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♥ Date: Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 10:45 PM

my mango yoghurt & bi's rootbeer float.

ice lemon tea and his fruitpunch yoghurt.

had a tifff with bi yesterday night.

mood swing were partly to be blame.

woke up at 10 in the morning.

bi suggested to meet at 11.

met him at wcplaza.

i went there early, wanted to get some stuff from popular.

then i realised it opens at 11 :[]

had breakfast with bi at the market.

fish soup + 3 bowls or rice.

offcourse, 1 for me, 2 for that piggy :p

took a bus to clementi central,

arcade awhile,

headed to imm.

went around looking at phones,

got the things i needed from popular,

played the ufo machines :]

caught nothing, walk over to akira :p

bi wanted to get his dvd remote control, but he didnt take down his model number,

left empty handed.

back to clementi central at ard 2.

went KBOX for k-lunch ♥

my first time at kbox :]

sang the songs we like,

& now my bi is crazy after watching the mv for 明明很爱你 :D

snapped a few pictures,

but the quality is pretty bad due to the lighting.

above are the few decent ones :]

left at 5plus.

home sweet home~

another 3 full days with boyfriend.

most probably spending the day tmr at je library or somewhere where i could do some work :p

need save up for the weekends!

hello 2010, goodbye 2009!

happy new year, peeps ♥

bibi oie :p

i really enjoyed myself k-ing with you today.

bet you didnt know its my first time singing into a mic :B

thanks for the hugg early in the morning, after the tiff we had ytd night.

i know, it was my fault.

you're are a great boyfriend, those were just words out of anger.

i hope you wont take it to heart.

i'm sorry.

though you forbid me from drinking too much iced ribena,

i still love you as always :p

♥ Date: Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 11:21 PM

我好累。

♥ Date: @ 10:28 PM

set my alarm at 715.
woke up at 8 .__.
bi's morning call came late :S

but anyway,
i was earlier than shun hiang.
met her at the room we booked.
settle down, waited for jun rong and thong leong.
started our discussion on the board game we are supposed to produce in one months time.

discussion was great.
ideas were generated.
it has been a very long time since i had such a efficient project discussion.
its either allocation of work thru emails or we just waste our time chattering away, going home with zero black and white.
idea is more or less finalised, though the board of the game is gonna be in a weird shape.
it's a group effort & thats the beauty of a production as a team :]

jun rong and thongleong left at 2plus.
me and shun hiang sat there,
headache over IV proj.
i started looking thru the company's annual report of 3years.
30over pages of CRAP for each report.
after few pages, we decided to go HOME :D
both of us had our eyes half closed by then :p

189 to clementi central.
bi told me he's on his way back to clementi, at redhill.
he wanted to surprise me at school.
but i left earlier :p

met him at central.
arcade awhile,
homed.

I FINALLY FIGURED OUT HOW TO DO Q4 FOR OUR IV PROJ :]
special thanks to zann ♥
felt so relieved.

bi's day off tmr ♥
i wonder how would it be :]

one more day to 2010
goodnights.

sometimes i wonder,
if you remember very little happenings we went through together & how long will they remain in your memory.

sometimes i hope,
you would make plans,
just for us.

♥ Date: Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 10:52 PM

now, the grey bunny found its partner ♥

met shun hiang in school at around 10 in the morning.
went to the library.
called the two girls to get the ids.
booked a room from 9 to 5 straight for project discussion on wednesday.

solved a few areas for the 3 projects, allocated jobs for the last one.
ain't feeling very well throughout the whole morning.
painful throat.

went lunch tgt at 12 plus.
ate curry vegetable don with chicken cutlet.
good job. if bi knows, he's gonna kill me :p
i guess that killed my throat.
stubborn lurhs .__.
got myself the nutri tea - chrysanthemum tea wih wolfberries.
no longer works :B

told shun hiang i need the doctor.
so we left school at 2plus.

meet mummy at westcoast.
went to the doctor.

throat infection, flu, slight fever & cough.
slpt from 6plus till ard 9plus after taking the medicine.
dumb dumb ask me to drink more cough syrup so that i can go all high and fall asleep instantly.
biish.

bi called me at 7plus.
told me he wanna pass me something.
never expected it to be the yellow bunny ♥
he ran all the way to my home to pass me the bunny, hoping to cheer me up :D
he says, it 2bucks :p
he went to catch it straight after his book out.

