i guess i have lost control over my life and my mood.
im so sorry for demanding an answer from you these few days.
you chose to keep quiet.
you said you dont know how to expressed yourself.
mayb thats the way you wan it to be.
i will let it be since i kant change the way you think.
seriously, i dont agree that running away from the problem is a good solution.
to you, maybe it is.
but, by avoiding, you are hurting me even more.
from the day i place you in my heart,
i have alrdy prepared for the day, if you really need to leave.
i tot, if u have to leave, we could spend the rest of the time tgt and make the best out of it.
however, i least expected dat you will avoid all problems, including me
and just simply telling me dat you are lost.
im equally lost, if you dont know.
i just wan to know how you feel.
do you still love me?
what are we to you now? (i have alrdy told you what are we to me)
what do you actually want.
is it really very tough to give me an answer?
i haven been eating well for more then three days.
i cried my heart out.
i couldnt focus on my revision when my exams are one week away.
i think of you very second
asking myself, what are we to you.
i kant control myself anymore.
i'll just let everything rest.
i truely hope i will get an answer out of you before the day you leave.
srry, bt i really feel you should be more responsible.
if you just wan us to be friends, tell me.
so that i culd move on slowly with an definite answer.
even if it hurts.
if not, tell me your feelings.
if i have no answer from you, i'll be stucked forever.
i hope you keep your promise.
you said you will never want to hurt me.
iloveyou.
im hurting deep inside.
i just wanna smile.
