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♥ Date: Sunday, June 29, 2008 @ 11:21 PM

yippy!

celebrated our 27th month anni in advance as it falls on a busy monday.

went SENTOSA with darling early in the morning after having long john at vivo(:
the queue for ticketing machine was flooded with people.
so i went to shop around while dar queue for the tickets:p
came across this very nice hp accesory(:
so cute lurhs. so we bought it! :D
will post the pic of it asap:]

reached sentosa and realised it had just rained and the beach was wet:[
there were SO many people today.
so packed.
SUNday anyways(:

wanted to tann bt there was initally no sun when we reached.
hahas. so we gt ourselves wet first! :p
the water so SALTY:x
i drank a few mouth):
hahas.
darling carry me in the water and we went quite far away from the beach.
wees!

after awhile, the sun came out! ;]
we tanned and washed up at around 3plus.
guess what.
the toilet was filled with girrls queueing for the bathroom.
lols.
so i decided to 'bath outside' :p

went seven eleven to get a bite
and headed home(;
slpt on dar's shoulder on the bus:p

mummy say i look like a roasted pigg :B

i enjoyed myself so much(:
trust me, is definite beta then a day spent in a cinema.
i love you darling.
maucks for the wonderful day.

tricheers for US! ♥

♥ Date: Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ 8:48 PM

went back to KR to receive the bronze award (3 distinctions).
hahas.
a cert and twenty bucks popular vouchers.
collected my testimonial.
kinda cool.

feeling SO sick.

♥ Date: Friday, June 27, 2008 @ 2:11 PM

argh!
im feeling so sick.
i hate this feeling.

flu and sore throat.
fever will be next.
i nid panadol :S

blaw powerpoint slides due today.
ohmytian.
i dont usually feel stressed.
just tired.
i wann my bed! :]
i wann my bear bear:p
big tummy with two fat fat ears :D

im lacking of my beauty sleep.

btw, IAC sucks.
its driving me mad.

tmr KR awards day.
dumby dress code.:x

I WAN WAVES FOR MY HAIR :p

♥ Date: Thursday, June 26, 2008 @ 9:27 PM

wees!
today was quite a fine day:p

was ten mintues late for poa lecture.
bt well.
we are not the latest :]
poa lecture was crap.
closing of accounts and whole chunk of RECAPS :X

had kaki fuyong again(;
and bubble tea ♥
HAHAS. i noe its sinful:p

after lunch ,
bstats
LATE as usual :D

gotten back my paper.
88 for stats CT:]

met cythia and hazel for law project after class.
its due next wednesday.
the girrl whose suppose to be dere yet to appear.
bt anyways, dat doesnt matter(:
mangae to draft out the powerpoint and allocated all tasks.

went home with liying.
she seems down.
i hope she is okays.

i wanna see my boyfriend ♥
i miss you :}
LOVES.

♥ Date: Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @ 9:36 PM

75 for business
70 for eonomics.

hahas.
pretty contented.
bstats will be back tmr.

met dar after my lesson today.
went to his place to finish a tub of icecream
3 packets of tibits
and a bottle of ice lemon tea.:]

then he send me home.

i love spending every mintue with you.
i love you.

♥ Date: Tuesday, June 24, 2008 @ 8:04 PM

im finally back.
didnt want to post for the past few days.
no why.
i just dont wan to recall.

anyways, i hope it is gonna be a brand new strt.
cherish before it is all gone.
there are limit to the chances given.
and im serious that this will be the one last chance.
i might be silly to many people.
maybe all.
im sorry.
i followed my heart.
if i were to get hurt again.
at least i know i have tried.

i will try my best to heal.
i kant denied that i dont trust guys that much anymore.
im force to see the reality.

thnk you for the people who were dere for me when i was down.
you guys will always be rmbed by me.
srry for making this decision.
i noe you guys are disappointed.

i will blog more often from now.
i wan to record all the wonderful stuff in my life and hopefully they erase all unhappiness.
howeva, i have learnt to love myself more.

