my mind is set.
i wan a beta life.
those unhappiness doesnt bother me anymore.
me and myself is the most impt.
i have finally understand what one of my fren say.
'if you still love him, faced it tgt with him.
if you wana beta life, run.'
he actually realised dat im the only one trying to solve all the problems myself.
trying to carry all the burden on my back.
and naively thinks that problems will be solved.
im the silliest person.
or maybe, girrls are born this way.
i have think it over.
if this are gonna repeat itself again and again everyday.
and ended up torturing each other everyday.
why not let it go.
is indeed very stupid to let urself fall and get urself hurt repeatedly when u noe the way to prevent it from happening.
god, let my heart stop beating for HIM.
every beat hurt so much.