my sweet boyfriend~ ♥

guess i am gonna rest for the whole day tmr.
before all the chiong-ing of projects again.
till then!

silly boy wants the bunnies to takecare of me when he's not around ♥

♥ Date: Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 10:04 PM

town with bi in the afternoon.
met him under my block.
half way while walking to the bus stop, i realised i didnt bring my ezlink.
WENT BACK :B
walked back to the bus stop again.
took 106, alighted at tanglin mall.
the place with bi first held my hands :p

brought the kitty out today.
threw my ipod and everything inside.
lots of girls kept looking at my direction :]
not me, but the kitty ♥

suppose to meet his kor at paragon to pass him the stuff he wanted.
reached, called, he told us he's having lunch at lucky plaza.
walked to lucky plaza, met him at the entrance.
bi was talking to him, so i stood at a corner.
then he came over, took my kitty and said thank you .__.
my bag! :B
hahas.
he said '什么来的? so cute.' :p
have been seeing him quite often nowadays, seems friendly?
at least he smiles to me :]

cant help but to get the ice cream that appear everywhere along orchard road :]
went over to cine,
had kfc for lunch.

got chocolate chip with macadamia at famous amos.
took a bus back to clementi central, for bi to cut his hair.

went to the arcade.
saw this 20 odd old couple trying to catch the bunny in one of the ufo machine.
they walked off to another machine after mutiple tries.
bi itchy hands again.
caught the bunny with 1$.
guessed we 气死 the couple who tried so many times.
they kept starring at us after that :p

this is how it goes: drop 2tokens, adjust the claw, hit the button, arrow landed on fate, claw became 'stronger', bunny caught.
wanted to get the female one(in yellow),
but, we didnt want to spend anymore.

& now bi says, 'girl, you looks like bunny. very cute'.
so i asked: 'whats his name? (referring to the bunny)
he say: bunny.
so i said: 'then i bunny TWO'.

okay, i know its lame.
pardon me.

home sweet home ~

♥

meeting shun hiang for projects and stuff tmr.
one more week of holidays to go.
i feel as if semester ended :[]
how?

bi, i love you,
more than you know.

innocence is brillance.
somethings are better off not known,
yet humans does whateva it takes to discover the truth.

♥ Date: Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 10:36 PM

Innocence by Avril Lavigne

Waking up I see that everything is okay
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful, it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, it's so beautiful, it's so beautiful
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now, it makes me want to cry
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
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caught Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 at suntec at 12plus.

had mac for brunch, spent 10bucks on the candy world machine next to eng wah (a few mentos?) before the movie.

no more shaker fries :[

anyways,

now i agree that short and fat is cute in his or her own way.

Theodore is SUPER CUTE cans!

im asking bi to get me one.

i dont care. muhahas :D

went over to marina.

thats when my 'heartaches' started.

i saw this kitty makeup box in one of the ufo machine (picture above).

& bi insisted on getting it for me.

i have to say, i fell in love with it at one glance :p

so we started with 10bucks. 2$ one try(we tot).

another 10, another 10.

till the 30th dollar, we realised, its 3$ for 2 tries.

machine cheater our feelings .__.

there goes another 10.

then another 6.

GOT IT ♥

we gave up a few times inbetween.

but went back there again.

i guess it normal reactions of humans?

不服气, after spending so much without getting the thing you wanted :[]

so, that box cost 46$.

bi wanted to know the exact cost of that box.

but i went 'i dont want to know, i dont want to know'.

i'll literally bang my head on the wall if the person tells me it cost anything less than 46bucks.

bi went over to ask, i stood far far away.

that lady kept smiling.

but well, she dont know the price either :]

i love the box.

but it issnt of very good material.

i hope it doesnt disfigured too quickly :p

dont think im gonna throw my makeups inside.

one stain and that it.

im gonna...

put my phone, my cards, everything i need for shopping,

and bring it out.

i dont care if i look like a crazie woman :B

took away 2 loaves of bi's fav garlic bread at pizza hut before we left.

bi's hand itchy again.

took their ballons and started making while waiting for our orders.

ever seen 3 small balloons in one big balloon?

ask me bi :p

gave the balloon to a little girl at the bus stop before boarding the bus.

friendly parents :]

home at 6.

bugis & beach road tmr.

today's a great day ♥

goodnight earthlings.

when you told me,

you're ready to make the vow of your life,

to takecare of me for the rest of my life,

i know, i'll have no regrets.

even if everlasting love never exist.

one trust, one me.

it's all you've got.