91.5 for poa CT :]

♥ Date: Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 7:36 PM

yup, we are over.
17 june.
im moving on.
no point clinging on anymore.
i didnt cry.
its nt worth it at all.
im trying best to nt think too much.
no more tots about the past.
i promised myself i'll be strong.
i will nt let my friends down.
i promised them i'll move on with a smile.
i deserve more than what im getting now.
i wish you all the best.
look for the girrl you want.

its time for the new chapter of my life.
we are still friends alrite.
i didnt blame you at all.
keep in touch.

oh ya, gotten a new fone today.
w910i white:]
thnks mummy!

im single.

♥ Date: Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @ 10:10 PM

met darling early in the morning.
he accompany me to get my mummy's jeans altered:]
had a long walk back to his place.
went esso to get icecream!(;
rested and chat.

thou everything was pretty alrite today and it seems nthing happened.
bt.
i feel so unassured.
so insecure.
i feel dat we are no long that close anymore and you no longer love me like how u used to.
am i thinking too much?
or issit that what im afraid of really exist between us.
are we still that loving couple is the world's eyes?
i really need you to look into my eyes and tell me.

i wan time to rewind~
does a brand new day means a brand new strt?

宝贝，我真的爱你♥

♥ Date: Monday, June 16, 2008 @ 10:17 PM

WEST COAST PARK
with liying(:
met her early in the morning. sat down and enjoy the waves and and breeze while emo-ing:p
hahas.
chat and relax till about noon.

headed to central for SUMO HOUSE:D
rice with terriyaki chicken set for me.
erm.. forgot what dat she ate:X
wees.
free hot green tea.
i had...
3cups? :p

went for bubble tea!:]
mango red tea for me and lycee red tea for her♥
rested at a playground and we girrls talk for about 3hours:p
hahas.
ohya, i did a heart shape using dry leaves for dar :}

headed home at 4pm.

i like love having heart to heart talks with tly:p
dats the time when i do some tinking and reflections abt my life and what i really wanted.
most imptly, have some quiet time(while she is emo-ing:p). i really need dat.
with her, im always myself.
the true self.

tmr is our SENTOSA trip :]
LOVES♥

two pretty pictures! :

i love you always.

thats my promise.

♥ Date: Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 11:20 PM

what does QingQing means:

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.

You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.

You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

omg. is super true:p

♥ Date: Saturday, June 14, 2008 @ 7:00 PM

met darling in the morning(:
didnt see him for two days alrdy.
miss him so much<3
for us, we just hope to see each other everyday even if we culd only meet up for a lil while{;

went to his place and ate my lunch dere(;
we fight and laugh till kor woke up:p
hahas!

anyways,
darling bought me dark chocolates with 85% cacao(:
ohmygawd.
so bitter:S
bt i will deifinitely finish it:D
thnk you(:
dar, 65% will be enuff next time:X HAHAS(:

darling had to work today(;
im waiting for him to end work at eleven:]

wads the program tmr, dar? XP

♥ Date: Friday, June 13, 2008 @ 8:39 PM

INNER PEACE :]

♥ Date: Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 10:56 PM

GOSSIPS!:D

hahas. went vivo with liying around noon(;
chats chats!

i can tell that she is very upset thou she didnt say much abt it.
i noe her since primary school.
nthing escapes my eyes:p
so i went crazie again:p
hoping to see her smiles[:

yup. i agree that u cannot always expect to get wad you gave in love.
bt. i becomes silly when the other party ignore everything that u did, fail to make a stand after so long.
guys,
yes means yes. no means no.

liying, cheer up alrite? you definitely deserves more than wad you are getting now.
dont cry. it doesnt change the fact that he gave you NO answer.
it doesnt matter you cry anot, hes having fun.
stay happy kays:]
search for the answer you deserve and let time heals witout regrets.

went kfc to eat at two plus to see darling♥
saw him helping the malay cashier in serving a china customer.
wahahas.
jiang hua yu:D
im jealous at what i saw after dat]:

anyways, we ordered zinger student meal, ice lemon tea upsize.
cause we have decided to seat there and talk till we like it(;
hahas.
darling walked pass a few times sending orders to customer:p

OH YA, i bought a strawberry ring at habourfront♥

headed home at around 4plus.
took 188 back to west coast.
sat down and chat again:p

liying send me home after dat(;
im ~~pampered~~:X

planning for our tanning trip soon!

