met baby in the morning.
as usual, he didnt sleep as he is worried that he culdnt wake up for me.
im very touched by everything he has done for me.
bought redbull for baby:]
i asked him if that will give him more energy.
he told me he needs nine cans:X
HAHAS.
walked and sat around blocks.
met this crazie aunty who scolded us for no reason:x
ahhh biish!:p
and my dumby bag spoiled.
went to get safetypins and baby 'repaired' it for me ♥
thou sometimes he bullies me:p
hahas. nahs:p
hes very gentle, caring and sweet.
the best boyfriend i ever had:]
i love being tgt with him.
i have all the attention i wan:]
baby, i love the way you stare into my eyes.
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im feeling so down.
just hang up the phone with baby.
hes going out with his friends for soccer game i tink:]
he said hes afraid that he might have to leave me.
im really really afraid too.
i guess i kant afford to let my heart break again.
i dun wan him to go.
he said if he really have to go, he hope i will wair for him.
he told me he dun wanna go back too.
he said if he wanted to go back, he wuldnt have asked me to be his gf..
he said im his star,
his sweetheart,
his angel,
his baby,
his girlfriend,
e 1st in his heart.
im crying.
i duno why.
i hope the time stops here.
nthing has to change.
baby, i noe if things doesnt comes out well, you will have to leave, without me.
i noe, neither you or me have the choice.
issit going to be goodbye forever?
will you be back for me?
if you have to leave,
i really hope you will look at me the way u always do and tell me that you will be back, for me, soon.
do you feel the same wae as me?
i wanna noe.
i just wan you to be by my side forever.
