many things happened at home.
feeling really suffocated.
didnt know life could be that fragile.
so may worried. so many what 'IFS' in my mind.
i just want everything to be over.
i hate the feeling of uncertainy.
i know it doesnt help asking myself why must it happen, even for a million, billion or zillion times.
darling have been trying his best to cheer me up and assuring that nothing really bad will happen.
i hope whatever he said will be the outcome eventually.
darling, thankyou for being there for me when i really needed someone to talk too.
i love you.
monday will be the day tat decides...