& all you have to cherish.

♥ Date: Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 10:38 PM

Merry Christmas ♥
i love you.

♥ Date: Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 11:58 PM

suppose to meet bi at 10 today morning.
dumb dumb overslpt.
biish.

chatted on msn with poh khim at 9plus while waiting for that da shao ye to wake up .__.
he woke up at 1030,
so we met at 11.

took 97 to convention,
walk over to funan.
my second time at funan this week :B
had kfc for brunch.
the new spicy chicken was pretty nice :p

walk around funan.
saw the dkny perfume again :]
found the scent i like.
didnt buy though.

bi couldnt find the game he wanted.
so we took 12 to bugis, walk over to sim lim.
saw the game in full set, but it was too ex :]

went back to bugis junction, basement arcade.
bi caught the hello kitty i wanted long ago ♥
yay-ness :D
we call her mao mao :]
bi tried kidnapping her by stuffing her in his bag :[]
ahhhhhh. hahas.

tried the mango tango at this fruitdrinks stall near the arcade.
4$, but i kinda love it ♥

took 197 back.
bi cuddled me to sleep on the bus ♥ ♥
he sang to me with the ipod thoughout the journey :]

i carried his bag & he piggy me back all the way home :p
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i shall end off with a random photo taken with sis today.

look at her expression.

super funny :p

she was the one holding the cam ♥

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL ♥
goodnights.

for those guessing,

i did not get tgt with him because he's rich, he's better looking or whatsoever.

& I DID NOT GIVE MYSELF TO HIM.

everything between us remained as simple as it should be.

so stop guessing.

if these guesses aint irritating enough,

i didnt see a need to explain myself.

because, nobody else needs to know.

清者自清。

♥ Date: Wednesday, December 23, 2009 @ 9:48 PM

went breakfast with bi early in the morning at kfc ♥
received sis's call awhile after we finish eating.
went down to new town.
went to get her books for her while mummy brought her to buy her uniform.
got her books, sat down at the canteen with bi while waiting for her to get her pe attire.
was looking at students with different uniforms from different school,
trying to predict what kind of person will they become when sec school life starts :p
hahas.
i admit we kinda bad.
but well :]

decided to bring the books back home first.
20mins walk home, reached home at 10plus.
mummy came back not long after.
guess what. i started trying on new town uniform.
& i could fit nicely into my sis uniform.
i swear the skirt is damn long .__.
i folded it 6times, before it became the length of the kent ridge school skirt
i used to wear in the past.

bi says i really look like a ah lian in the uniform :p
honestly, i feel so too :x
hahas.

left home at 11plus.
both of us, dumb-dumbly tot today was tuesday.
Gelare icecream is half the price on every tuesday :p
so we decided to go down to causeway for waffle ice cream.

walked to the bus stop behind my place.
when we reached the bus stop, i merely said 我想喝水。
bi ran all the way to the mama shop a few roads away to get me a drink.
then i guessed the shop ain't open,
so he ran to the coffee shop & got me ribena,
came back sweating :[
大傻瓜 ♥

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reached there, realised today is WEDNESDAY.
feel so dumb :[]

had pizzahut student meal instead.
cause gelare ice cream is super ex on days without discount :B

went to timezone.
bi redeemed some stuff for me with the points in his gold tap card :]
hahas.
if i didnt remember wrongly,
2 kitty pens, one set of highlighters, kitty erasers and a writing board.
seriously, theres nothing else for us to redeem.
♥

took 963 back to west coast,
was playing taptap, 2 players with bi's ipod touch.
he kept losing :p
because i CHEATED! :D
had so much fun,
bi laughed till his tummy ache :p

took a walk at west coast plaza,
bi sent me home at 4plus today, exceptionally early.
admit i was feeling very good.
guess its all cause i didnt have enough sleep for the past few days.
went home, lie on my bed.
knocked off.

bi sat at the stairs near my place.
waited for me.
but.
sorry bi, i really wasnt feeling very well.
though you said its okay.
but. i am still feeling bad over it.

i dont know why,
both of us ain't in very good mood today.
hopefully, tmr will be a better day :]

goodnight earth.