♥ Date: Wednesday, June 11, 2008 @ 10:47 PM

boo :]
slp till quite late in the morning:p
met dar at 11plus(;
i love seeing the one i love early in the morning when i woke up.
a peck on my cheeks and a whisper of good morning baby in my ears makes my day a perfect one♥
darling said he will be the one always to make my day a perfect one:]

anyways,
ate my lunch at darling's place.
his mummy buy back for us:p
watch forbidden kingdom(;
like the fighting parts:D

something happened and i cried.
i duno why.
its something in my heart.
something i dun wanna anyone else to noe other den the one i love.
darling dry my tears with his shirt and hugg me tightly in his arm telling me everything will be fine..
he said sorry and promised that it will not happen again.
im not angry.
just afraid and worried.
is just a feeling that cannot be describe.

im blessed to have a dear who understands me instead of thinking that i over reacted.
darling, you are the one for me.
thnks for all that you have done for me ♥
you once told me :
baby, i wil never stop loving you even if you were to leave me one day. i will wait for you to return to my side.

im really touched.

i noe.
pple say that promises have its deadlines.
once its due, it no longer mean anything.

bt to me,
to love is to believe.

im feeling a little sick.

guess i gonna have fever soon.
my beauty sleep ♥

meeting liying tmr to ~~GOSSIP~~ chat :]

♥ Date: Tuesday, June 10, 2008 @ 7:32 PM

shop shop!(:

went suntec with darling early in the morning.

ate mac this time round.

hahas.
wanted pastamania.

bt decided nt to spend too much on food.

bought a pink and white bag at bata(buy and throw away?) :]
fifteen bucks
love it so much<3

decided to buy it the moment it saw it:p

went my playground and bought a small pink bag(;
bought it too.

its pink again..

no choice.
only left with yellow and pink.

bought two tank tops and a top at cotton-on.

a cookie mirror at mini toons!

and a pretty nice top at this fashion.

OMGawd!

i bought so many things at one go and dere go all my bucks:p

hahas.

we quite tired after so much of shopping[:

so we went marina square,sat down at starbucks(:

iced white chocolate mocha for me

and iced caffee latte for darling♥

headed to darling's place after that den he went off to work.

pics ♥ :

loves loves ♥

spent almost 100bucks today:X

money-less now:p

darling you are the best♥
thnk you for spending the day with baby till 3plus even thou you gt go for work at 4.

i noe you are tired): and yet to woke up early in the morning to so shopping with me.

you didnt complained at all and carried all my stuff:]

how sweet of you(;

i love you so much.

miss you lots.

we shall go starbucks again the next time!

rmb my promise to you kays? ♥

today will always remain in my heart.

♥ Date: Monday, June 9, 2008 @ 8:38 PM

met dar in the morning and went danza place with two cup noodles(;

as usual, dar cook for me<3
played awhile and went back to dar's huse(:
he bath and went to work.

darling will be working from monday to sunday(excluding sun) for this week):
i'll be missing him so much:]

shopped at watson today(:

pics!

dying my hair again(:

slimming tea:p

this is for darling♥

all amount to about 50plus bucks.

phews. tired.

ohya, this was the nail stickers i bought a shugar.

is now all on my nails!

pretty yea.

LOOK AT MY NAILS wen you see me[:

hahas.

seven ninety:S

lms project meet up tmr:]

♥ Date: @ 12:45 AM

went out with darling today(:
cineleisure♥
darling never fail to bring a jacket for me worrying tat i will be cold during the movie
loves.

watched kungfu panda!
so nice lurhs(:
panda are CUTE!
'big, fat panda!'
shalala.

bought nail stickers at SHUGAR.
so ex lurhs.
bt my nails so pretty now(:
i did it myself okays.
didnt regret:]
dats pampering myself.

pass by a hair extention shop.
omg.
the extentions are pretty.
bt the people there are nt singaporeans and they speak languages tat i dun understand.
so i went 'ya..ya..ya(:'

ate long john after movie.
darling was super hungry:p
hahas.

wanted to take neoprints.
bt the machine $#@*!
next time(;

i wan the ORANGE PINK nike bottle.
im gonna get it!

i enjoy myself so much today.
love these days ♥
no more empty promises.
iloveyou.

