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guys, we are over.
so please do me a favour by nt asking me why and telling me its a pity.
it doesnt matter to me anymore.
i have done wadeva i could to mend everyting.
bt i realised it doesnt work no matter how hard i try.
is time to give myself a chance to led a beta life.
no regrets.
i have many loved ones around me encouraging and helping me to move on.
im happy with my life now.
thnk you weihong, chatting with you ytd nite reallie did help me alot.
thnks for staying up late even thou u have training at kallang today at 915:]
thnks for telling me that very thing aint worth it and i deserve a beta guy.
you said you will always be dere if i need someone to talk to. thnks a million.
ryan, thnks for being dere for me when i needed someone to help me up.
thnks for being patient when i cried over the fone ytd nite and asking me why and what happen again and again gently when i kept quiet sobing.
thnks for everyting.
i have faith that you will let me believe in love once again:]
i will pick myself up and move on with a smile.
loves to those who cheer me up and assured me.
anyways, went vivo with ryan today.
he said he wanted me to be happy so he suggested to bring me out even when his sis is sick.
hes such a gentlemen today:]
he walked around and around with me for more than three hours trying all his best to make me smile.
i really did smile.
laugh out from my heart.
i have all the attention i want.
i duno how to describe.
bt, i really felt very comfortable being with him.
hahas.
did so many craziie stuff while walking around:]
and i shared a lil abt me with him.
and i can feel dat he is reallie listening to me:]
oh ya,
went minio toons and he did someting crazie and cute:p
and i took this:
cute rites? :]
hahas.
he wanna to delete this from my fone:p
bt.. hahas.
i manage to save it:D
thnks ryan.
loves.