我的童话故事，不允许任何的不完美。

♥ Date: Tuesday, December 22, 2009 @ 9:53 PM

Mindcafe @ funan with the girls today.
i'll let the photos do the talking.
just plain lazy :p

met zann at ard 11 at the bus stop near my place.
197 to convention.
met shun hiang guan yu at cityhall.
had lunch at kfc,
reached mindcafe at exactly 2 :]
happy hours starts at 2, ends at 6 ♥

thats about it :]

we tried quite a few selection of games.

some where pretty lame .__.

theres one called 'now, stop laughing' - 现在不要笑。

we are supposeto take turns to draw the action or the joke card to do the action or tell the joke stated on the card to the rest of the players.

the one who laugh first has to pay the peformer one coin.

the funniest thing was.

in the instruction manual,

it says. laughing is definite by showing the teeths'.

what a sense-less game.

we cant stop laughing even before the game starts.

but well, the jokes on the cards are seriously AINT funny.

anyways,

i saw charles and keith again.

ohmytian.

im going crazy :p

saw the DKNY (apple shaped) perfume at funan.

70 bucks, offer price.

so tempting.

muhahas.

tried the new pokka pineapple tea.

it was OKAY :[]

just alittle too pineapple-y.

took a straight bus home.

bi waited for me at the bus stop i alight.

homed at 6.

sis is posted to new town sec.

gonna report to the school tmr, to purchase the textbooks and uniform.

going breakfast with bi early in the morning,

then to sis school tgt to help her carry her books ♥

i am gonna sleep the rest of today away.

因为今天的睛睛很不开心。

sometimes,

you left me thinking, if love is a nightmare all over again.

you know what i wanted, what im looking for.

156 days ago, you told me you wanted to be the one to give me all i wanted with all that you could.

is everything still the same today?

♥ Date: Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 11:59 PM

i want i want to jump into bed very soon.
so, today's update shall be a short one.

went bugis with zann in the late morning.
had brunch at long john, gossipping all the way :p
walked around streets,
got myself a top and a wallet.

along the way,
bi was very worried if i have enough to spend.
i forgot how many times he said this -
'have enough money to spend mah? spend when you need okay? get something you like. dont have to save money for bi'.
thats my silly boy :D

anyways,
left bugis awhile later,
went over to vivo.
got bi's chistmas present at tangs.
a wallet from goldlion :]

left vivo at 2plus since girl have decided to get her hair done.
took 166 back to clementi, almost puked on the bus.
brought girl to the saloon where rebonded and permed my hair previously.
she rebonded her fringe, i got tempted and i rebonded mine too.
oh, she finally sat down and CHOPPED her fringe :p
hahas.
she kept telling me she want bangs.
for more then 3weeks alrdy.
& well, we all know her fickle minded- ness .__.
snapped a few picture of her after we left the saloon while she was on the phone.
shall not post it up here :]

i feel bangs suites her better then the side fringe she had.
but, she dont seems to like it :B
at least, now she knows how she looks like in bangs :p

met bi at west coast cc after he booked out.
gave him the wallet i bought for him :]
i could tell, he likes it alot.
he was quite surprised :p
im happy when i saw his smiles.
the rest doesnt matter :]

he told me,
im the first person who got him a wallet ♥

mindscafe with the 3girls tmr.
IM OFF TO BED !

♥ Date: Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 10:39 PM

plazasing with bi again in the morning, to pass the starhub voucher to his kor.
had early lunch at mac again.
addicted to the shaker fries :p
recalling the 15km i ran two weeks ago.
guessed by now,
everything is GONE .__.
hahas.

anyways,
watched bodyguards and assassin at the grand cathay as usual.
no k session for today.
but soon :]

bi mentioned that charles and keith bag i wanted today.
& there it goes again.
the urge to spend is back :B
hahas.

arcade, shopping mall, movie theatre, mac & everything as usual :p
oh, as usual, bi broke the records of the basketball machines at the arcade at dhoby ghaut mrt station ♥

I WANT SOMETHING UNUSUAL :p
where's the thrill and surprises in life?

with all the UNREASONABLE restrictions,
thrilling can never be a word in my dictionary.
i shall not elaborate further.
i just spoils my mood.

i dont know.
i have a sudden urge of strting a family of my own.
too young? maybe.
but i believe, if i were to have a family that truely belongs to me,
it will definitely be 772472375726 times better then what i have right now.
at least i know, a home should never only be a shelter.
its much much more than that.
mayb, all i lack since the day i was born,
is a happy family.

i admit,
i never fail to tear whenever i thought of everything and anything related to this.
& the only way to stop myself from thinking, is to tell myself -
everything is fated.

