dont really have much to say today.
mayb i should say i dont know what should i say.
feeling so down.
im really very disappointed, very hurt.
im just concern about you.
its all you in my heart. its 6am, dont i want to sleep too?
its okay, mayb you really dont need all that i have done for you.
i shall take it that it is all ONE SIDED.
dont wish to have anyone else doing anything to salvage anything.
i guess there really no point when the two person involve cannot solve the problems by themselves.
there will be no end to the fightings over the same problem over and over again.
im tired. very.
i dont wish be become your burden.
im not the one for you, i dont see that you are happy.
like i say, im letting go.
yet you said nothing.
thats how impt i am to you.
i cried and fell aslp in the evening.
does it help solve things?
no, it doesnt make things any better.
but at least, i dont feel so painful inside.
goodnights.
