhile, went for lunch at west coz cafe. ordered the meal for 2. 3 dishes and drinks. salad you tiao dried chilli chicken
seafood mixed vegetables.
over all as OKAY :p wanted to study there, but the place was packed. so we went off, back to bi's place.
went cc, wanted to study tgt at the study room. but my dumbdumb say he dont understand whats on the notes and his manual is on the ship :B who blur huhs :p
well, so he went to play his basketball, i sat there, do my tutorials :] one of the guys threw the basketball and it almost landed on my head. missed by a little :B my bi went: 幸好你没有打到她，不然我打你. hahas. bi, i remembered ♥ sa gua.
went MOF at 430. had 3 scoops icecream gelato (waffle) again. this time round, -wild berry, hazenut and mint i still like the chocolate and durian we tried the last time ♥ he drew something for me behind the order slip again :p oh, MOF ice water is pathetic :S hahas.
shopped around west coast plaza. bi bought sushi at cold storage, sent me home at 6.
bi is going for another sailing for 5days till the 7 nov. his ojt will officially complete on the 13nov :] & im hoping things would get better for us. jiayous baby!~
anyways, just finished tutorial for treasury. currencies are driving me insane. class ends at 1pm tmr. i seriously need to sleep.
bye earth.
bi, thanks for the two sweet days and the melody you caught for me ytd ♥ i really enjoyed myself & i hope you feel the same :} i'll rmb what you always say, - no matter what happens, theres still you. & im always in your heart. i love you.
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♥ time to REWIND
♥ mini VAIO lappy
♥ couple digital watch :D
♥ ccouple ****
♥ that charles and keith tote bag
♥ new makeup pouch
♥ more time with boyfriend
♥ new earpiece
♥ Aino
♥ watch sunrise together with boyfriend ♥
♥ ROUTER!
♥ ipod touch 8GB/32GB
♥ happiness
♥ to be pampered :p
♥ world peace
♥ true friends
♥ replenish my wardrobe
♥ hit the gym more often
♥ third ear piercing
♥ new adaptor for my lappy
♥ lots of beauty sleep! :D
♥ gatherings with PSB colleagues
♥ new long wallet
♥ graduate with gpa 3.7/4.0
Billy ♥ Qing Qing
somewhere inbetween our laughters, long talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes, we fell in love ♥
