back. :]
havent been updating since quite long alrdy. hahas.
changed our blogskin, cause i havent been very hardworking in changing it nwadaes :}
darling has been getting quite alot of off days to spend time tgt with me before he start serving his ns :x
he will be enlisted on the 13 July. so soon.. :[
the tot of it makes me really down. but, true enough, that what we have to go thru in life :]
we did talked about things that might happen and the promises that gave each other.
i hope 1year and 10mths wuld be something thats gonna past very fast.
i believe it will ! :]
nothing will change, our love for each other will grow stronger, and darling say he will try to feed his ' lao shu' bigger so that i can bite. dont know can anot :p
i will be sending him to tekong on that day.
im really afraid i wuld cry.
if there issnt anyone except me and him, definitely i will tear.
bt, i dont want him to cry with me, i dont want his heart to feel so sourish like the way i feel now while im typing.
being lock in there and missing me so much wuld really be a torture.
i want him to miss me and concentrate on the trainings in there as well.
it's time to take things maturely.
thoug, darling, i will really miss you badly.
i will try not to tink about so that i wuldnt cry.
somehow,
i could feel that, we wuld hug each other so tightly and cry the day before you need to go.
i just hope everything goes like a gust of wind.
anyways, will be watching movies at his place tmr :]
i love you.
