Date: Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 10:15 PM

first day of school wasnt that bad.
at least i have people to talk to, trying to get use to my life now.

met shun hiang at 1045 for lunch for lesson.
AAA lessons at 9am is postponed to next friday 2-4pm.
anyways, didnt eat much nowadays.
it all depends on my mood.
had seafood soup and i ate only half a bowl of rice.

got back FRP paper today.
42 over 50. a little disappointed though.
bt its okay. gonna work harder :]

gave aerobics a miss today.
having serious cramps :[
went library after the last lecture to pass the attendance list to yiwei.
so nice of her to help me with my job.
appreciated! :]

headed home at around 430.
the dark and greyish sky reflects exactly the way im feeling inside.
how is wish the wind could blow away all my troubles and pain, blow away my feelings.
i know, i have to depend on myself to be strong.
bt it is really very painful.
the feeling of being tear apart is killing.
however, that shows that im once been so true to someone i placed deep in my heart, believing that he will be my last, my future.
its time i face the fact that not every effort and true feelings will be appreciated.
no one is able to tell the possibility of being tgt forever.
love is beautiful, yet it can be so ugly at some point of time.

放手实在逼不得已。

我心里的痛没比你少。


im emo again.
brainwash me. anyone?
i need to wake up my mind.
nights people.




tagg reply:

aaron: hey gal! nice blog u have! Anyway cheer up =)
thanks boy :] you volunteered as my first listener, commence since ytd :D takecares.



i need my heart to beat for myself from now on to keep me alife.
bt the change is suffocating me.
my heart is struggling for every beat.

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