HAPPY BRITHDAE SINGAPORE!
celebrated in school todae. the carnival was quite fun.spent almost all the coupons:p won a puppet panda from playing the games. bought a rose todae. wanted to give it to him. bt.. was disappointed with the concert. mystery celebrity? lols. wad a surprise =.=" dun believe? ask my clasmates((:
celebrtaed yong hwee's and jovi's birthdae todae. the class bought a strawberry and chocolate cake for them. yumyum(: both their wishes is for the class to get good o lvl results. so sweet and totful of them(; actually we culd have had alot more fun if there was no chemistry lesson todae. kinda spoil mood.. btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAE YONG HWEE AND JOVI((:
went out with my mum after chemistry lesson. happen to notice tis gal lying on her bf shoulder at the coffee shop. her bf seems to care for her so much. at tat moment, my heart feels so sour. how i wish she was me and he was him. bt, love is nv perfect. however, girls are human beings hu will do wad it takes to look for the perfect love for their dream. sillly, im one of them. nw i realised that love is nv perfectly sweet.
todae marks the end of u and me. u agreed. i dunno if i have made the rite choice for u and me. nobody has the answer. bt, i secretly looked into my fone every nw and den, hoping that i will feel the vibration. i duno. mayb this are effects of lost. a part of u still stays in me. and its is there for more then a year. to separate it, is just like tear of abit of my flesh.dat painful. im no longer perfect in ur eyes. not dat innocent gal u once knew.
i have made the decision. most importantly, u agreed without asking me to stay. tings are complicated. i realie have got no idea how to voice out the problem btw us. wadeva it is, i strongly believe tat time washes unhappiness and pain away.
im more worried for him den for myself. i may sound silly. bt tat how i truely feel deep in my heart. he will chose nt to eat just to save. he will nv rmb that he will hurt his foot if he does nt wears his shoe wen playing basketball(no matter how many times i sae). i noe him well enuff. bt at tis point of time, there mite oready be no turning back, and im no longer able to do much for u like wad i used to do.
i just hope dat u will reallie takecare of urself and be more confident of urself. find urself a sweet gal and start ur fairy tale from the cover page..
