it has been quite a long time since i update my blog.
seems like things are fading away.
the one i used to know no longer seems to exist.
今天的我一点也不开心，
心情非常的沉重，
有种好想好想放弃的感觉。
心，总感觉好酸好酸，
真的觉得好累。
哭了一整晚，控制不了自己的眼泪。
突然发现，要了解一个人是那么的不容易。
要找到一个真正了解自己的人更难。
我尽力了。
我真的希望在你眼里我是完美的。
可是今天，我发现那永远不可能。
dont ask me why and what's with the above.
i dont know. that how exactly i felt today.
guess i need some time alone.
it's a really bad day.
but i know, its too true to be a dream.
i guess, that is the only way.
i will be the happy girl i used to be.
