i tell myself,
life has to be back to normal.
though i know,
its just another strong front im puting up.
though bi has to sail today.
he still gave me a morning call & a morning msg.
all he said was - baby morning. its time to wake up. im going for work already. i'll call you later.
and he went missing till the afternoon.
still couldnt get used to life without him, though told me before hand that he wont be able to contact me for today.
bi did msg me since the afternoon till now.
but i still miss his presence.
im breaking down soon.
i know we will pull through this,
its just the pain.
he cried ytd night cause he misses me badly.
just like how im feeling right now.
mayb i should say, every second since he's away.
2more weeks,
or mayb it could be 1more month
to go.
its killing me.
bi, thanks for assuring me ytd night,
promising me that will you will never do anything unfaithful to our love.
telling me that you want to give me a name, a legal status,
even if your parents were to object to it.
i miss you.
baby, lets pull it through tgt ♥