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going out with girl tmr.
was thinking of getting something i really like to cheer myself up.
the worst that could happen in life, is to wonder why on earth you're here.

i love you, baby.

♥ Date: Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 9:28 PM

met bi at 9plus.
gave him the cupcakes i made ytd evening.
though it sort of succeed after many many attempts,
its still not very pretty :p
every cupcake has a alpha letter on it.
F-I-V-E & one with a ♥ shape.
bi, happy 5th monthsary again :]

caught Avatar at the cathay at 1030.
hahas. the earliest timing :p
its a really nice movie ♥
almost 3hours.
nice graphics with touching ending :]
~2 more movie passes left.

went off to plazasing at ard 1.
saw his kor at outside plazasing, working at the starhub and samsung roadshow :]
he told us to join the christmas giveaway event there.
did and i got a 100$ starhub voucher(valid only with signing 2years contract) and bi won 10$ ntuc voucher :[]
hahas.
i almost fell aslp while the MC go blah blah blah :B

had mac at plazasing for lunch,
went to the arcade :p

took a train back to clementi.
spend awhile at the arcade,
homed at 6.

we're thinking on watching bodyguards and assassin tmr :p
MOVIE MADNESS! ♥

chilling out with zann on monday,
mindscafe with zann, shun hiang, guan yu and probably jun rong on tuesday.
continue writing notes with zann on wednesday.
and it will most probably be projects, notes, projects, notes & the cycle repeats itself :S
well, offcourse, i'll meet bi whenever he is free :]

4 outstanding projects will burn my two weeks of holidays.
okay. i shall stop complaining :]

i still havent got enough sleep :B
goodnights.

missing you, my love.

boyfriend says,
我真的很爱很爱你。
没有你，其他就不再重要。

track running: 林俊杰 new album - track - 加油！
update of wishlist ♥

♥ Date: @ 12:01 AM

pucca from bi in the morning before CM paper.
♥

a change of skin :]
something with more contrast.

anyways, CTs are over ! :p
felt so relieved when the clocks at the convention centre strikes 3pm, marking the end of CTs :]

i admit i didnt finish writing all the note im supposed to.
theres just too much to write. too time consuming.
but i did study ♥
waiting for my reward from bi.
hahahas!
bi, i rmb okays.
results good or not also have reward :p

anyways,
headed home straight after the last paper today.
if u ask me to go party, i'll say, i've no more energy.
i just miss my bed.
& i want to blog :]

rested for awhile.
went for manicure ♥
thats the only pampering i could think of so far.
at least, till now :D

met bi aftr that.
walked around at wcplaza.
then homed.

avatar with bi tmr.
either cathay or cineleisure.
till then.

goodnight earthlings.

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY ♥♥
i've been smiling everytime i thought of how we got together.
it's a blessing :]

♥ Date: Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 11:17 PM

boo!
its pretty amazing that i still have time to be here :]
& the time now is 1057 ♥
managed to complete revision before twelve.
yay-ness.

anyways,
went through the tutorial questions once.
nothing seems very important, except for the 6Cs of credit :p

need to be awake at 630 tmr, meeting the girls at ngee ann at 745, paper at 830, need to be seated by 8am.
i wonder which dumb dumb set this dumb timing :B

meeting bi at 7 under my block.
he wants to send me to school ♥

till tmr.

boy,
if you listen and feel closer,
there's no reason, why you dont understand me.

♥ Date: Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 10:20 PM

have been mugging with zann at starbucks these two days.
offcourse, with gossips to spice up the day :p

managed to 4 super long chapters of CM today and ytd.
finished the last one when i reached home just now.

did alittle CFAS today.
im still not done with it till now.
& the paper is tmr.
i still have some time though.
cause the paper strts at 4pm tmr.
gonna be awake by 10 in the morning tmr to continue with the remaining 3 topics :]

i guessed i wont have the time to blog till my last paper on friday.
if i do, it should be something short to get off things in my heart.
anyways, wish me luck ♥
i have a feeling TR will be a killer .__.

zann would agree,
that woman is a source of entertainment.
just like the ones you get at the circus.

