wasnt feeling very good in the morning.
i cant denied that whats happening is really affecting me.
& i cant seems to do anything right.
nathan tried comforting me.
he came out with all the perfect 'what ifs'.
i cant remember doing anything in the morning infront of my monitor.
felt so tired out of a sudden.
left for lunch at holland v.
felt alittle better.
gatherings and chit chatting lightened my mood alittle.
took the shuttle bus back after eating.
sat with bernice, a very nice and kind hearted lady in her mid thirties, not yet married.
she knws im worried and upset over whats happening.
thanks to nathan huhs. big mouth :p hahas.
just kidding :[]
she strted talking to me.
telling me not to think about it too much.
she went thru with me the different possible reasons why everything is happening.
its really kind of her to assure me throughout the bus journey that everything will be fine.
she even told me not to quarel or get angry with bi when he contacts me.
felt much better after that hearty chat.
& i clearly know, at this moment, theres nothing i can do.
except waiting for him to be back, to give me a reasonable explaination.
however, there are times when i wonder - mayb its me, im just not understanding enough.
though i cannot say im okay and im no longer worried.
but, i dont feel as vexed as i was this morning.
i hope tomorrow will be a better day and that things will get better for me as days goes by, as days gets nearer to the 22 Oct.
qingqing, only 8more days to go.
COMM'ON! ♥
oh no.
i realised, its another emo chucks of words.
gonna rest early today :]
admin team will be having lunch with our manager at sushi teh tmr.
more updates tmr.
pictures hopefully? :]
cheers.
ciao.
track running: 蔡旻佑 - 寂寞，好了
