im lost.
very lost,
very alone.
someone please tell me what to do.
what have i gotten myself into?
im having second tots about everything.
my life, my thinking etc.
i dont wanna think.
dont wanna feel.
mayb just slp and never wake up ever again?
i need a hugg.
i need assurance.
i need your concern.
i need your attention.
i need the sense of security.
i need EVERYTHING you culdnt give.
someone, please guide me out of this.
it seems that the problem lies with me.
yes, im selfish, im demanding.
thats because i care.
and i does actually matters to me
im srry for all the trouble caused.
for being so unreasonable, so not understanding.
i noe you have tried your best.
and i really appreciate it loads.
nw i noe the stituation you are in.
maybe, is time for me to wake up.
changed my blog song.
just exactly how i felt.