♥ Date: Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 11:23 PM

readers, a change of url again.
sorry for the trouble.
i need to prevent some bitch from visiting.
choice-less :]
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met bi at 10, downstairs.
walked to clementi central.
train to plaza sing.

nowadays, bi likes to top up my ezlink card for me.
he knows i dont like topping it up,
always throwing in coins when i board the bus :p
& after topping up,
he refuse to return it to me.
& threatens to cross the control station.
bully me :B
hahas.
we're just playing.

anyways,
manage to catch the storm warriors2 at 1130.
oh, bi got the movie package with the coupon i got when i applied for the dbs plat visa.
5 movie vouchers and 1 movie pass for 40$.

storm warriors 2 is quite a nice movie :]
i just dont understand why 'wind' has to die :[]
i thought its supposed to end with them winnning the fight? :S
well.

headed to plaza sing.
shopped around.
bi wanted to look for poh heng.
cause they just launch this hello kitty series :p
there's citigems, soo kee, lee wah.
no poh heng.

had lunch at mac,
then we walked over to orchard.
went into the new mall - 313 @ somerset.
another vivo look-alike mall.
alots of pple rushing in and out.
but i doubt they bought much :]
bi went over to the info counter.
they told us poh heng was just right beside the buidling we're in.
so we walked over.

saw the pendant.
alittle too large i would say.
& the price wasnt very attractive.

bi brought me to tiffany and co at taka.
bi found a pretty heart shape necklace.
200plus$.
as usual, he wants to pay, & i go 'no. too expensive'.
im feeling so aunty :p
xoxo.

went into this jewellery event.
saw this super blink heart shape pendant.
stunned by the 4digit figure :D

bi insisted on getting a necklace for me.
went moshi moshi,
got this small angel pendant with a stainless steel necklace.
idk why. i dont like pendants that are too big.
small ones matches all outfits :]
anwyays, wanted to just get the silver material necklace.
but bi wants to get a better one for me ♥

oh, i caught my eyes on this handbag at charles and keith.
didnt want bi to spend anymore money.
i shall save up.
quite impossible though :p

met bi's daddy at buona vista.
he drived us back to my place :]

enjoyed my day ♥
thanks bi for the pretty necklace.
i love you.

guess its time to rest.
meeting zann at 815 tmr to MUG.
yes. i seriously need to mug.
attending shun hiang's grandma's wake tmr tgt with zann.
we very close friends.
so i thought, we should head down.

goodnights

boyfriend says,
im his little angel ♥

♥ Date: Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 10:44 PM

suppose to meet bi at west coast cc today.
he told me he didnt want to walk over.
was alittle unhappy when he told me that.
i didnt say much since this was the first time he requested us to meet somewhere nearer to his place.

bi called at 9, telling me that he has to go downstairs to get some stuff for his mummy before meeting me.
i could hear from this surroundings that he is outside.
so i waited for his call before leaving house.

he called again in less then 5 mins.
open my door and i saw chocolate milk! :]
sweet surprise~
he was hiding at the lift, wanting to scare me.
but i spotted him first :p

so, all along, he wanted to pick me up at my place ♥

walked over to west coast park.
had breakfast at mac.

sat down, bi went to order food.
big breakfast for me, saugage mac griddle for him.
he open my box of big breakfast, took out the plastic fork and knief, and add the right amount of pepper for me :]
& for other days, he will open the mayo packets for me when we are having fries.
hahas. i'll just have to sit there, and wait for my food :p
bi is always so thoughtful.
guess im really becoming his princess :B

left mac at 9plus.
appointment with the car dealer was at 11.
saw a bunch of guys playing basketball near 704.
bi joined them, i sat there, listen to my ipod.
cyndi's new album is love ♥
hahas.

he was sweaty all over after the game.
he went home to change, while i get some stuff at 7-11.
came out with a bottle of green tea, mango tic tac and CLEO! :p
bi came down from his house, saw me with the magazine.
i tot he will go... waste money again.
but he said: 为什么没有跟我讲？bi pass you money to buy :]
sa gua ♥

met the car dealer at suzuki show room.
she gave us a detailed calculations of everything including road tax, insurance, the car etc.
she asked bi if he wants to test drive.
but bi wanted to talk to his daddy about it first.
test drive another time :]
below are the pics i took.

