finally, i have decided to give up.
i hate the feeling of lost and uncertainty.
i hate to worry, hate liars who break their promises again and again.
like i say, wad has to end will end eventually. is just the matter of time. i have tried time and time again. to forgive and forget.
bt, how many time wuld i be able to do dat. i swear, if things hasnt come to this point where i feel pointless to go on, i wuldnt have made the decision.
he is no longer the one i noe.
true enough, im no longer the one he wants to treasure. im afraid and i culd no longer bring myself to turn back and give it another chance.
wad if. wad if the same thing happen again. i'll be crying till three in the morning again? i just reallised. you are nt the one hu even care. or give a damn. scold me or curse me bt i have to sae. u are selfish. ur stuff, ur rest are more impt then anything else in the world including me. ASK YOURSELF.
did my feelings eva came to ur mind?
u just simply slpt. me? .. though theres someone there for me till three.
bt why issit u. i noe i noe. there is something else u nid to do, i nid to complete RIGHT?
i dun understand.
why someone hu has nthing to do with me can do dat for me. yet u kant. oh pls. you have sch.
nt as if my fren dun have.
it just shows how impt i am and how much u reallie care.
you claim im very impt. even more impt den your life.
yaya. it looks like and the fact tells me dat i kant even be compared to ur sleep.
oh mayb all i have said here is crap to you.
bt just let me tell you.
i just feel like im giving chances again and again to make a fool of myself. e fact is in my face long ago.
and yet i chose to believe you.
bt i noe i will never regret. at least i noe. dats the true you.
and yah. the way to talked ytd n e wae you hang my fone. cool?
like wth. im ur gf mind you. hate it? just tell me. nt forcing u to be with me.
the wae you talk just sucks. just a waste of my time trying to call you back hoping to hear your gentle voice again. i thought about you wheneva i do stuffs. didnt i?
i dun deserve this dumb treatment.
wadeva you gt to sae.
i nt gonna care anymore.
you will nvr understand wad im going thru now. (ok, fine. i dun understand you neither)