♥ Date: Saturday, June 7, 2008 @ 9:20 PM

lost of words to describe how i feel now.
does what i sae even remain in ur heart?
how important am i to you.
i wanna noe.
thru your actions.
not words.

i no longer have any wants and any expectations.
i no longer have the courage to have those perfect dreams anymore.
i just wanna be a cheerful girrl.
all i noe is i really love you with all my heart since 300306.
dont hurt me anymore.
i beg you.
the pain kills.
either you cherish me or just let me go.spare me from the heartache.
you are the only one whom i cry for.
dats how impt you are.

thou we are fine now.
im so afraid that this might change the very next minute.
i dont wanna live in fear.
how far can we go?
how long can we last?
the road ahead seems blurred.

♥ Date: Friday, June 6, 2008 @ 11:24 PM

okays!
today is the last day of common testS!(:
dummy mr ong scare me in the sports hall:B
HAHAS.
bstats was pretty fine.
alrite!

went out with guan yu, liying and shun hiang♥

WEST MALL;]

ate kfc.
so sinful:S

shopp around and realised that i have gt a lot of stuff that i wanna get):
money is the limiting factor:p
bought a ear stud for dar at yellow.

went separate ways after dat as me and liying didnt want to join gy and sh for movie @suntec:X

met darling[:
a new game in my psp!
B-BOY :D
played awhile and we laugh and fight!(:
wahahs!
i screammmmed:p
and i won(;

his mummy is back in sp tonite.
with MY cj7(:
darling is mine okays?(:

holidays are waiting for me♥
loves.

♥ Date: Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 9:25 PM

ala(:
woke up at 9plus today.
rest awhile and get ready to meet darling after his class at 12pm(:

wen even eleven to get the strawberry mogu mogu drink.
so ex.. $1.60.

sat at the cc and waited:p
he came and we quarrel again):
i really hate all the shoutings and crying ):
i just wanna be happy.
anyways, was okay after awhile and watch movie at darling's place.
hahas. his mummy is nt yet back in singapore, so he has to do the housework.
and i decided to help:X wahahas!
play i mean:p

vaccum and mop the floor.
i do a lil then complain dat im tired[: bleahs!
den darling has to finish doing everything for meXP

darling,
you said you will treasure me♥
btw,
so fun to play! with the mop:p

`law of contract 4 mindmap completed♥

♥ Date: Monday, June 2, 2008 @ 8:51 PM

econs paper was okay(: four marks per mcq:X hahas.

met darling after my paper at around ten plus in the morning.

actually wanted to spend some time at danza place bt his parents at home so went dar's place instead.

ate my lunch and played the drum game with dar, dar, danza and kor.

hahas.. so fun lurhs ♥

went cc again(; sat there and watch them play basketball..

didnt really like to go cc): felt abit left out..
bt.. i kant say anything coz the rest wanna go. i noe.

so i just tagged along. wahahas.
went for dinner and went home with mummy at around three.

darling went cycling.. so im here posting;p

im BORED and LAZY is strt studying for my law CT:S

im addicted to da bai tu nai tang nwadaes ♥

pics! yuki yaki last friday:]

peace out! [:

♥ Date: Sunday, June 1, 2008 @ 9:55 PM

darling called me early in the morning and we met up at around eleven.
my day will always be happy when darling call me early in the morning(:
took 143 to vivo(:
ate burger king and went to walked around[;
mintoon, action city, muee etc.
went in to a pet shop(: saw a poodle dog(; ohmytian. SO CUTE! thou im scared of dogs, i kant denied dat they are cuter then me:p hahas.
didnt bought much stuff..
3 pretty rubber bands at helen, a can of dog food for sugar(darling is jealous:p hahas!) and we played stacker at the arcade ♥

darling complained tat i treat sugar beta then i treat him:X
wahahas!
darling look so cute when he's jealous(:

headed to his place at around one in the afternoon.
darling on aircon for me his room[=
so cold after awhile:p
so i hide under his blanket(:
watched the sichuan charity show again:S
me and dar fell aslp half way:p hahas..
he sent me home at around five ♥

darling i love you so much.
you are my boyfriend always(:

tmr gonna be 'econs day':X