1.5cc suzuki swift, auto.
we have decide on this colour.
the look will be like the one in the third pic(with body kit)
if nothing goes wrong, we are left with the paper work. :]

suzuki sports.

1.5 cc (with body kit)

1.3cc, auto

left the showroom at 11plus.
went clementi, took the shuttle to turf city.
bi wanted to bring me there to look at cars :p
on the bus, i asked him - have you been here before?
he said yes. so i asked him 'with who?'.
'that bitch'.

then he said,
the other time, she did the research online and brought me here, kept rushing me to get a car.
but this time round, i am the one bringing my girlfriend here, looking at cars happily.
:p

well,
spent less then an hour there,
took the shuttle bus,
alighted at one of the bus stops,
took 174 to jp.

had pizzahut for lunch.
tried the new christmas delight meal.
wasnt very fantastic.
pics below.

turkey ham + cheese + lantern chilli or whateva u call it :p

pretty drinks ♥
peach syrup soda with jelly.

honey roasted drumstick.
as usual, bi does the job.
so i wont be so unglam :p

bi's favourate garlic bread :]

walked around after lunch.

bi saw this very pretty pendant and he insisted on getting for me.

kept asking to me to choose a silver necklace to go with it.

so i stood there, kept telling him - very expensive :p

managed to pull him out.

then he wanted to head to the atm~.

brought me to perlinisilver.

nothing pretty :]

bi brought me into soo kee, lee wah etc.

forgot exactly which jewellery shop we stepped in.

he thought he very rich :B

but well, i manage to get out without getting anything :]

now i have to worry if he will get stuff without letting me know.

:[]

oh, & we saw lots of HELLO KITTY stuff at the top floor of the extended jp.

bi said, im ALLOWED to stuff as many kitty stuff in his car as i want.

wahahas.

i'll make sure his car becomes a kitty palace :]

till he gets his car then ~

took 198 home.

slpt on the bus.

homed at 5plus.

wanted to stuck myself with my notes.

common test in 4days time.

my content = zero.

qingqing, you're so dead .__.

still,

im going out for movie with bi tmr.

storm warriors :]

till tomorrow peeps.

byes.

♥ Date: @ 12:36 AM

~shala.
took quite awhile to edit the skin.

okay.
woke up by bi's call early in the morning, asking me to open my door to get the stuff he place at my gate.
jump out of bed.
door the door and i saw bi.
OMG. im super unglam.
so i closed the door. ~ natural reaction.
woman huhs :p

wait for him to leave,
open the door and got the packet of milk he left at my gate with a paper heart folded with a 50$ note.
went to bed, till 9plus.

got prepared, headed school for tutorial which supposed to last for 2 hours.
ended after an hour.
great. i went to school for 1HOUR of lesson ._.
waited for zann xiao jie to end.
went gym :]

shower, and left at 3plus.
too many things on hand,
so i headed home to place my stuff.

met bi and his friend jason at chevrons at 5plus.
they two SUPER gay :B
i swear.
hahas.

pool till 6plus.
homed.

gonna spend the whole day tmr (its TODAY, since its alrdy past midnight) looking at cars :]
i wanted a nissan march.
but it's too expensive & the petrol consumption is high :p
bi will most probably be getting a suzuki.
what colour?
ben xiao jie decide! :D
hahas.
bi, HELLO KITTY COLOUR ♥

bye earth.

♥ Date: Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 12:45 AM

havent been updating for a few days.
feeling pretty down, just want to be left alone and not talked about it.
so i chose not to jot it here.

things are happening too fast.
just too fast..
for me to cope.

i couldnt describe my feelings now.
there seems to be no way out of this situation.
& nothing seems to help.
i never thought things would turn out this way.
& i have never wanted things to head this way.

im trying.
but i guess you will never know how hard i tried, how much it hurts deep inside.
你曾经说过，
每当我睡不着的时候，你会在电话里陪着我。
每当我不开心的时候，你会逗我笑。
每当我生气的时候，你会紧紧的抱着我。
只要有你在的那一天，你就不会再让我掉一滴眼泪。

你答应过，
你不会再让我受到任何的伤害。
你答应过，
你会好好地去爱我，了解我。

你给我的承诺，你还记得吗？

我又再一次的问自己，幸福和永远的定义是什么。