these few days had been tough, bt i know i have to make it through.
have been trying my very best not to think about it, telling myself so many times tat its time to move on.
it has reached a time when both of us no longer no how to hold on to the love we once had for each other, simply because theres too many scars, too many problems that lies between the relationship.
since being tgt has alrdy brings too many unhappiness,
i hope we will be happier with way.
i know everything will heal itself eventually.
it just takes time.
im lucky enough to have people around me supporting me and listening to my rantings,my thoughts even though i know i repeated them for many many times alrdy.
anyways,
i promise, i will try my best to be happy and sigh less from now on.
have been working lately.
occupying myself as much as possible so that i dont think so much.
manager on long leave, wont be seeing her even till my last day of work.
was thinking of changing to a new blog for a brand new start.
but couldnt find a suitable blogskin i like :]
will get it done SOON!
nights.
loving myself everyday.
i wanna get the brown adidas bottle, i really like it:]
